‘ALL ABOARD’ by Monique Antoinette

‘ALL ABOARD’ by Monique Antoinette

HEY EVERYONE , THIS IS MY CHILDREN'S BOOK THAT I AM TRYING TO GET PUBLISH , AND TO MAKE THIS DREAM COME TRUE, I MUST GET VOTES. SO PLEASE VOTE FOR ME.

MY REAL FEELINGS

my hurting
is working
for me
surprisingly
yes everything
i have gone through
yes everything that has made me blue
is now
poetry for you
therapy for me
so you see
my hurting
is working
on a daily
yes it's crazy
that even in my pain
i can't be lazy
so letter by letter
and word by word
when i write
i fly
like a bird
in the sky
yeah i get a natural high
and all my troubles
seem to lessen
or pass me by
so i try
to stay
in the hurt
until it works
out of me
yes until i'm free
like a fish
in the sea
yeah hurting
works for me
in this sense
yeah it's no accident
yeah it's more like heaven sent
as crazy as it may sound
at least that how i feel
whenever i write
my real feelings down

HUMAN I AM

HUMAN I AM
SO DAMN
I WILL
MAKES SOME MISTAKES
AND FEEL MY BREAK
BUT HOPEFULLY FOR THE GREATER GOOD
KNOCK ON WOOD
OR READ THE BIBLE
YES THIS WAS MY ASSIGNMENT
BEFORE MY ARRIVAL
ON EARTH
YES BEFORE MY BIRTH
OR THIRST FOR WATER
MEANING MY SPIRITUAL FATHER
WHO MADE ME IN THE FIRST PLACE
YES WHO GIVES ME MERCY AND GRACE
TO RUN THIS RACE
PACE BY PACE
OR CASE BY CASE
BASES
YEAH DEPENDING ON THE FACES
I SEE
BECAUSE THERE ARE MORE HUMANS
JUST LIKE ME

memories

memories
why do u keep hunting me?
like a ghost
sure, some of u i toast
but most of the time
my mind
wishes it was blind
yeah not about to see
a single memory
that means it will never be again
no i will never see my friend
or family member
so maybe it is good for me to remember
from january to december
so shiver me timber
i am learning
while i am burning
memories

GO FIGURE

LONELY
MY HOMIE
IN A WAY
I THANK YOU TODAY
BECAUSE ME TO SAY
AND NOT PLAY
BECAUSE I STAY
IN
WHEN
OTHERS
GO OUT
AND ABOUT
WHILE MY CRIES
OR FLIES
BUT NEVER LIES
BECAUSE IT'S JUST YOU
AND ME
LONELY
GROWING LIKE A TREE
WILD AND FREE
BUT THAT'S THE KEY
THAT UNLOCKS THE STOCK
IN MY BANK
OR THE GAS
IN MY TANK
SO LONELY
YOU REALLY DO
GAVE ME RANKING
EVEN WHEN I FEEL...
LIKE I'M SINKING
SO I'M THINKIN'
I KINDA OWE YOU A LOT
GO FIGURE

RHYME

I AM BLESS YO KNOW YOU
I AM BLESSED TO SHOW YOU OFF
TO MY BOSS
WHO HELPED ME WHEN I WAS LOST
IN EMOTION
AND DRINKING A POTION
CALLED DESPAIR
YEAH HE SHOWED ME
THE HE CARED
WHEN I DARED
TO TRUST
IN HIM
IN THE DIM-TIMES
AND THEN HE GAVE ME YOU
RHYME
FOR WHEN I AM NOT FEELING SO KIND
OR FEEL LIKE LOSING MY MIND
AND GIVING IN
BUT YOU ARE MY FRIEND
AND YOU REFUSE TO LET ME FALL
AND YOU LET ME USE YOU
WHENEVER I CALL
DAY OR NIGHT
YEAH YOU INSPIRE ME
TO WRITE
RHYME
UNTIL
I
AM
FINE
SO THANKS

JUST BE HONEST WITH ME

ARE WE REAL?
YEAH IS HOW I FEEL TRUE?
WELL, I KNOW IT IS FOR ME
BUT IS IT FOR YOU, BOO?
IF NOT, PLEASE LET ME GO
ON MY WAY
TODAY
SO I CAN LEARN
TO BE OKAY
ALONG
BECAUSE I HAVE A STRONG
FEELING
THAT IS WHAT I AM
DEALING WITH
YEAH YOUR HEART MAKING A SWITCH
AND IT DIDN'T INFORM ME
OR WARN ME
IF YOU WILL
BUT MY HEAT
STILL FEELS
THE CHILLS
AND THRILLS
WHENEVER I THINK OF YOU
BUT IF YOU ARE CRAVING SOMETHING NEW
JUST BE HONEST WITH ME

LIFE AS I KNOW IT

LIFE
IS STRIFE
AND PARADISE
COMBINE
YES RAIN AND SHINE
AT THE SAME TIME
LIKE A LEMON OR A LIME
SQUEEZED INTO A GLASS
OF ICE
YEAH THAT'S LIFE
IN A NUT SHELL
YES HEAVEN AND HELL
WIELDED TOGETHER
FOREVER
OR SO IT SEEMS
YEAH WE'RE LIVING IN A FIELD OF SCREAMS
AND DREAMS
AND I'M NOT TRYIN' TO BE MEAN
THAT'S JUS' LIFE
IN A SLICE
OR TWO
WELL IT IS TO ME
MAYBE NOT TO YOU
BUT I AM BEING TRUTHFUL
AS I SEE IT
OR AS I BE IT
BREATH BY BREATH
UNTIL MY DEATH
OR ELSE
BECAUSE
THAT'S LIFE
MY LOVE

NO MORE ROLLING THE DICE

JUST BECAUSE I CAN'T SEE YOU
DOESN'T MEAN I WON'T MAKE IT THROUGH
SO I TRUST YOU GOD
WITH ALL OF MY HEART
AND MY LIFE
YES LORD
NO MORE ROLLING THE DICE
BECAUSE I HAVE ALREADY WON
THANKS TO WHAT YOU DONE
YES YEARS AGO
BEFORE I EVEN STARTED TO GROW
INTO AN EMBRYO
SO I OWE YOU
OH YES I DO
BECAUSE YOU HAVE STAY TRUE
TO YOUR WORD
YES EVEN TO THE BIRDS
AND TREES
SO I AM PLEASED
TO GET ON MY KNEES
AND SERVE
THIS SOCIETY
IN A VARIETY
OF WAYS
YES RATHER II EVER FINANCIALLY PAYS
OR NOT
YES I'M HOT
BUT NO MORE ROLLING THE DICE

JUST RELAX

RELAX
AND DON'T LOOK BACK
BECAUSE YESTERDAY IS OVER
MY LOVE
YES THE DOVE
HAS FLOWN AWAY
TO A UNKNOWN PLACE
OF GRACE
SO TASTE TODAY
BEFORE IT FLIES TOO
INTO THE BLUE
AND WHITE
LIKE A KITE
OR A BALLOON
OR THE MOON
AND STARS
OR A RACE CAR
GOING FAR
UNTIL IT GONE
AND WE ARE LEFT
ALL ALONE
TO ROAM
INTO TOMORROW
ON BORROWED
TIME
YEAH LIKE A CUP OF SUGAR
OR FLOUR
BUT EVER HOUR COUNTS
YEAH DOWN TO THE MINUTE
BUT SINCE GOD SENT IT
IT IS A BLESSING
OR A LESSON
SO STOP STRESSING
AND JUST RELAX

WHY AM I REALLY ALIVE?

GOD
THIS IS YOUR PEA-POD
TRYING REAL HARD
TO UNDERSTAND
YOUR PLAN
FOR ME
ON THIS LAND
THAT YOU CREATED
SO LONG AGO
YES BEFORE EVEN STARTED TO GROW
IN MY MOMMY'S TUMMY
WHERE EVERYTHING WAS YUMMY
AND BLESSED
I GUESS
WELL AT LEST...
LESS STRESSED
FROM WHERE I WAS
AND I SAY THIS BECAUSE
I WAS SAFE
IN A PLACE
CALLED YOUR THOUGHTS
YES WHERE THERE WERE NO FAULTS
TO GET CAUGHT UP
YES NO SIN
JUST PERFECTION
AND PROTECTION
FROM A PARENT
THAT IS SO PROFOUND
THAT NOT EVEN THIS GROUND
COULD HOLD HIM DOWN
HERE
MY DEAR SWEET GOD
IN HEAVEN
WHO WATCHES OVER ME 24/7
365
BUT WHY AM I REALLY ALIVE?

A WARM EMBRACE

HELLO FUTURE
HELLO TOMORROW
NO LONGER WILL I FEEL SORROW
BECAUSE I AM STRONGER
THAN MY YESTERDAYS
OR MY GRAY AREAS
I SHOULD SAY
WELL REALLY GOD HAS MADE...
EVERYTHING BAD FADE...
AWAY
WELL HAS MADE EVERYTHING OKAY
YEAH EVEN IF I CAN' GASP IT ALL TODAY
HE KNOWS IT ALL ALREADY
SO I SHOULD JUST REMAIN STEADY
IN HIS FRAME
OF MIND
YEAH HIS SPACE
AND TIME
LIKE A LIME
TO A PEEL
YEAH I MUST TRUST
HIS WILL
FOR MY FUTURE
ENDEAVORS
FOREVER AND FOREVER

A PHONY EMOTION

LONELY
IS LIKE A CLOSE
HOMIE
BUT LONELY
CAN BE A REAL PHONY
BECAUSE I'M NOT REALLY ALONE
YEAH MY FEELINGS ARE OFTEN TIMES
WRONG
NO MATTER HOW STRONG
THEY COME ON
ME
THEY CAN OFTEN TIMES BE LYING
AND LEAVE ME
CRYING
YEAH FEELING LIKE...
I'M DYING
INSIDE
SO HERE COMES PRIDE
AND I GO ALONE
FOR THE RIDE
LIKE A JUST MARRIED BRIDE
UNTIL MY HIDE GETS TIRED
OR MY WILL WANTS SETS STILL
AND JUMPS OUT THE TRUNK
YEAH UNTIL I'M OUT OF MY FUNK
JUST LIKE NOW
BECAUSE I AM A CHILD
OF GOD
SO NO
I AM NEVER REALLY ALONE
SO FEELING LONELY IS...
A PHONY EMOTION

LIFE IS NOT OVERRATED

LIFE
IS A GIFT
LIFE
IS A CHOICE
SO USE YOUR VOICE
IF YOU ARE STILL LIVING
YES IF YOU ARE WILLING
MEANING IF YOU STILL CAN
BECAUSE MAN
DIDN'T PUT YOU HERE
IN THE FIRST PLACE
PARTICIPATE IN THIS RACE
NO, A SPIRIT CALLED GRACE DID
YES HE CHOSE YOU TO BE HIS KID
YES HIS KIN
HIS FRIEND
HIS DISCIPLE
YES SUCH A TALL ORDER
FOR A DAUGHTER
I KNOW
BUT HE MADE YOU SO
YOU WILL BE FINE
BECAUSE HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU BEHIND
YES BECAUSE HE IS SO KIND
AND HE JUST SHINES
DAY AND NIGHT
OVER ALL WHO IS AWARE
BECAUSE HE CARES
ABOUT EVERYTHING
HE CREATED
BECAUSE LIFE IS NOT OVERRATED

SERIOUSLY

FEELINGS
TURN INTO WORDS
WORDS TURN INTO POEMS
PROMS TURN INTO BOOKS
LOOK
THIS IS THE STORY OF LIFE
GOD'S GLORY
AND MY HUMAN SACRIFICE
SORT OF SPEAK
TO REACH OUT YO OTHER
YEAH TO MY BROTHERS
AND SISTERS
BY UNCOVERING MYSELF
IN DEPTH
YEAH UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING LEFT
INSIDE OF ME
OR SO IT'S SEEMS
OR IS IT JUST A DREAM?
YEAH DO I REALLY COME CLEAN?
WITH EVERYTHING
I AM FEELING
FROM THE FLOOR
AND THE CEILING
OF MY HEART
YEAH DO I REALLY LET DOWN MY GUARD?
OR AM I JUST PLAYING A PART?
IN GOD'S BIG PLOT
SERIOUSLY

PARENTAL GUIDANCE

GOD YOU ARE
A REAL FATHER
YOU ARE
A TRUE FRIEND
YES MY CANDLE
IN THIS SCANDALS
CALLED LIFE
THAT YOU MADE ME A SLICE OF
MY LOVE
SO WHAT'S MY NEXT LINE?
AND WHERE DO I STAND?
YEAH WHAT'S YOUR OVERALL PLAN?
FOR THIS SEASON
BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T LIKE
ALL THIS TEASING
NOR SUSPENSE
BECAUSE IT LEAVES ME SPENT
YEAH TIRED
BUT I DON'T WON'T TO SO FIRED
SO I WILL JUST DO WHAT'S REQUIRED
OF ME
BUT NOT FOR TV '
BUT FOR REALITY
ONLY
BECAUSE I REFUSE
TO BE PHONY
BECAUSE
THAT'S JUST NOT YOUR STYLE
AND AS YOUR CHILD
I SHOULD ALWAYS REFLECT
YOUR DIALECT
AND DEMEANOR
SO PLEASE GOD
MAKE ME CLEANER

THE SURE CURE

GOD IS THE CURE
AND THE SURE THING
YES GOD IS THE DIAMOND
IN THE RING
SO BRING YOUR ISSUES
TO HIM
BECAUSE HE IS THE LIFE PRESERVER
WHEN WE CAN'T SWIM
IN OUR TEARS
OR BECAUSE OF OUR FEARS
YES HE IS THE OIL
TO OUR GEARS
AND OUR POWER-STEERING
POINT BLANK
SO WE SHOULD NOT BE AFRAID
TP WALK THE PLANK
BECAUSE HE IS RIGHT IN PLAIN SIGHT
SO TAKE FLIGHT
SORT OF SPEAK
YEAH WE ME GO DEEP
WITHIN OURSELVES
UNTIL OUR EARTHLY DEATHS
BECAUSE GOD IS
THE SURE CURE

THE POTTER'S DAUGHTER

GOD
GROW ME
SHOW ME
HOW TO BE
MORE LIKE YOU
EVERY DAY
DESPITE WHAT OTHER MAY SAY
ABOUT MY GRAY AREAS
AS THOUGH THEY DON'T HAVE ANY
WHEN IN FACT THEY HAVE PLENTY
BUT BACK ME
WANTING TO NE
MORE HOLY THAN I AM NOW
YES FATHER
PLEASE HELP
YOUR CHILD
MOLD HER STYLE
OR SHAPE HER SOUL
YES FATHER
MAKE ME WHOLE
I GIVE YOU FULL CONTROL
SO GROW
AND SHOW
YOUR WILL
AND WAY
YES UNTIL I CAN NO LONGER
SEE GRAY
OKAY?
YES THIS I PRAY
IN CHRIST NAME
AMEN

HUMAN FLESH

I AM IN THE FLESH
I AM A SUCCESS
WHO IS LEARNING LIFE LESSONS
EVERY SINGLE DAY
IN A VERY UNIQUE WAY
I MUST SAY
BUT I AM OKAY WITH THAT
BECAUSE THE FACT IS
I AM ALIVE
YES I AM HUMAN
OVER HERE
UNTIL I GET OVER THERE
WHERE?
DO YOU ASK
THE PLACE WHERE PEOPLE GO
WHEN THEY PASS
YEAH FREE AT LAST
NO NOT IN THE GRASS
AND OUT OF THIS BODY
CALLED HUMAN FLESH
WHERE I AM...
A SUCCESS
AND LEARNING LIFE LESSONS
EVERY SINGLE DAY
BUT I AM
OKAY
WITH THAT
OR SHOULD I SAY
WITH THIS....
EXPERIENCE

EARTHLY LOVE IS A FUNNY THING

EARTHLY LOVE
IS A FUNNY THING
LIKE CHICKEN WINGS AND CELERY
CRAZY BUT GOOD
AND OFTEN TIMES
MISUNDERSTOOD
BY MANY
DESIRED BY PLENTY
ALL OVER THE WORLD
BY BOYS AND GIRLS
MEN AND WOMEN
YES SOME BE SINNIN'
AND WINNIN'
YEAH LUSTIN'
OR TRUSTIN'
OR BOTH
YEAH LET'S TOAST
TO EARTH LOVE
WITH WHITE DOVES
IN THE BACK GROUND
FLYIN' AROUND
IN MY HEAD
AND IN MY HEART
AND I HATE THAT PART
BECAUSE IT IS ALL IN MY HEAD
AND NOT IN MY LIKE
YEAH, NO I'M NOT A WIFE
AND THAT CUTS LIKE A KNIFE
BUT AT LEAST THAT MEANS
I CAN STILL BE A QUEEN
SEE I TOLD ....
THAT EARLY LOVE IS A FUNNY THING

FAMILY TREE TIES

GOD
ME
AND SOCIETY
ARE ONE BIG FAMILY TREE
SWAYING IN THE BREEZE
SO WE ARE LOSING LEAVES
ON A DAILY
AND IT'S CRAZY
BUT WE ARE TOGETHER
EVEN THROUGH BAD WEATHER
WE HAVE STOOD GOOD
LIKE WOOD SHOULD
ALWAYS
FOR DAYS
AND DAYS
THROUGH ALL THE PHASES OF LIFE
YEAH SUGAR AND SPICE
AND NOT SO NICE TIMES
YEAH A MIXER OF LOVE AND CRIME
INTERTWINED
LIKE ICE CREAM AND ROOT BEER
IN A CLEAR COLD MUG
ON A HOT SUMMER NIGHT
YEAH IT LOOKS RIGHT
IN THE MOONLIGHT
NEXT TO THE STARS
AND THE CLASSIC CARS
IN DRIVE WAY
BUT THAT'S OKAY
AS LONG
AS THE FAMILY TREE
STAYS STRONG
LIKE AN OAK
YEAH
GOD
ME
AND SOCIETY
ARE KINFOLK

BECAUSE I HAVE GOD

I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
WELL AT LEST I'M NOT DEAD
AND DO HAVE BREAD
TO EAT
SO MY LIFE IS SWEET
BUT MY LIFE IS NOT COMPLETE
BECAUSE IT IS NOT OVER
BECAUSE I HAVE AN ANGEL ON MY SHOULDER
FOR WHEN THINGS GET COLDER
OR HOTTER
YEAH SOMETHING I NEED A SWORD
LIKE HARRY POTTER
TO HELP ME MOVE FORWARD
IN THIS WORLD
OF RATS AND SQUIRRELS
AS WELL AS DIAMONDS AND PEARLS
BUT EITHER WAY
I NEED TO STAY OKAY
WHILE I'M ALIVE
YEAH ONLY EAT THE HONEY
OUT OF THE BEE HIVE
AND ONLY DRINK THE MILK
THAT TASTE LIKE SILK
GOING DOWN MY THROAT
YEAH I HAVE HOPE
SO I CAN COPE
WITH A SCOPE THINGS
BECAUSE I HAVE GOD
YEAH I HAVE WINGS

A DEEP DISUSSION

GOD
AM I GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION?
GOD
AM I SHOWING ENOUGH AFFECTION
IF NOT PLEASE MAKE CORRECTION
OR ADD PROTECTION
BECAUSE I DO WANT TO
CONTINUE TO
FOLLOW YOU
NO WHAT I GO THROUGH
SO PLEASE TEL ME
WHERE I AM SUPPOSE TO BE
IN THIS EARTH SOCIETY
OF VARIETY
PACK
OF HUMAN
BEINGS
THAT I AM
SEEING
KEENING IN ON
YES RIGHT OR WRONG
YOU GIVE ME THE ABILITY
TO LIVE STRONG
AND NOT AS A CLONE
UNLESS I AM ACTING LIKE THE BEST
WHICH IS YOU
MY LORD
MY GOD

EMOTIONAL ENERGY BAR

GLADNESS
TAKE THIS SADNESS
AWAY
FROM ME
TODAY
BECAUSE I AIN'T GOT TIME
FOR IT
SO PLEASE
SWITCH
MY MOOD
BEFORE I GET WORSE
AND HAVE AN OUTBURST
OF TEARS
EVEN THOUGH
I KNOW
THAT CRYING IS OKAY
I DON'T WANNA DO IT
TODAY
BECAUSE IT IS FRIDAY
WHICH IS SUPPOSED TO BE
THE HAPPIEST DAY OF THE WEEK
SO I REFUSE TO SPRING
A LEAK
UNLESS IT'S DUE TO
A HAPPY SURPRISE
SO GOD PLEASE
BLESS MY EYE
AND MAKE MY SPIRIT
RISE

REVELATION AFFRIMATION

God i am trusting you
through this whole process
so i am already a success
i am already blessed
YES
AND
AMEN
I GET IT
I UNDERSTAND
YOUR ULTIMATE PLAN
FOR ME ON THIS LAND
OF SAND, ROCK, AND DIRT
WHICH IS...
TO DO YOUR WILL
YES YOUR WORK
TO HELP YOU TO EMOTIONALLY HEAL
THE HURTS OF THIS WORLD
YES THROUGH YOUR PEARLS OF PROMISE
YES ALL I HAVE TO IS LISTEN TO YOU
AND KEEP ON BEING HONEST
AND STRONG
BECAUSE DOING WRONG...
JUST MAKES LIFE LONG
IN THE WORSE WAY
YEAH GRAY
AND DARK
WHICH IS BAD...
FOR THE HEART
AND YOU DON'T WANT ME TO DEPART...
FROM THIS LIFE...
THAT WAY
SO OKAY
I AM TRUSTING YOU

PLAN B

to you i don't know
to you i wanna grow old with
and then i flip the script
and then slip back into reality
because i haven't meet you yet
i must set my mind on other things
in case i don't a ring
on the phone ]
or on my hand
yes it's best to have another plan
to land on
just in case
something goes wrong
but i must i must remain strong
no matter what
even if i fall on butt and get cut
or get treated like a slut
by society
because they didn't make me
so they can't break me
because only God can
not man
because i am his plan
always and forever
even if i never know
where to fully go
from here

UNTIL GOD'S WILL IS FULFILL

my life
is not about me
so i see
yes it's all about the almighty
and what he wants
to be done
that why he sent his son
in the first place
yes much deeper than mercy
and grace
or even this human race
as i take up space
here
this i am so clear
even though i am dear to him
my life
so dim and slim
next to his
and business
because he is the one
who planned man's feet and hand
on this land
of sand
dirt
and rock
as well as the time
on the clock
and i am just a number
who can not slumber
or go under
until God's will
is fulfill

A BETTER KID

GOD HELP ME TO CHANGE
THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS ABOUT MW
YES WHICH WOULD BE...
MY MIND
AND MY HEART
BECAUSE THOSE PART
SEEM TO BE
HURTING OTHERS
WITHOUT ME EVEN TRYING TO DO
WHICH LEAVES ME FEELING BLUE
EVERY SINGLE TIME
SO I'M ASKING YOU LORD
[PLEASE MAKE THE SUN SHINE
YES PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME
SO I CAN BE MORE LIKE YOU
AND DO THINGS LIKE YOU DID
YES YEARN TO BE A BETTER KID
SO YES PLEASE PULL OF MY LID
AND GET DOWN TO DO THE NITTY-GRITTY
YES THE NOT SO PRETTY...
THINGS ABOUT ME
THAT OTHER PEOPLE SEEM TO SEE
AND LOVE TO POINT OUT
BUT I DON'T WANT ANY DOUBTS
SO TAKE THEM OUT
THEY DIDN'T COME FROM...
YOUR KINGDOM
AND THAT'S ALL I NEED TO KNOW...
SO...
I CAN GROW...
BEAUTIFUL

RIGHT NOW MOMENT

I DO0N'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE
RIGHT NOW
BUT I KNOW I WAS BORN TO FIGHT
RIGHT NOW
AT LEAST THAT'S HOW I FEEL
RIGHT NOW
AND MY FEELINGS ARE VERY REAL TO ME
EVEN IF I CANNOT SEE...
THEM IN THE PHYSICAL SENSE
NOTHING I AM GOING THROUGH...
IS AN ACCIDENT
YES I MUST TRUST...
THAT GOD KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING...
YES I JUST NEED TO KEEP PURSUING...
HIS WILL AND WAY
UNTIL THE DAY
HE SAY
COME HOME
YES WHERE I BELONG
YES WHERE I WAS FIRST THOUGHT OF
AND WHERE I AM MOST LOVE
BECAUSE GOD IS LOVE
GOD IS TRUTH
GOD IS LIFE
AND MY SPIRIT...
IS PROOF
ALL OF THAT
SO I CAN'T TURN BACK NOW
NO MATTER HOW MUCH LIFE MAY BURN
I MUST LEARN
FROM THIS EXPERIENCE
RIGHT NOW

FRESH WATERMELON

GOD OPEN ME UP WIDE
AND THEN COME INSIDE
BECAUSE I AM YOUR CHILD
NO MATTER HOW WILD
I CAN BE
YOU ALWAYS UNDERSTAND ME
LIKE NO EITHER
YES LIKE A LOVER
INTIMATELY SPEAKING
AND THAT FEELING IS DEEPEN
EVERY SINGLE TIME I RHYME
OR SHARE WHAT IS ON MY MIND
OR IN MY HEART
SO I DARE NOT PART
FROM A FRESH START
YES I DROP MY GUARD
WHENEVER YOU ARE NEAR
AND I HAVE AN EAR
AND NO FEAR
UNLESS YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT RESPECT
BECAUSE YOU HAVE NEVER NEGLECTED...
ME
SO I AM FREE
EVEN WHEN I CAN NOT..
NATURALLY SSE
THE BLESSING
BECAUSE OF THE STRESSING
I PUT ON MYSELF
WHICH IS NOTHING
BUT DEATH
TO YOU
BECAUSE YOU ARE NOTHING...
BUT LIFE AND CHRIST
SO YES SLICE...
ME WIDE OPEN
LIKE A WATERMELON

GOD YOU ARE GOOD

GOD YOU ARE GOOD
AND I AM TRYING TO GET BETTER
GOD YOU ARE GOOD
BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS HELP ME OUT...
IN BAD WEATHER
GOD YOU ARE GOOD
YES EVEN WHEN I ACT STRANGE
YOU NEVER CHANGE
NOT
ONE
SINGLE
BIT
YES YOU STAY
WITH ME
YES EVEN IN THE TIMES
WHEN I CANT SEE
PHYSICALLY
OR SHOULD I SAY...
HUMANLY TELL
YOU ALWAYS WISH ME WELL
AND NOT HELL
OR A INNER JAIL
SO I SHOULD BE GOOD
JUST
LIKE
YOU

THE OVERALL MESSAGE

I CAN'T STOP THINKING...
ABOUT THIS...
OR THAT
WHICH IS MAKING ME FEEL..
REAL WACK
'CAUSE I DON'T THINK...
THAT'S THE TRACK GOD WANTS ME TO PLAY...
ALL DAY LONG..
THE SAME OLD SONG...
WITH A DIFFERENT BEAT
BUT MY FEET HARDLY MOVES
TO THE GROOVE
I JUST TAKE IT ALL IN
LIKE I'M LISTENING...
TO A OLD FRIEND
POURING OUT HER SOUL...
BEFORE SHE LOSES CONTROL...
BUT SHE IS ME
AND I AM HER
AND THIS IS THE WE ARE
AND THIS IS THE WAY WE WHERE
AND BRRR I FEEL A CHILL
BUT I REMAIN STILL
IN MY FRAME...
OF MIND
YES COME RAIN
OR COME SHINE
LIKE A POST TO A RHYME
I SEE WORDS...
LIKE THE SKY...
SEES BIRDS
AS MEANT TO BE
LIKE A FOREST
AND TREES
HONEY AND BEES
MILK AND COWS
A MOTHER AND A CHILD
I GUESS IT'S JUST MY STYLE
TO DEAL WITH STRESS
AND THE OVERALL MESSAGE

LOOK MY EYES ARE OPEN

GOD KEEPS ON OPENING MY EYES
AND GIVING ME SURPRISES IN THIS LIVING
YES TRUE THANKSGIVING
ON A DAILY
EVEN WHEN MY LIFE..
SEEMS CRAZY
THE TRUTH IS,,,
HE SAVED ME...
FOR A REASON
AND SOMETHINGS I GO THROUGH...
ARE ONLY FOR A SEASON..
AND CRYING IS NOT A CRIME
AND GOD HAS TURNED MY PAIN...
INTO POETRY
MEANING MY BURNS...
INTO BOOKS
SO LOOK MY EYES ARE OPEN

NO WRITER'S BLOCK FOR MY HEAVENLY POP

i have writer's block
but God says "don't stop"
unless THE CLOCK DOES
yes even if my brain is a little fuzzy
and my heart is a little hurt
because i sent here on earth
to do my Father's work
yes even if i get a little dirty
or i don't even feel worthy
he chose me to be...
in the family..
business
yes to be a wiriness...
to the world
so as his girl
i must push through
and trust him too
do in me
what he wants...
the outside
to see
in my personality
yes my attitude
should never be rude
is i am representing Christ
who is love
so he is nice x's twice
so if i just reflected a slice
of his character...
i am doing good
and i would not have it...
any other way

I'M NOT ALONE

GOD MUST BE HERE WITH ME
YES EVEN THOUGH HE I CAN'T SEE
I KNOW THIS BECAUSE I FEEL PEACE
THAT SURPASSES MY UNDERSTANDING
SO NO HE'S NOT DEMANDING
WITH HE'S PLANNING
FOR MY LIFE
YES THAT'S CHRIST
FOR YA
YES HE REALLY ADORES YA
YES HE WILL WASH YOUR FEET FOR YA
AND BUTTER YOUR BREAD
AND RAISE YOUR SPIRIT
FROM THE DEAD
YES THAT'S WHAT I SAID
SO THAT;S WHY I AM LED TO FOLLOW
AND NOT TO WALLOW IN MY SORROW
OR WORRY ABOUT TOMORROW
BECAUSE CHRIST IS RIGHT HERE
RIGHT NOW
YES SITTING WITH HIS CHILD
WITH A UNIQUE STYLE
ALL HER ON
SO NO I'M NOT ALONE

SHO'NUFF USE ME

LORD YOU GAVE ME THIS DAY
SO WHAT SHALL I SAY
OR WHAT SHALL I DO
BECAUSE I ONLY WANT LIVE
FOR YOU
MORNING
NOON
AND NIGHT
YES MY SPIRIT ONLY WANTS TO DO RIGHT
CAN'T YOU HEAR IT?
CRYING OUT FOR
MR. TRUE
MR. I MAKE ALL THINGS NEW
AND YES YOU DO
AND YES YOU ARE
MY MORNING STAR
OR MY BIG DIPPER
YES I ROLLIN' WITCHA
UNTIL MY DYING DAY
SO SHOW ME THE WAY
TO THAT BRIGHT LIGHT
OF GLORY
YES USE MY STORY
YES USE MY LIFE
YES SLICE ME COMPLETELY
OPEN
SO THAT THIS WORLD
CAN SEE YOUR GIRL
AND ALL HER FLAWS
BUT NOT TO DROP THEIR JAWS
BUT TO PAUSE
AND REFLECT OH HOW THE LORD
ALLOW A CHILD WITH HER STYLE
TO WORK IN THE FAMILY BUSINESS
YES TO BE A WITNESS
AND THEY SAY HEY IF HE CAN USE HER
HE CAN SHO'NUFF USE ME
SO YES LORD
LET IT BE
THIS I PRAY
TODAY
IN JESUS NAME
AMEN

ENCOURAGEMENT FROM CHRIST

man i wish i could rewind my mind
and stay and play in yesterday
but God says no
because what is, is so
okay
so let go
and move on
be strong
because you will see her again
you will see them again
yes all those you think you've loss
are just sitting with our boss
waiting for you to get through Monique
and remember that crying doesn't make you weak
it makes you human
so keep doing what you're doing
just don't stop
until you reach the top
of heaven
but until then
keep climbing and rhyming
my sista
and remember that i am always witcha
and i see the big pictcha
trust me wholeheartedly
it is gonna be okay
yes way betta then today

ENDURING UNTIL THE END

GOD
I HAVE BEEN FEELING REALLY FUNNY
EVEN WHEN THE SUN IS SUNNY
BUT I WANNA BE HAPPY
LIKE THE EASTER
YES HIDING EGGS
WITH NEW LEGS
BUT INSTEAD I AM WRITING
WHICH IS SOMETIMES EXCITING
BUT TO N9IGHT
MY INNER LIGHT
IS NOT SHINNING
SO BRIGHT
SO I AM RELYING ON THE HOLY SPIRIT INSIGHT
BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I AM DYING
AND THAT'S FOR REAL
BUT I AM STILL HERE
CLEARLY
EVEN IF NO ONE CARES TO COME AND SEE
ABOUT ME
BUT HONESTLY
GOD MUST WANT ME TO FEEL ALONE
AND ALWAYS IN MY HOME
AND IF THAT'S THE CASE
I BETTER PUT A SMILE OM ME FACE
BECAUSE HE HAS GIVING ME SO GRACE
TO SURVIVE THIS PLACE
SO I GUESS I CAN FINISH THIS RACE
CALLED LIFE
UNTIL I SEE PARADISE
IN CHRIST NAME
AMEN

THE BODY OF CHRIST

I AM THE BODY
TO GOD HEAD
SO I AM THE REASON
BLOOD WAS SHED
THAT LEAD ME TO NOW
YES BEING HIS CHILD
AND TAKING ON STYLE
OF RIGHT LIVING
AND THANKSGIVING
FOR EVERY LIMB
ON THIS BODY OF CHRIST
SO MY LIFE IS TWICE AS SPECIAL
YES BECAUSE I AM LIKE A VESSEL
FOR WORDS TO FLOW THROUGH
YES FRESH AND NEW
BUT LIKE I SAID
GOD IS THE HEAD
OF THIS OPERATION
YES HE IS CREATOR
OF THIS CREATION
OF THIS SPIRIT, SOUL, AND BODY
YES CONTROLLED BY SUPERNATURAL POWERS
HOUR AFTER HOUR
MINUTE AFTER MINUTE
BECAUSE I AM HEAVEN SENT
WHICH MEAN I AM NO ACCIDENT
TO NO BODY

IN HEAVEN

GOD RETURN IS VERY NEAR
YES THIS I FEEL IS VERY CLEAR
BUT NO I DON'T KNOW TIME OR DAY
BUT I DO KNOW THAT HE IS THE WAY
TO HEAVEN
WHERE EVERYTHING IS SWEET
AND COMPLETE
AND NOBODY IS WEAK
OR SPIRITUALITY ASLEEP
AND BOY THAT MAKES ME WEEP
WITH JOY
LIKE A KID WITH A NEW TOY
SO MUST TRUST
THAT THERE IS A BRIGHT LIGHT AT THE END
OF THIS EARTH TUNNEL
BUT GOD IS SEEPING ME THROUGH A FUNNEL FIRST
YES KEEPING THE GOOD
AND DISPOSING THE WORST
YES BEFORE A HEARSE GET HERE
BEFORE HE DOES
BECAUSE HE IS ALREADY IN HEAVEN

RUNNING FREELY

OPEN I AM
THANKS TO GOD
WHETHER I LIKE OR NOT
BECAUSE HE TOUCHED THE SPOT
THAT REFUSE TO STOP
BEEN USED
DESPITE BEEN ABUSED
IN THE PAST
YES I MUST BREAK THE GLASS
OF THE HOUR
TO TAKE BACK MY POWER
SO THAT NO DEVOUR
WILL WIN
SUCH AS SIN
YES THANKS TO MY KIN
CHRIST
WHO SAVED MY LIFE
BY LAYING DOWN HIS
SO I COULD BE OPEN
LIKE HIS TOMB
OR OPEN LIKE A WOMB
OR OPEN LIKE A BOOK
I MEAN JUST TAKE A LOOK
AT WHAT I AM SAYING
I'M NOT PLAYING
I AM OPEN AS OPEN CAN BE
SEE MY EMOTIONS RUNNING FREELY

SAME THING CHICKEN WINGS

GOD AND WORD
WORD AND GOD
ARE ONE AN THE SAME
YES A SINGULAR NAME
THE FRAME AND THE PICTURE
SO YEAH HE IS SO WITH US
WHEREVER WE GO
LIKE WATER FLOWS
AND GRASS GROWS
AND LIGHT SHINES
LIKE A CLOCK TELLS TIME
AND A POET RHYMES
WHICH LEADS US BACK TO THE WORD
OR BACK TO GOD
HOW EVER WE CHOOSE TO USE THE DEFINITION
OR TO LISTEN
TO THE PROFOUND SOUND
OF HEAVEN
PLAYING 24/7
LOUD AND CLEAR
IN OUR EAR
YES OUR GEARSHIFT
TO UPLIFT
GOD'S GIFTS
AND TALENTS
ON THIS PLANET
YEAH SO YOU SEE
NOTHING IS TAKEN FOR GRANTED
IF YOU ASK ME
YEAH JUST START TALKING
OR WALKING AND YOU WILL SEE
WHAT WILL BE

A DONE DEAL

MY FINANCES ARE STRAIGHT
YES MY LIFE GREAT
AND I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE MY SHAWN
YES IT'S ALREADY DONE
YES EVEN IF CAN'T PHYSICAL SEE IT YET
I DO BELIEVE IT
SO THERE'S NO SWEET ON MY BRAWL
BECAUSE I AM CHILD
YES ALWAYS AND FOREVER
WE ARE GOING TO BE TOGETHER
YES ON EARTH AND IN HEAVEN
YES 24/7
YES LIKE SIAMESE-TWINS
YES WE'RE KIN
AND YES WE WIN
BECAUSE IT'S ALREADY DONE
THANKS TO THE SON
THAT DID NOT RUN
LIKE A CON
OUT ON BOND
BECAUSE HE DID NOTHING WRONG
BUT HE TOOK THE CROSS ON
SO WE COLD BE ETERNALLY FREE
SO YOU SEE IT'S ALREADY DONE

SPIRIT, WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO?

spirit
you are suppose to be
living out side off me
so the whole can see
why God made me
for his glory
for his story
i'm sure
so i am secure
in my place
but most of all
in his grace
yes i feel safe
in his arms
yes nice and warm
especially in a storm
because he can handle anything
that man or life brings
so sing, i do
yes i sing because he is true
so no need for me to be blue
as long as i feed on his word
like a worm to bird
yes like a book to a nerd
it is beneficial
not accidental
that i am here now
and that i am his child
with a very unique style
called "you"
so spirit what are you gonna do?
JUMP

BREAKING THE DEVVIL'S LAUGH INHAVF

for God i'll live
and i'll die
no matter how many times
o may cry
yes i'll get out of bed
no matter what mess is in my head
because i'm awake
for His sake
so i should just take
a breath
because it's not about self
because self didn't get me here
yes this i'm clear
so why shall i fear?
when my creator is always near
and dear
to my heart
yes in my most intimate body part
where my spirit lies
and my soul cries
out
with a shout
sayin' "i will work for you still"
so as i kneel at your feet
to seek your face
i ask that you anoint me
with your strength and grace
in every place i go
and have
yes break the devil's laugh in half
with my movement
and my improvement
because he is really getting on my nerves
thee old perv
because he doesn't deserve to make fun of me
because he chose to be Anti-Christ
but i daddy give you my life

HEY BOYS, MY BOYS

HEY BOYS, MY BOYS

EVEN THOUGH WE HAVEN'T SPENT MUCH TIME
PLEASE KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS ON TT'S MIND
O HOW I THINK ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I WANNA TELL YOU
AND HOW MUCH I DON'T WANNA FAIL YA
BUT KNOW ONE IS PERFECT
BUT Y'ALL ARE SO WORTH IT
OR ELSE Y'ALL WOULDN'T BE HERE
RIGHT NOW
WITH Y'ALL UNIQUE INDIVIDUAL STYLES
WHICH WILL WOW THIS FAMILY AS TIME GOES ON
LIKE Y'ALL HAVE ALREADY SHOWED US JUST HOW STRONG
YOU TWO ARE
SO YOU ARE GONNA FAR
EVEN FARTHER THAN WHAT I CAN SEE
AND EVEN FURTHER THAN ME
BUT ETHER WAY I WILL STILL BE HAPPY
JUST LIKE I AM NOW
JUST LIKE Y'ALL WERE MY CHILD
YEAH LIKE Y'ALL CAME OUT OF MY OWN BODY
YEAH MY LOVE FOR Y'ALL IS JUST THAT DEEP
YEAH MY LOVE FOR Y'ALL MAKES ME WEEP
AND SMILE
YEAH I WOULD WALK A 1,000 MILES
IF I COULD
JUST TO MAKE SURE Y'ALL ARE GOOD
BUT PLEASE REMEMBER THAT A PRAYER
CAN MAKE IT ANYWHERE
I SWEAR
ON YOUR DADDY DREAD HAIR
BUT BOTTOM LINE
I DO CARE
ALWAYS AND FOREVER

TALKING TO SHEVY ( ETERNAL E-MAIL)

Shevy, girl your death
has almost taken my own breath away
because i was the chosen one to stay here
for reason i am still not clear
because for years i have been asking God to take me
but yet he saves me
and breaks me completely open
for the whole world to see
inside me
through poetry
and other forms of my charm
so no i can't perform
i must be real
at all times
come rain or come shine
or come death or life
but you leaving to a big slice
out of my heart
like a whole body part
that i was still able to use
so here i sit
emotionally bruise
while trying to hold on to THE GOOD NEWS
of THE LORD
and man what a stuff sport to play
and even harder to say that I'm okay"
when i don't feel well
and i have trouble sleeping at night
but still God won't let me take the flight you took
so yeah your girl is down here shook
while reading God's book
everyday to try to make sense
of your short-time here
and wondering if mine is near
as i shed tears
and let HIM drive my wheelchair
YEAH GIRL I WENT THERE
BUT I DON'T CARE
BECAUSE I'M JUST BEING REAL WITH YOU
LIKE I USES TO DO
BUT YOU'RE JUST FATHER AWAY THAT'S ALL
WITH NO MORE PHONE CALLS
ETERNALLY E-MAIL FROM NOW ON
SO I GUESS I CAN BE STRONG
FOR ANOTHER DAY LONGER AT LEAST
SO REST IN PEACE
BUT PLEASE KNOW THAT I REALLY DO....
LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH
AND I WILL BE KEEPING IN TOUCH

THE MYSTERIES OF LIFE

man relationships are so hard
especially when of you has to part
to heaven
and the one who is left behind
must find something else to do with their time
but they don't feel like doing anything really
because they feel silly moving on
yes they feel down right wrong
yes they feel like me
empty
and raw
with a very low jaw
and who's body has been sawed in half
trying to grasp what just happen
but no one seems to know
why i still have perfect blood flowing
through my veins
but i am in so much pain
and i am trying not to go insane
in the process
of my distress
but i am still blessed
thus say the lord
so i can't afford to quit
even though i feel like sh*t
right now
i must figure out how
to put myself back together
but i never want to do this again

I STILL MISS THE DECEASED

i've been faced with physical death
yes been left by myself
yes the last person standing
but i'm kinda demanding that God not do that to me
because i don't wanna be
a society
yes i love variety
yes being in a pack is "all that"
yes i love being a we
or an us
yes having someone that i can trust
or depend on
yes the right to my wrong
the melody to my song
yes the friend to my ship
before i slip
into depression
but the life lesson here
i shall not fear
because God is always near
despite my tears
my belief
or my grief
so that gives me some peace
but i still miss the deceased

IN THIS DIRECTION

i go somewhere
whenever i write
yeah it's like i'm riding a bike
while go on a hiking trail
yeah i let my feelings tell me where to go
so that my inner muscles can grow strong
yeah so last long
but i never go along
no God is my workout partner
yeah he encourages me push harder
until it became easier
to a certain point
yeah i am to work every joint
until i reach the top mountain
until i can drink from the fountain
of my father
who loves me like a baby
and who treats me like a lady
no matter how crazy i act
he always seems to have my back
but i should never slack off
look for short cuts
no matter how much my butt my hurt
or if wheel get stuck in the dirt
i'm just supposed to push through
any dark glue
in my way
according to what the expert say
so okay
i will stay
in this direction

IMPACT--FULL

GOD YOU GRANTED ME ANOTHER DAY AT MIDNIGHT
IN HOPE THAT I MIGHT LIVE RIGHT
EVEN THOUGH MY SIGHT HAVE NEVER SEEN
THE THING THAT YOU HAVE
YOU STILL WANT ME GRASP
THE WILL OF YOU
ALL THAT YOU DO
IN YOUR TRUE FORM
WHICH IS ALWAYS WARM
AND COVERING ME FROM HARM
FROM ANY STORMS
IN MY LIFE
LIFE STRIFE
OF ANY KIND
YES YOU MAKE IT FIND
WITH YOU MIND
WHILE I'M DOWN HERE
THINKING THAT I HAVE TO GRIND
BUT IT IS ALREADY DONE
I JUST NEED TO FOLLOW THE PATH OF SON
BECAUSE HE IS THE ONE...
WHO HAS BEEN WHERE I AM TRYING TO GO
AND SO I SHOULD JUST TRUST
AND GET ON THE BUS
WITH NO FUSS
AND ON THE PLUS
I LOVE TO RIDE
TO SEE THE COUNTRY-SIDE
WITH NOTHING BUT THE CLOTHES ON MY BACK
JUST GOING ON FAITH AND FACT
BUT I NEVER LACK
THAT WAY
YES WHEN I LISTEN TO WHAT THE HOLY SPIRIT HAS TO SAY
ABOUT EACH DAY
OF MY PERSONAL PLAYBOOK
THAT MY ANCESTORS TOOK THE TIME TO WRITE DOWN
IN HOPES THAT I WOULD GET FOUND
INTERNALLY
SO I CAN BE FREE
IN THE WILD BLUE YONDER
MOVING AS FAST AS THUNDER
AND LI9GHTING
YES THE THOUGHT OF A NEW DAY
IS SUPPOSED TO EXCITING
AND INVITING
SO HELP ME GOD
ROD AND AXLE
YES LORD
HELP ME
TO BE
IMPACT-FUEL

SPIRITUALLY NAKRD

even though i feel lonely i am not phony yes i can express the mess i am in and desperately need a friend and want to feel the wind on my face yes i want to see grace around my earthly place and taste the sweet paste mercy like a Hershey- bar yes Lord take me far like a star despite my tar and inner scars yes a make me a winner and not a dinner for others to feast on for the wrong reason i am just season so there is no real room to tease or to please so as i am on my spiritual knees i ask for this sense of boniness to pass before my hourglass run out of sand so i can fully commit to your plan yes this i ask in Christ name amen

HUMAN FOR GOD SAKE

IT IS SO HARD NOT TO WORRY WHEN I DO NOT KNOW EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN BECAUSE GOD IS THE CAPTAIN AND I AM JUST A CREATION YES I AM JUST A TV TO STATION OR A SONG TO A RADIO YES I AM JUST A DROP TO THE WATER-FLOW BUT AS I GROW I LEAN BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT IT DOESN'T BURN AND THAT MY STOMACH DOESN'T TURN OR THAT MY HEART DOESN'T BREAK BUR I AM HUMAN FOR GOD SAKE SO I DO LIKE TO TAKE MY TIME LINE AFTER LINE BUT OFTEN TIMES GOD SAYS "RIGHT NOW MY CHILD" AS MY EYEBROWS GO UP BUT GOING BY FAITH AND NOT BY LUCK AND ALSO FORGETTING ABOUT MAKING A QUICK BUCK SO BASICALLY GOD TURN ME IN TO DUMP-TRUCK HE FILLS ME UP AND POURS ME OUT ON THE WORLD YES LIKE I AM DIAMOND OR PEARL BUT YET I STILL LET WORRY COME OVER ME WHEN GOD SAYS "I AM FREE SO WHAT IS WRONG ME? I AM HUMAN

I DO BELONG

GOD HERE I SIT READY TO LEARN AS THE WORLD TURNS AND MY HEART BURN BECAUSE MY MIND DOESN'T UNDERSTAND ALL OF YOUR PLAN FOR ME OR ANYONE ELSE BUT I KNOW THAT I AM NOT BY MYSELF YES THERE'S A LOT OF DOWN HERE FEELING LEFT OUT AND HAS A SENSE OF DOUBT BUT STILL WANT TO FOLLOW YOUR ROUTE YES FOLLOW YOUR WAY EVERY SINGLE DAY AS WE LAY AND PRAY FOR PEACE TO STAY AROUND ON THIS GROUND OF CLOWNS AND RINGMASTERS INSTEAD OF KINGDOM LIVING AND THANKSGIVING LIKE YOU DESIGNED IT TO BE IN THE BEGINNING OF YOUR WORD YES BEFORE THERE WERE EVEN BIRDS IN THE AIR WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD BUT HERE I SIT FEELING LIKE A SQUIRREL INSTEAD OF PEARL OR YOUR GIRL BUT YET YOU SAY I AM SO SLAM DUNK I SHOULD JUST BACK UP MY TRUNK AND MOVE ON BECAUSE I DO BELONG

A CLOSER LOOK INTO THE BOOK

Jeremiah 1:5New King James Version (NKJV) 5 “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; Before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you a prophet to the nations.”i is my favorite scripture,because at a time when i was very suicidal those words just seem to jump off the page at me to let me know that i was not accident. Yes even before my parents ever met. my spirit was already made up in his mind. Which is mind blowing to me but i do believe that before i was conceived he on his right sleeve. Or should right arm , like a tattoo . Yes my parents just didn't know how far they were going to go, because they were still growing up.yeah you see they met as kids but before they did what they did, God already done what he had done. Yes he needed another daughter to go along with his son. Yes little oh me. Before i even had eyes to see or hands to feel, i was already real. Because a spirit real essence of someone. A spirit can never die. Someone's flesh yes, but a spirit last forever. So i am really going to live forever. just like "FAME'S THEME SONG" said Hey, i guess God was trying to let me importance then,before the world got to me with their "nappy disable crap" title. yes not able to bring anything of substance to table. But that scripture says differently. Yes it means since he made me he going to continue to be there to make sure that i live out his will until he says otherwise But bottom line i wasn't a surprise to no one in heaven, just on earth. And plus i have worth. Thanks to God.

A PERSON OF YOUR WORD

ZIP YOUR LIPS AND MOVE YOUR HIPS YES JUST START WALKING OUT THE WORD OF GOD UNLESS GOD SAYS OPEN UP YOUR MOUTH TO CONFESS THEN NEVERTHELESS TO SO BUT DON'T JUST SIT AND DO NOTHING YES WE SHOULD BE DOING SOMETHING BUT SOMETHING OF SUBSTANCE OF COURSE IS THE BEST CHOICE TO CAUSE A SUPERNATURAL FORCE TO ACCRUE OH YES LORD I FEEL A STIRRING IN ME SO REAL THAT IT IS HARD FOR ME TO BE STILL BECAUSE I KNOW THERE IS A GOD SOMEWHERE THAT CARES ABOUT THE AFFAIRS OF MY HEART FROM START TO FINISH EVEN WITH A BLEMISH OR TWO BUT WE SHOULD ALWAYS LIVE NEW AND WE SHOULD ALWAYS LIVE TRUE TO WHATEVER WE SAY YES EACH AND EVERY DAY AND IT WILL ALWAYS PAY OFF THUS SAY THE BOSS

MY GREAT DESIRE

GOD I JUST WANNA DO RIGHT BY YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE ALWAYS DONE RIGHT BY ME YES, EVEN I HAVE FAIL TO SEE THE FOREST FOR THE TREES THE BRANCH FOR THE LEAVES THE ROOT FOR FRUIT THAT IT CAN PRODUCE BUT YOUR WORD IS NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH SO HELP ME GOD TO STUDY HARD AND TO BE ON GUARD UNTIL I PART FROM THIS LIFE YES MAKE ME MORE LIKE CHRIST EVEN IF IT'S JUST A SLICE IT WILL BE BETTER NICE X TIMES WHICH WOULD =PARADISE YES LIKE PALM TREES AND A COOL BREEZE OVER LOOKING THE BEAUTIFUL SEAS OF THE HEAVENLY KEYS BUT UNTIL THEN I WILL FOLLOW YOU UNTIL I'M THROUGH HERE WITH NO FEAR JUST MY OPEN HEART AND EARS YES FOR THIS I SAY TODAY AMEN