HUMAN FOR GOD SAKE

IT IS SO HARD NOT TO WORRY WHEN I DO NOT KNOW EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN BECAUSE GOD IS THE CAPTAIN AND I AM JUST A CREATION YES I AM JUST A TV TO STATION OR A SONG TO A RADIO YES I AM JUST A DROP TO THE WATER-FLOW BUT AS I GROW I LEAN BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT IT DOESN'T BURN AND THAT MY STOMACH DOESN'T TURN OR THAT MY HEART DOESN'T BREAK BUR I AM HUMAN FOR GOD SAKE SO I DO LIKE TO TAKE MY TIME LINE AFTER LINE BUT OFTEN TIMES GOD SAYS "RIGHT NOW MY CHILD" AS MY EYEBROWS GO UP BUT GOING BY FAITH AND NOT BY LUCK AND ALSO FORGETTING ABOUT MAKING A QUICK BUCK SO BASICALLY GOD TURN ME IN TO DUMP-TRUCK HE FILLS ME UP AND POURS ME OUT ON THE WORLD YES LIKE I AM DIAMOND OR PEARL BUT YET I STILL LET WORRY COME OVER ME WHEN GOD SAYS "I AM FREE SO WHAT IS WRONG ME? I AM HUMAN