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Monday, March 9, 2015

TALKING TO SHEVY ( ETERNAL E-MAIL)

Shevy, girl your death
has almost taken my own breath away
because i was the chosen one to stay here
for reason i am still not clear
because for years i have been asking God to take me
but yet he saves me
and breaks me completely open
for the whole world to see
inside me
through poetry
and other forms of my charm
so no i can't perform
i must be real
at all times
come rain or come shine
or come death or life
but you leaving to a big slice
out of my heart
like a whole body part
that i was still able to use
so here i sit
emotionally bruise
while trying to hold on to THE GOOD NEWS
of THE LORD
and man what a stuff sport to play
and even harder to say that I'm okay"
when i don't feel well
and i have trouble sleeping at night
but still God won't let me take the flight you took
so yeah your girl is down here shook
while reading God's book
everyday to try to make sense
of your short-time here
and wondering if mine is near
as i shed tears
and let HIM drive my wheelchair
YEAH GIRL I WENT THERE
BUT I DON'T CARE
BECAUSE I'M JUST BEING REAL WITH YOU
LIKE I USES TO DO
BUT YOU'RE JUST FATHER AWAY THAT'S ALL
WITH NO MORE PHONE CALLS
ETERNALLY E-MAIL FROM NOW ON
SO I GUESS I CAN BE STRONG
FOR ANOTHER DAY LONGER AT LEAST
SO REST IN PEACE
BUT PLEASE KNOW THAT I REALLY DO....
LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH
AND I WILL BE KEEPING IN TOUCH

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