ALL SHOOK UP

girl, you are in screams yeah, girl you are in my dreams girl you in everything that i do because i am constantly missing you and your blue eyes girl i didn't realize just how hard it would be for me not to hear from you or see you on accession yeah girl my feelings are raging like an animal in a cage because i just can't turn this page of you passing because my love for you is everlasting and i'm still here without you and with some tears and i wish i had a couple of beers and i don't even drink that but girl that's how much i wish... i could have you back but then you would be in pain and then i would feel ashamed... of myself for thinking of myself so what kind of friend would i be Sheri? not one at all in my book but either way... i'm still shook

THE MOMENT

I LOVE FEELING THE SUNSHINE ON MY SKIN AND I LOVE HANGING OUT WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND WHY AM I TELLING YOU THIS? AND WHAT DOES THIS ALL MEAN? THE GRASS CAN TURN GREEN IN A STORM YES YOU JUST GOTTA HOLD ON WHILE YOU'RE RIDING THE RIDE AND LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE YES LOOK TO THE HEAVENS YES LOOK TO THE SKY BEFORE THE MOMENT PASSES YOU BY YES AT LEAST TRY BEFORE YOU DIE EVEN IF YOU CRY THROUGH IT JUST DO IT RIGHT THEN RIGHT THERE BECAUSE I SWEAR ONCE THE MOMENT IS GONE IT'S GONE YES NO MORE RIGHTING YOUR WRONGS OR SINGING LOVE SONGS IN THE MOMENT SO OWN IT

X MARKS THE SPOT

TODAY SCARES ME BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN BECAUSE GOD IS REALLY THAT CAPTAIN OF MY SHIP BUT I HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO SLIP RIGHT OFF THE BOAT AND NOT ABLE TO FLOAT AND CHOKE TO DEATH SO TODAY COULD BE MY LAST BREATH BUT I REALLY DON'T THINK ABOUT MYSELF I THINK ABOUT OTHERS MY LOVERS BUT NOT IN SEXUALLY SENSE BUT THOSE WHO EVIDENTLY LOVE ME FOR ME LIKE SHERI AND RONNIE DID BUT MOW THEY'RE GONE AND I FEEL SO ALONE AS THOUGH I DID SOMETHING SO WRONG IN MY PAST TO MAKE THEM BOTH PASS AWAY AND I KNOW THAT SOUNDS CRAZY TO SAY BUT THIS IS HOW I REALLY FEEL TODAY WELL,OKAY, AT THIS MOMENT BUT I OWN IT YEAH I ACCEPT IT RATHER I LIKE IT OR NOT X MARKS THE SPOT TO PAIN AND CONFUSION AND MY EMOTIONAL CONTUSION

SPTRITUALLY STONE

i wish i could touch the ceiling i wish i could touch the sky yeah i wish i could just get high high of the ground to feel something profound without leaving my body or needing somebody to help me yeah just free and tall and able to do it all by myself until my last breath yeah until my earthly death because one day i'm gonna die but today i just wanna get high but not from drugs or alcohol but from just having the ball with family or friends yeah i wanna feel it from within without committing sin but i really wanna feel the wind against my skin and bones

EXTRAORDINARY

i'm here now and now is i have to go on right or wrong weak or strong it's my choice it's my voice on the line come rain or shine but it's like i living blind because i can't see the future in front of me and that's scary as Hell but necessary i guess to make to Heaven but i would love less stress through this process please and i don't like being teased with the possibility of tomorrow because i know i'm living on borrow time and my mind.... can't seem to rest.... with all the test and trials... of my lifestyle rather tame or wild i roar i growl like an animal's child in the jungle just trying to survive from day to day but in a human way

99.999% POOF ( PATERNITY TEST)

i have a daddy on Earth and another daddy in Heaven yeah, one i hardly see and the other who's always around me but i love them both but one i love the most because they both made me who i am today in some way inside and out even though i'm still not sure... what all i'm here for but i hate my existence anymore despite the occasional tug-a-war... going on inside of me i'm still glad i be... human yes, flesh and bone with a skin tone that's very well known but not to often shown... respect... but i haven't let... that turn me around yes, i have stood my ground in spirit and in truth because of my 99.999% poof

AS THE WORLD TURNS

i'm suppose to be alone and never hear the ringing of phone and always do right but never wrong yes i suppose to soldier on whatever comes my way every single day while i pray well at least that's what my feelings say and what a price to pay for being a human but i'm still doin' slowly but surely but i need the Holy Spirit to cure me of being lonely and ungrateful and help me to remain fateful to His Word as well as mine while i'm feeling left behind by so-called friends of mine until the time of His Return or until every lesson is learned as the world turns