AS THE WORLD TURNS

i'm suppose to be alone and never hear the ringing of phone and always do right but never wrong yes i suppose to soldier on whatever comes my way every single day while i pray well at least that's what my feelings say and what a price to pay for being a human but i'm still doin' slowly but surely but i need the Holy Spirit to cure me of being lonely and ungrateful and help me to remain fateful to His Word as well as mine while i'm feeling left behind by so-called friends of mine until the time of His Return or until every lesson is learned as the world turns