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Wednesday, December 27, 2017

WE MUST OWN IT

I SEE PROMISE
I PROMISE I DO
BECAUSE I SEE ME
AND I SEE YOU
IN MY FRONT-VIEW
FUTURE
WHATCHA GONNA DO?
BECAUSE TODAY AND TOMORROW
HOLDS ME AND YOU
YEAH THIS I KNOW
SO WE CAN'T BLOW IT
SO LET'S GO FOR IT
OR FORWARD
MARCH
YEAH DON'T BE LIKE HEAVY STARCH
TO PANTS
YEAH WE WERE BORN MOVE
YEAH WE WERE BORN TO DANCE
AND TAKE CHANCES
AND NOT BREAKS
SO WHAT MOVES ARE WE GONNA MAKE?
IN THIS MOMENT
YEAH WE MUST OWN IT

ON A PURSUE

GOD HELP ME
SEE YOUR PLANS CLEARLY
YES PLEASE WRITE THEM IN THE SAND
OR PUT THEM IN MY HAND
I KNOW YOU CAN
BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME BETTER THAN MAN
BECAUSE YOU ARE KIND
ALL OF THE TIME
YES EVEN WHEN I DON'T SHINE
IN THE DAY
OR NIGHT
YEAH LIKE YOU COMMAND MY LIGHT TO DO
BUT HERE I AM NOW ...
ON A PURSUE

66 BOOKS OF CHEERS

33+
you and me= us
and then some
yeah lets run
to the son's kingdom
yeah at top speed
we must read
and feed on our faith
until we taste grace
on our tongue
and feel it in our tummy
mmm, yummy
like a gummy bear to a kid
or a fig to an adult
no, this is not a cult
this the culture
when Christ is reallyin someone's life
yeah,66 books of cheers

12/27/2017

hey God
hey friend
hey arctic wind
we're all up again
so good morning
the true global warming
who wonders are performing
all of the time
yes, rain or shine
harsh or kind
for the walking dead
and the walking blind
and it's not even nine a.m here yet
which makes my eyes wet
like a beautiful sunset
or sunrise
but i don't apologize
for acting this way
no, because, my love
give me another day
yay, in Jesus Name

Tuesday, December 26, 2017

no longer livid

breathe in
breathe out
be quiet
then shout
yeah
because i wanna be heard
yeah every single word
wow, look at the birds
flyin' out my mouth
yeah like a spouse runnin' out the house
right or wrong
like a love song
for the broken
and unspoken
yeah sometimes it feels like i'm choking
for real
on gill
yeah i need to healed
by more than a pill
yeah i need to use my skill
and write
or fight
so i can get some sleep tonight
and wake up to see the light
and take flight once again
yeah throw caution to wind
and forget about all my sins
and transcend to a kingdom
few people visit
yeah i'm no longer livid

NO MORE QUESTIONS

ONLY GOD REALLY KNOWS IT ALL
AND ONLY GOD'S CALL REALLY MATTERS
LIKE A BLADDER IN A BODY
SO STOP BEING NAUGHTY
BECAUSE ALL THAT GOD'S KNOWS
GLOWS
IN THE DARK
SO CLEAN OUT YOUR HEART
AND MIND
AND THEN GO BLIND
YEAH LET GO LEAD YOUR WAY
YEAH LET GOD FEED YOU YOU TODAY
OKAY?

MAN, IT FEELS GOOD TO BE SANE

GOOD AFTERNOON
I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON
YEAH IN A HOT AIR BALLOON
I WILL ARRIVE IN MY EYES
SO OKAY MAYBE THAT'S SOUNDS CRAZY
TO SAY SEE YOU SOON
BECAUSE HOT-AIR-BALLOON
MOVE SLOW WHEN THEY REALLY GO
SO NO I WON'T SEE YOU SOON
BUT I WILL SEE YOU LATER
MR. GREATER
YEAH MR. KING OF LOVE
AND EVERYTHING UP ABOVE
YEAH YOU FIT ME LIKE A GLOVE
BECAUSE YOU ARE GENTLE LIKE A DOVE
AND MENTAL LIKE A BRAIN
MAN, IT FEELS GOOD TO BE SANE

Sunday, December 24, 2017

WHY BOTHER?

WHY BOTHER?
BECAUSE GOD BREATHED LIFE INTO ME
WHY BOTHER?
BECAUSE GOD ALLOWED ME TO SEE
WHY BOTHER?
BECAUSE CHRIST HUNG ON A TREE
AND BLEED FROM FEET TO HEAD
UNTIL HIS BODY FELL DEAD
FOR ME
SO YOU SEE?
THAT IS WHY I BOTHER
AS A DAUGHTER
BECAUSE SOMEBODY BOTHERED
AS A FATHER
AND AS A BROTHER
SO DO I HAVE TO ANY FURTHER?
I THINK NOT

Friday, December 22, 2017

MERMAID

i am growing
yeah even if it's not showing
i can feel my spirit glowing
on the inside
or is that God?
because he loves to ride with me constantly
so i will never be dim
yes i will always swim
long and strong
like a human fish
watch this

SKY CRY

i see rain
real rain
but i feel no pain
so i'm straight
yes God is great
and all my plates have been full
and i have the heart of a bull
yeah it is strong
so have no fear i will be here
a long time
yeah at least until the shines
or i run out of fun rhymes to say
so at least i'm not dying today
just because the sky is gray
yeah because God always makes a way
so i will stay okay today
yeah in the rain
because where there is rain....
there are drains
or growth
so i toast
the most high
for breaking open the sky

Thursday, December 21, 2017

WHERE AM I NOW?

i was born to be kind
and to walk blind
like stevie
but that's okay
because God is leading the way
and feeding me everyday
so all i should say
it's okay
that i can only black
or gray
because God will always stay
by my side
so let's ride
or let's walk
yeah lets stalk the people
and then lead them to the steeple
or the cross
yeah let's help the lost
at any cost boss
so yeah toss me in the fire
if it is your desire
because you are no liar
so yeah whatever you require
i am down
or up
for even acting like a clown
yeah for your behalf
because i have grasp in the past
that i need you to make it through
and last
so i ask
where am i now?

BORN TO SHARE

slow jams
and river dams
turn me on because they are both sweet and strong
and can go on for a very long time
yeah like the sunshine
or the moon's glow
but only God really knows
about true flow
and beautiful things
yeah like an eagle and his wings
or about a crown and his king
or about an oyster and its bling
or a switch and its light
because he is the one who makes all things right
yes day and night
and in between
and plus trust he makes me feel like queen
which is clean
and sinless
yes i am blessed
despite my mess
and my mistakes
yes he mends my heartbreaks
like a friend should
yes he makes me feel real good
because he has stood in my shoes
yes, he has sung the blues
as well as spread the news
and then got battered and bruised
but yet and still he let himself be used
out loud
yes, in front of crowds
but he didn't care
because he knew he was born to...
share

NOT A DREAM

I WALK IN MY DREAMS
WITH NO HELP AT ALL
AND PEOPLE THAT I LOVE DIED
AND ALIVE GIVE ME A CALL
AND I THEN WAKE UP
THINKIN' WHAT THE HELL?
WHAT THE F--K?
WHAT A BLESSIN'?
OR THAT'S SO LOCK
BECAUSE AWOKE I'M STILL STUCK
IN THIS BODY
THIS IS BEING NUDITY
MEANIN' DOESN'T WORK RIGHT
BUT MAYBE ONE DAY IT MIGHT
AND ONE DAY I WILL SEE THE LIGHT
MEANIN' WALKIN' AND TAKIN'
RUNNIN' AND JUMPIN'
MAN, THAT WOULD BE SOMETHIN'
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
AND NOT A DREAM
MAN, GLORY
WHAT A STORY

GOD'S BRAGGING RIGHTS

it's 8:00
yes, my heart didn't stop
so i still have time on clock
and i just got a text from my best friend
so i win
because i rose
yes with working eyes
and a working nose
so i suppose
that i'm already blessed
yes, so i'm already a success
thank you amen
just look what God can do
or look what God dud
for and through this kid
so again i say thank you day
to God
and man



Wednesday, December 20, 2017

NOW IT'S TIME FOR MY RUN

I SEE WALLS
I SEE HALLS
BUT WAIT, PAUSE
WHERE AM I?
INSIDE MY EYE
WITHOUT A TRY
BECAUSE A GUY
WITH RED DYE
CHOSE TO LIE DOWN
IN A VERY PROFOUND WAY
SO I COULD SEE TODAY
YAY THE SUN IS SHINNING THROUGH MY BLINDS
WHICH IS MORE THAN FINE
BECAUSE THAT MEANS I WASN'T LEFT BEHIND
YEAH THAT FINE GUT WHO SAVED MY EYESIGHT
KNOWS WHAT I LIKE
YEAH LIKE A COLD CAN OF SPITE
ON A HOT DAY
SO WHAT CAN SAY?
I AM LOVED
AND THOUGHT OF AS A QUEEN
BY A KING
WITH WINGS
SORT OF SPEAK
WHICH IS DEEP
BUT TRUE
OOOOO THE SKY IS SO BLUE
THAT IT LOOKS SOOOOO NEW
THANK YOU GOD
FOR YOUR BEAUTIFUL WORK
AND FOR ALL OF MY PANTS AND SHIRTS
AND FOR HEALING ALL MY HURTS
FROM THE DIRT
CALLED WORLD
YEAH THIS GIRL
IS FOREVER GRATEFUL
FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE
NOW IT'S TIME FOR MY RUN

GOOD MORNING HUMAN

GOOD MORNING BREATHS
SO GLAD YOU NEVER LEFT ME
OR ELSE I WOULDN'T BE HERE
YES THIS IS VERY CLEAR
LIKE A GLASS
I DIDN'T PASS
IN MY SLEEP
NAH I DIDN'T GO DEEP
NO MY SOUL DIDN'T CREEP
OUT OF MY BODY
YEAH I'M STILL A HOTTIE
MEANING MY HEART IS STILL PUMPING
YEAH I CAN STILL DO SOMETHING
WITH YOUR HELP
AND THAT'S MAKES WEPT
IN DEPTH
TO MYSELF
MAN, I LOVE YOU BREATHS
I MUST SAY
BECAUSE YOU BLESSED ME WITH ANOTHER DAY
YAY
AND AMEN
TO GODS'S PLAN

Tuesday, December 19, 2017

HUMAN CROCK-POT

MAN I CAN'T BREATHE
BECAUSE I'M GRIEVING SO HARD
SINCE YOU DEPARTED
YEAH I'VE BEEN SO GUARDED
AND BROKEN
SINCE YOU LEFT
I'M CHOKING
ON MY PAIN
AND EYE RAIN
YEAH IT'S A SHAME
THIS IS NOT A GAME
YOU ARE REALLY GONE
AND I'M FEELIN' SO WRONG
BUT I'M TRYIN' TO BE SO STRONG
BUT IT'S NOT WORKIN'
YEAH I'M REALLY HURTIN'
BECAUSE I LOVE
AND I AM HUMAN
SO ALL IS NO RUIN
I'M JUS' BREWING
AND STEWING

EXIT RIGHT NOW

LONELINESS
GET OFF ME
BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA BE
THIS WAY
TODAY
NO I DON'T WANNA PLAY
SO GO ON HOME
YEAH LEAVE ME ALONE
'CAUSE BEIN' WIT' YOU IS WRONG
LIKE A VIOLENT SONG
ON A RADIO
RATHER FAST OR SLOW
'CAUSE THAT'S NOT LOVE
NO IT LEAVES NO GLOW
YEAH ONLY A DARK HOLE IN MY SOUL
WHICH IS LIKE HAVIN' NO CONTROL
BUT I DO
SO I'M THROUGH WITH YOU
SO STOP PURSUING ME
LONELY

Monday, December 18, 2017

60 sec.

my mind is at its prime
and my heart feels like as though it got a new start
so no departure for me obviously
but God holds the key that can open and close me
in a second
so oooweee
i better be
enjoy this second
given to me
because eventually
it will be gone
and so will i
so there's no time to cry
just live
and learn
from my crashes
and burns
and winner circles

OH TERRY

i see sidewalk
so lets talk
yeah lets go there
yeah lets share
like we work for the feds
yeah lets get inside each other's heads
and then we might become friend
and i might let you play with my dreads one day
okay that's a beautiful fantasy
that cane to me
that i hope one day will be
but we will just have to see
oh terry

12:00 a.m.

okay i woke up another day
but i still plan to live God's way
and mot man
because that's leads to quicksand
or a can with a lid
but no worries
because of God's love
and what he did
for this kid
sharing this poem
who was kept from real harm
and tragic storms
but i don't have to perform
yeah in terms of act
because God got my back
and my front
yeah he takes care of my needs
and wants
with no breaks
for goodness sake
so i'm blessed
with plenty rest
so good morning

Sunday, December 17, 2017

EARRINGS

MAN I LOVE MY EARS
AND EVERYTHING THAT THEY HEAR
BECAUSE GOOD OR BAD
HAPPY OR SAD
IT ALL INSPIRES ME
TO BE POETRY IN MOTION
YEAH LIKE SKIN AND LOTION
OR WIND AND SKY
YEAH I DO IT WITHOUT A THOUGHT OR A TRY
SO NO LIE
OR NO NEED FOR AN ALIBI
BECAUSE I WAS CLEARLY RIGHT HERE
WITH MY EARS

GOOD GOD

i see cloudy days
and many mazes
yeah many phases
and 4 seasons
but only for 1 reason
God
and God alone
so no phone calls please
while i'm on spiritual knees
with ease
yeah because God gave me some keys
to the life before paradise
which is not so nice
but once again God, my friend put me here
so my vision is clear
and my mission is all mapped out
yeah even the scrap and traps
but still God is real
yeah the best pal and pill
for the soul
so i am whole
just not in total control
but that's okay
like i continue to say
God made away
out of the gray
or out of the dark of my parents hearts
GOOD GOD
THAT'S DEEP
SO NO SLEEP
FOR ME
UNTIL ETERNITY
GOOD GOD
but life is not really that hard
because Christ was scarred
before departed on me behalf
so i can really laugh at the devil
and then give him a shovel
GOOD GOD I AM GRATEFUL

Saturday, December 16, 2017

JUST 'CAUSE

i need to change my mood
'cause i hate bein' rude
in my head
yes i said i;m ready put this attitude to bed
or just let it be dead
'cause it not gettin' fed
anymore
yeah there's the door
'cause i won this war
this time
in mind
'cause i choose to be kind
and to walk blind
in this world
'cause i'm GOD'S girl
yes GOD'S pearl
with a swirl
so i know how i should act
which is good in fact
so i just have to find the track
and stay on it

9:00 A.M.

GOOD MORNING GOOD
YOU DID IT AGAIN
YEAH YOU WOKE THIS KID UP
LIKE A FRIEND WHO HAS NOT SIN
AND I AM FEELING LIKE A SLAM DRUNK
YES, FRESH AT IT'S BEST
SO MY SOUL IS AT REST
BECAUSE YOU TOOK THE TEST
AND PASSED
LIKE GLASS TO SAND
OR LIKE WOMAN TO MAN
AND NOW I AM WOKE
AND AWARE
THAT NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
SO AGAIN I SAY
GOOD MORNING BOO
AND THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER DAY
AMEN

Friday, December 15, 2017

agriculturist

MAN, GROWING UP REALLY HURTS
BUT GROWING UP REALLY WORKS
I TELL YOU
BECAUSE IS LOVE YOU
SO HE WILL NEVER FAIL WE
YES I INCLUDE ME
IN THIS FAMILY TREE
ON EARTH
THAT HAS BEEN GROWING SINCE BIRTH
YEAH SO THIS EARTH COULD BE FRUITFUL
SO OUT THE GROUND I CAME
OR OUT THE SKY IT RAIN
SO BRING ON THE PAIN
YES BRING ON THE GROWTH
BECAUSE THAT IS WHEN I GROW THE MOST
AMD YOU WILL TOO
SO EMBRACE THE MORNING DEW
AND THE MORNING BLUE

Thursday, December 14, 2017

TABLE READING

GOD YOU AND I DON'T HAVE TO TRY
WE JUST DO
RATHER THE SKY IS BLUE
OR GRAY
YOU ALWAYS MAKE AWAY
YES YOU ALWAYS MAKE IT OKAY
YEAH EVEN IF I DON'T FULLY UNDERSTAND YOUR PLAN
YOU LIFT ME UP ON THIS LAND
OF THANKSGIVING
AND THE LIVING
OR SHOULD I SAY THE BREATHING
AND NOB-BELIEVING
FOLKS
BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT WE CLEAN
OR WOKE
YEAH SOME OF US CHOKE ON THE SMOKE
WHEN WE ARE PROVOKE
BUT TAKE NOTE
OUR VOTE DOES MATTER
LIKE A BLADDER
SO PLEASE DON'T SPLATTER
OR ACT LIKE A MAD-HATTER
YEAH BECAUSE THERE'S GLADDER DAYS AHEAD
SO WE MUST TRUST
AND DRINK OUR JUICE AND EAT OUR BREAD

Friday, December 8, 2017

IS THE SOUND ON?

often times i don't feel heard
yeah even though i speak words
like birds chirps
but my voice doesn't seem to work
maybe i should scream
like a dream to a soul
but then again
i don't wanna come off sounding cold
but not being heard is getting old
yeah meaning hurting me so
much
yeah i feel as though i'm losing touch
with myself
and running out of breath
at the seem time
which feels like a crime
or no sunshine in a day
but i do have something valuable to say
but no one will put their ear my way

Thursday, December 7, 2017

WINDS AND WAVES

i haven't wrote in days
yes i have been in a lazy phase
or stuck in mental maze
i guess
but no stress
i must confess
because i am love
yes i am blessed
by God
so life doesn't have to be hard
yeah because Christ was scared
on my behalf
and yeah as i grasp that fact
i don't look back
but i band forward
because my heavenly friend
really went in on sin
yeah so i could begin
and never end