I'M NOT ALONE

GOD MUST BE HERE WITH ME
YES EVEN THOUGH HE I CAN'T SEE
I KNOW THIS BECAUSE I FEEL PEACE
THAT SURPASSES MY UNDERSTANDING
SO NO HE'S NOT DEMANDING
WITH HE'S PLANNING
FOR MY LIFE
YES THAT'S CHRIST
FOR YA
YES HE REALLY ADORES YA
YES HE WILL WASH YOUR FEET FOR YA
AND BUTTER YOUR BREAD
AND RAISE YOUR SPIRIT
FROM THE DEAD
YES THAT'S WHAT I SAID
SO THAT;S WHY I AM LED TO FOLLOW
AND NOT TO WALLOW IN MY SORROW
OR WORRY ABOUT TOMORROW
BECAUSE CHRIST IS RIGHT HERE
RIGHT NOW
YES SITTING WITH HIS CHILD
WITH A UNIQUE STYLE
ALL HER ON
SO NO I'M NOT ALONE

SHO'NUFF USE ME

LORD YOU GAVE ME THIS DAY
SO WHAT SHALL I SAY
OR WHAT SHALL I DO
BECAUSE I ONLY WANT LIVE
FOR YOU
MORNING
NOON
AND NIGHT
YES MY SPIRIT ONLY WANTS TO DO RIGHT
CAN'T YOU HEAR IT?
CRYING OUT FOR
MR. TRUE
MR. I MAKE ALL THINGS NEW
AND YES YOU DO
AND YES YOU ARE
MY MORNING STAR
OR MY BIG DIPPER
YES I ROLLIN' WITCHA
UNTIL MY DYING DAY
SO SHOW ME THE WAY
TO THAT BRIGHT LIGHT
OF GLORY
YES USE MY STORY
YES USE MY LIFE
YES SLICE ME COMPLETELY
OPEN
SO THAT THIS WORLD
CAN SEE YOUR GIRL
AND ALL HER FLAWS
BUT NOT TO DROP THEIR JAWS
BUT TO PAUSE
AND REFLECT OH HOW THE LORD
ALLOW A CHILD WITH HER STYLE
TO WORK IN THE FAMILY BUSINESS
YES TO BE A WITNESS
AND THEY SAY HEY IF HE CAN USE HER
HE CAN SHO'NUFF USE ME
SO YES LORD
LET IT BE
THIS I PRAY
TODAY
IN JESUS NAME
AMEN

ENCOURAGEMENT FROM CHRIST

man i wish i could rewind my mind
and stay and play in yesterday
but God says no
because what is, is so
okay
so let go
and move on
be strong
because you will see her again
you will see them again
yes all those you think you've loss
are just sitting with our boss
waiting for you to get through Monique
and remember that crying doesn't make you weak
it makes you human
so keep doing what you're doing
just don't stop
until you reach the top
of heaven
but until then
keep climbing and rhyming
my sista
and remember that i am always witcha
and i see the big pictcha
trust me wholeheartedly
it is gonna be okay
yes way betta then today

ENDURING UNTIL THE END

GOD
I HAVE BEEN FEELING REALLY FUNNY
EVEN WHEN THE SUN IS SUNNY
BUT I WANNA BE HAPPY
LIKE THE EASTER
YES HIDING EGGS
WITH NEW LEGS
BUT INSTEAD I AM WRITING
WHICH IS SOMETIMES EXCITING
BUT TO N9IGHT
MY INNER LIGHT
IS NOT SHINNING
SO BRIGHT
SO I AM RELYING ON THE HOLY SPIRIT INSIGHT
BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I AM DYING
AND THAT'S FOR REAL
BUT I AM STILL HERE
CLEARLY
EVEN IF NO ONE CARES TO COME AND SEE
ABOUT ME
BUT HONESTLY
GOD MUST WANT ME TO FEEL ALONE
AND ALWAYS IN MY HOME
AND IF THAT'S THE CASE
I BETTER PUT A SMILE OM ME FACE
BECAUSE HE HAS GIVING ME SO GRACE
TO SURVIVE THIS PLACE
SO I GUESS I CAN FINISH THIS RACE
CALLED LIFE
UNTIL I SEE PARADISE
IN CHRIST NAME
AMEN

THE BODY OF CHRIST

I AM THE BODY
TO GOD HEAD
SO I AM THE REASON
BLOOD WAS SHED
THAT LEAD ME TO NOW
YES BEING HIS CHILD
AND TAKING ON STYLE
OF RIGHT LIVING
AND THANKSGIVING
FOR EVERY LIMB
ON THIS BODY OF CHRIST
SO MY LIFE IS TWICE AS SPECIAL
YES BECAUSE I AM LIKE A VESSEL
FOR WORDS TO FLOW THROUGH
YES FRESH AND NEW
BUT LIKE I SAID
GOD IS THE HEAD
OF THIS OPERATION
YES HE IS CREATOR
OF THIS CREATION
OF THIS SPIRIT, SOUL, AND BODY
YES CONTROLLED BY SUPERNATURAL POWERS
HOUR AFTER HOUR
MINUTE AFTER MINUTE
BECAUSE I AM HEAVEN SENT
WHICH MEAN I AM NO ACCIDENT
TO NO BODY

IN HEAVEN

GOD RETURN IS VERY NEAR
YES THIS I FEEL IS VERY CLEAR
BUT NO I DON'T KNOW TIME OR DAY
BUT I DO KNOW THAT HE IS THE WAY
TO HEAVEN
WHERE EVERYTHING IS SWEET
AND COMPLETE
AND NOBODY IS WEAK
OR SPIRITUALITY ASLEEP
AND BOY THAT MAKES ME WEEP
WITH JOY
LIKE A KID WITH A NEW TOY
SO MUST TRUST
THAT THERE IS A BRIGHT LIGHT AT THE END
OF THIS EARTH TUNNEL
BUT GOD IS SEEPING ME THROUGH A FUNNEL FIRST
YES KEEPING THE GOOD
AND DISPOSING THE WORST
YES BEFORE A HEARSE GET HERE
BEFORE HE DOES
BECAUSE HE IS ALREADY IN HEAVEN

RUNNING FREELY

OPEN I AM
THANKS TO GOD
WHETHER I LIKE OR NOT
BECAUSE HE TOUCHED THE SPOT
THAT REFUSE TO STOP
BEEN USED
DESPITE BEEN ABUSED
IN THE PAST
YES I MUST BREAK THE GLASS
OF THE HOUR
TO TAKE BACK MY POWER
SO THAT NO DEVOUR
WILL WIN
SUCH AS SIN
YES THANKS TO MY KIN
CHRIST
WHO SAVED MY LIFE
BY LAYING DOWN HIS
SO I COULD BE OPEN
LIKE HIS TOMB
OR OPEN LIKE A WOMB
OR OPEN LIKE A BOOK
I MEAN JUST TAKE A LOOK
AT WHAT I AM SAYING
I'M NOT PLAYING
I AM OPEN AS OPEN CAN BE
SEE MY EMOTIONS RUNNING FREELY

SAME THING CHICKEN WINGS

GOD AND WORD
WORD AND GOD
ARE ONE AN THE SAME
YES A SINGULAR NAME
THE FRAME AND THE PICTURE
SO YEAH HE IS SO WITH US
WHEREVER WE GO
LIKE WATER FLOWS
AND GRASS GROWS
AND LIGHT SHINES
LIKE A CLOCK TELLS TIME
AND A POET RHYMES
WHICH LEADS US BACK TO THE WORD
OR BACK TO GOD
HOW EVER WE CHOOSE TO USE THE DEFINITION
OR TO LISTEN
TO THE PROFOUND SOUND
OF HEAVEN
PLAYING 24/7
LOUD AND CLEAR
IN OUR EAR
YES OUR GEARSHIFT
TO UPLIFT
GOD'S GIFTS
AND TALENTS
ON THIS PLANET
YEAH SO YOU SEE
NOTHING IS TAKEN FOR GRANTED
IF YOU ASK ME
YEAH JUST START TALKING
OR WALKING AND YOU WILL SEE
WHAT WILL BE

A DONE DEAL

MY FINANCES ARE STRAIGHT
YES MY LIFE GREAT
AND I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE MY SHAWN
YES IT'S ALREADY DONE
YES EVEN IF CAN'T PHYSICAL SEE IT YET
I DO BELIEVE IT
SO THERE'S NO SWEET ON MY BRAWL
BECAUSE I AM CHILD
YES ALWAYS AND FOREVER
WE ARE GOING TO BE TOGETHER
YES ON EARTH AND IN HEAVEN
YES 24/7
YES LIKE SIAMESE-TWINS
YES WE'RE KIN
AND YES WE WIN
BECAUSE IT'S ALREADY DONE
THANKS TO THE SON
THAT DID NOT RUN
LIKE A CON
OUT ON BOND
BECAUSE HE DID NOTHING WRONG
BUT HE TOOK THE CROSS ON
SO WE COLD BE ETERNALLY FREE
SO YOU SEE IT'S ALREADY DONE

SPIRIT, WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO?

spirit
you are suppose to be
living out side off me
so the whole can see
why God made me
for his glory
for his story
i'm sure
so i am secure
in my place
but most of all
in his grace
yes i feel safe
in his arms
yes nice and warm
especially in a storm
because he can handle anything
that man or life brings
so sing, i do
yes i sing because he is true
so no need for me to be blue
as long as i feed on his word
like a worm to bird
yes like a book to a nerd
it is beneficial
not accidental
that i am here now
and that i am his child
with a very unique style
called "you"
so spirit what are you gonna do?
JUMP

BREAKING THE DEVVIL'S LAUGH INHAVF

for God i'll live
and i'll die
no matter how many times
o may cry
yes i'll get out of bed
no matter what mess is in my head
because i'm awake
for His sake
so i should just take
a breath
because it's not about self
because self didn't get me here
yes this i'm clear
so why shall i fear?
when my creator is always near
and dear
to my heart
yes in my most intimate body part
where my spirit lies
and my soul cries
out
with a shout
sayin' "i will work for you still"
so as i kneel at your feet
to seek your face
i ask that you anoint me
with your strength and grace
in every place i go
and have
yes break the devil's laugh in half
with my movement
and my improvement
because he is really getting on my nerves
thee old perv
because he doesn't deserve to make fun of me
because he chose to be Anti-Christ
but i daddy give you my life

HEY BOYS, MY BOYS

HEY BOYS, MY BOYS

EVEN THOUGH WE HAVEN'T SPENT MUCH TIME
PLEASE KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS ON TT'S MIND
O HOW I THINK ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I WANNA TELL YOU
AND HOW MUCH I DON'T WANNA FAIL YA
BUT KNOW ONE IS PERFECT
BUT Y'ALL ARE SO WORTH IT
OR ELSE Y'ALL WOULDN'T BE HERE
RIGHT NOW
WITH Y'ALL UNIQUE INDIVIDUAL STYLES
WHICH WILL WOW THIS FAMILY AS TIME GOES ON
LIKE Y'ALL HAVE ALREADY SHOWED US JUST HOW STRONG
YOU TWO ARE
SO YOU ARE GONNA FAR
EVEN FARTHER THAN WHAT I CAN SEE
AND EVEN FURTHER THAN ME
BUT ETHER WAY I WILL STILL BE HAPPY
JUST LIKE I AM NOW
JUST LIKE Y'ALL WERE MY CHILD
YEAH LIKE Y'ALL CAME OUT OF MY OWN BODY
YEAH MY LOVE FOR Y'ALL IS JUST THAT DEEP
YEAH MY LOVE FOR Y'ALL MAKES ME WEEP
AND SMILE
YEAH I WOULD WALK A 1,000 MILES
IF I COULD
JUST TO MAKE SURE Y'ALL ARE GOOD
BUT PLEASE REMEMBER THAT A PRAYER
CAN MAKE IT ANYWHERE
I SWEAR
ON YOUR DADDY DREAD HAIR
BUT BOTTOM LINE
I DO CARE
ALWAYS AND FOREVER

TALKING TO SHEVY ( ETERNAL E-MAIL)

Shevy, girl your death
has almost taken my own breath away
because i was the chosen one to stay here
for reason i am still not clear
because for years i have been asking God to take me
but yet he saves me
and breaks me completely open
for the whole world to see
inside me
through poetry
and other forms of my charm
so no i can't perform
i must be real
at all times
come rain or come shine
or come death or life
but you leaving to a big slice
out of my heart
like a whole body part
that i was still able to use
so here i sit
emotionally bruise
while trying to hold on to THE GOOD NEWS
of THE LORD
and man what a stuff sport to play
and even harder to say that I'm okay"
when i don't feel well
and i have trouble sleeping at night
but still God won't let me take the flight you took
so yeah your girl is down here shook
while reading God's book
everyday to try to make sense
of your short-time here
and wondering if mine is near
as i shed tears
and let HIM drive my wheelchair
YEAH GIRL I WENT THERE
BUT I DON'T CARE
BECAUSE I'M JUST BEING REAL WITH YOU
LIKE I USES TO DO
BUT YOU'RE JUST FATHER AWAY THAT'S ALL
WITH NO MORE PHONE CALLS
ETERNALLY E-MAIL FROM NOW ON
SO I GUESS I CAN BE STRONG
FOR ANOTHER DAY LONGER AT LEAST
SO REST IN PEACE
BUT PLEASE KNOW THAT I REALLY DO....
LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH
AND I WILL BE KEEPING IN TOUCH

THE MYSTERIES OF LIFE

man relationships are so hard
especially when of you has to part
to heaven
and the one who is left behind
must find something else to do with their time
but they don't feel like doing anything really
because they feel silly moving on
yes they feel down right wrong
yes they feel like me
empty
and raw
with a very low jaw
and who's body has been sawed in half
trying to grasp what just happen
but no one seems to know
why i still have perfect blood flowing
through my veins
but i am in so much pain
and i am trying not to go insane
in the process
of my distress
but i am still blessed
thus say the lord
so i can't afford to quit
even though i feel like sh*t
right now
i must figure out how
to put myself back together
but i never want to do this again

I STILL MISS THE DECEASED

i've been faced with physical death
yes been left by myself
yes the last person standing
but i'm kinda demanding that God not do that to me
because i don't wanna be
a society
yes i love variety
yes being in a pack is "all that"
yes i love being a we
or an us
yes having someone that i can trust
or depend on
yes the right to my wrong
the melody to my song
yes the friend to my ship
before i slip
into depression
but the life lesson here
i shall not fear
because God is always near
despite my tears
my belief
or my grief
so that gives me some peace
but i still miss the deceased

IN THIS DIRECTION

i go somewhere
whenever i write
yeah it's like i'm riding a bike
while go on a hiking trail
yeah i let my feelings tell me where to go
so that my inner muscles can grow strong
yeah so last long
but i never go along
no God is my workout partner
yeah he encourages me push harder
until it became easier
to a certain point
yeah i am to work every joint
until i reach the top mountain
until i can drink from the fountain
of my father
who loves me like a baby
and who treats me like a lady
no matter how crazy i act
he always seems to have my back
but i should never slack off
look for short cuts
no matter how much my butt my hurt
or if wheel get stuck in the dirt
i'm just supposed to push through
any dark glue
in my way
according to what the expert say
so okay
i will stay
in this direction

IMPACT--FULL

GOD YOU GRANTED ME ANOTHER DAY AT MIDNIGHT
IN HOPE THAT I MIGHT LIVE RIGHT
EVEN THOUGH MY SIGHT HAVE NEVER SEEN
THE THING THAT YOU HAVE
YOU STILL WANT ME GRASP
THE WILL OF YOU
ALL THAT YOU DO
IN YOUR TRUE FORM
WHICH IS ALWAYS WARM
AND COVERING ME FROM HARM
FROM ANY STORMS
IN MY LIFE
LIFE STRIFE
OF ANY KIND
YES YOU MAKE IT FIND
WITH YOU MIND
WHILE I'M DOWN HERE
THINKING THAT I HAVE TO GRIND
BUT IT IS ALREADY DONE
I JUST NEED TO FOLLOW THE PATH OF SON
BECAUSE HE IS THE ONE...
WHO HAS BEEN WHERE I AM TRYING TO GO
AND SO I SHOULD JUST TRUST
AND GET ON THE BUS
WITH NO FUSS
AND ON THE PLUS
I LOVE TO RIDE
TO SEE THE COUNTRY-SIDE
WITH NOTHING BUT THE CLOTHES ON MY BACK
JUST GOING ON FAITH AND FACT
BUT I NEVER LACK
THAT WAY
YES WHEN I LISTEN TO WHAT THE HOLY SPIRIT HAS TO SAY
ABOUT EACH DAY
OF MY PERSONAL PLAYBOOK
THAT MY ANCESTORS TOOK THE TIME TO WRITE DOWN
IN HOPES THAT I WOULD GET FOUND
INTERNALLY
SO I CAN BE FREE
IN THE WILD BLUE YONDER
MOVING AS FAST AS THUNDER
AND LI9GHTING
YES THE THOUGHT OF A NEW DAY
IS SUPPOSED TO EXCITING
AND INVITING
SO HELP ME GOD
ROD AND AXLE
YES LORD
HELP ME
TO BE
IMPACT-FUEL

SPIRITUALLY NAKRD

even though i feel lonely i am not phony yes i can express the mess i am in and desperately need a friend and want to feel the wind on my face yes i want to see grace around my earthly place and taste the sweet paste mercy like a Hershey- bar yes Lord take me far like a star despite my tar and inner scars yes a make me a winner and not a dinner for others to feast on for the wrong reason i am just season so there is no real room to tease or to please so as i am on my spiritual knees i ask for this sense of boniness to pass before my hourglass run out of sand so i can fully commit to your plan yes this i ask in Christ name amen