A MILLION DOLLAR BABY

I HAVE A MILLION IDEAS
THAT I FEEL THAT WILL
PAY OF ONE DAY
FOR ME
AS WHILE AS
FOR SOCIETY
YES I THINK IN VARIETY
BECAUSE I CAN
BECAUSE I AM WOMAN
YES I AM APART OF A MAN'S WOMB
SO I AM DOUBLE IN-TUNE
SO DON'T STOP OR POP
MY BALLOON
MEANING DON'T EVER ASSUME
THAT I AM NOT AWARE
OR THAT I DO NOT CARE
WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE AIR
BUT I WILL ALWAYS BE FAIR
I SWEAR
BECAUSE GOD PUT IT THERE
WHERE?
INSIDE
THAT'S RIGHT I AM
A MILLION DOLLAR BABY

A PROFESSIONAL CARD PLAYER

FOR ME
THERE'S NOBODY
WHO UNDERSTANDS
A PLAN
LIKE GOD DOES
BECAUSE HE MADE ALL OF THE SPADES
AND THE HARTS
IN THE DECK OF CARDS
BUT DON'T LET DOWN YOUR GUARD
BECAUSE YOU MUST PLAY THE WAY
OF YOUR HAND
AND STAND FIRM
AS YOU ALSO LEARN
AND GET BURN
ALL AT THE SAME TIME
BECAUSE LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS KIND
YEAH THE SUN DOESN'T ALWAYS SHINE
AND EVEN IF IT DOES
IT CAN BLIND YOU
BUT YOU MUST PUSH THROUGH
THE SUPER GLUE
IF YOU REALLY WANT TO PURSUE
SOMETHING GREAT
OR WORTH THE WAIT
SO CUT THE CAKE
I MEAN THE CARDS
AND LETS GET STARTED

WHY ME WORLD?

WHY ME?
AND NOT U
I'M FEELING SO BLUE
RIGHT NOW
HOW?
DO I GO ON?
WHEN I DON'T FEEL SO STRONG
OR LIKE I BELONG
HERE
I FEAR
THAT I'M LOSING
BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE ARE CHOOSING
TO LEAVE ME OUT
AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHAT THAT IS ALL ABOUT?
BUT IF THIS IS GOD'S PLAN
I SHOOT
AND PRAY FOR A SHIFT
TODAY
OR A LIFT
IN SOMEWAY
BECAUSE BEING GRAY
IS JUST NOT CUTTING IT
WELL YES IT IS
IT IS CUTTING ME
CONSTANTLY
BUT YOU CAN'T SEE
BECAUSE IT IS...
INTERNALLY
BUT WHY ME?
IN THE FIRST PLACE
WHERE IS MY MERCY?
WHERE IS MY GRACE?
IN THIS PLACE
OF PALSY

‘ALL ABOARD’ by Monique Antoinette

‘ALL ABOARD’ by Monique Antoinette

HEY EVERYONE , THIS IS MY CHILDREN'S BOOK THAT I AM TRYING TO GET PUBLISH , AND TO MAKE THIS DREAM COME TRUE, I MUST GET VOTES. SO PLEASE VOTE FOR ME.

MY REAL FEELINGS

my hurting
is working
for me
surprisingly
yes everything
i have gone through
yes everything that has made me blue
is now
poetry for you
therapy for me
so you see
my hurting
is working
on a daily
yes it's crazy
that even in my pain
i can't be lazy
so letter by letter
and word by word
when i write
i fly
like a bird
in the sky
yeah i get a natural high
and all my troubles
seem to lessen
or pass me by
so i try
to stay
in the hurt
until it works
out of me
yes until i'm free
like a fish
in the sea
yeah hurting
works for me
in this sense
yeah it's no accident
yeah it's more like heaven sent
as crazy as it may sound
at least that how i feel
whenever i write
my real feelings down

HUMAN I AM

HUMAN I AM
SO DAMN
I WILL
MAKES SOME MISTAKES
AND FEEL MY BREAK
BUT HOPEFULLY FOR THE GREATER GOOD
KNOCK ON WOOD
OR READ THE BIBLE
YES THIS WAS MY ASSIGNMENT
BEFORE MY ARRIVAL
ON EARTH
YES BEFORE MY BIRTH
OR THIRST FOR WATER
MEANING MY SPIRITUAL FATHER
WHO MADE ME IN THE FIRST PLACE
YES WHO GIVES ME MERCY AND GRACE
TO RUN THIS RACE
PACE BY PACE
OR CASE BY CASE
BASES
YEAH DEPENDING ON THE FACES
I SEE
BECAUSE THERE ARE MORE HUMANS
JUST LIKE ME

memories

memories
why do u keep hunting me?
like a ghost
sure, some of u i toast
but most of the time
my mind
wishes it was blind
yeah not about to see
a single memory
that means it will never be again
no i will never see my friend
or family member
so maybe it is good for me to remember
from january to december
so shiver me timber
i am learning
while i am burning
memories