WHY ME WORLD?

WHY ME?
AND NOT U
I'M FEELING SO BLUE
RIGHT NOW
HOW?
DO I GO ON?
WHEN I DON'T FEEL SO STRONG
OR LIKE I BELONG
HERE
I FEAR
THAT I'M LOSING
BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE ARE CHOOSING
TO LEAVE ME OUT
AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHAT THAT IS ALL ABOUT?
BUT IF THIS IS GOD'S PLAN
I SHOOT
AND PRAY FOR A SHIFT
TODAY
OR A LIFT
IN SOMEWAY
BECAUSE BEING GRAY
IS JUST NOT CUTTING IT
WELL YES IT IS
IT IS CUTTING ME
CONSTANTLY
BUT YOU CAN'T SEE
BECAUSE IT IS...
INTERNALLY
BUT WHY ME?
IN THE FIRST PLACE
WHERE IS MY MERCY?
WHERE IS MY GRACE?
IN THIS PLACE
OF PALSY