NOT ON MY WATCH ( 9:88 O'CLOCK)

 sometimes

i pray
to not 
wake up 
the next day 
but clearly 
God doesn't 
hear me
because 
he does 
it 
anyway 
yeah 
i stay 
in cerebral 
palsy 
emotional hurtin' 
and 
feel like 
wheel
a burden 
but that is
based on
what people 
say 
and then 
they walk 
away 
like 
it is 
child's play 
and now 
WOW
i feel 
wheel 
blue and gray 
and 
that's
not okay
yeah because 
i am 
Christ's clay
and love 
but
\you know what?
hurtful words
do not 
fly like 
birds
yeah
they 
linger 
like turds
and 
make you 
feel like
sh*t
and wanna 
quit
or 
split 
legit 
forever 
But God says 
NEVER
NOT 
ON 
MY 
WATCH