EXCITING THOUGHTS?

lord

i can't seem to

SCREAM

or make sense

of my dreams

so what does this mean 

my love 

my dove

my rainbow 

 Yeah, i really wanna know

Before I go

crazy 

down here

or 

paralyzed 

by fear

or drown 

above 

ground 

from my tears

of 46

years

of 

being 

like this 

and never 

really been 

kissed 

yeah 

so why 

do i

rabbi

really exist