LIVING NIGHTMARES (Acknowledgements)

they hurt me
and it was
 intentional  
it seems 
yeah
i see them 
in my dreams
and i wanna scream
because 
it wasn't fair
to give me 
living nightmares
yeah
where the hairs
on my head 
stand
up 
but 
guess what?
i feel like I'm dead
but my blood 
is still moving 
like a flood
bit i feel,,,
like  mud
or 
like a dud 
yeah
there's 
love vs hate 
going on 
inside of me
but Father God
how can this be?