CAT PAWS?( OR CAT PAUSE?)

my trust
is 
shot 
my heart 
is
bitter 
i feel like a cat
stuck in her litter 
but Lord
they hurt me 
and then
they deserted me 
like i was an enemy 
yeah
instead of 
loving me 
like a friend 
but tell me
Heavenly Father
when will 
this pain
of 
feeling insane 
end?
and will i
ever trust 
again