i wanna walker
not a stalker
yeah,
i wanna
hand holder
and shoulder
yeah
y'all don't understand
How much i wanna a man
before i leave this land
to grieve
for me
yeah
i hope
i pray
i wish
every single day
to see
the key
of matrimony
to turn
my heartburn
into a lesson learned
and a mission
of
hugging and kissing
completed
and very much
appreciated
and needed
MAN
please give me
a chance
to romance
you
in an open-view
yeah
do the things
that lovers
yeah
which is
to pursue
something new
yeah baby
let's brew
like crazy
yeah
make me
your lady
on a daily
bases
yeah
And by the way
I'm not racist
so any color
of any brother
may apply
yeah
just, please
don't lie
or say
goodbye
PEOPLE
No one knows you
like Yeshua
yeah because
he was
the one
who
made you
for breakthrough
not break you
in two
pieces
yeah
this my
biblical theist
yeah
my Reecee's
desert
for all
my hurt
NOW
You can't please
everyone
yeah
Listen, my daughter,
Listen, my son,
but before
days are
no more
just concentrate
on pleasing me
yeah
The One
from your core
yeah
on love
not hate
yeah
yeah
the great
Commission
NOW
i must
admit
my heart
got bent
when you went
away
yeah
it turns
from
red
to blue
to black
to grey
and
to be
honest
with you
I'm still
not okay
yeah
it still hurts
like glass in the dirt
today
but hey
God say
to pray
for my enemies
and do
yes it's true
but also
still
get angry
for real
and boo-hoo
and the moral
of the story
is
i be
tryin'
cryin'
dyin'
all at the same
yeah
i'm
workin' hard
with a glass of whine
DOUBT
you don't belong
in my waterspout
yeah so climb
right out of me
yeah
set
my wet insides
free
yeah
i was born
to be
warm
yeah
even
in a storm
yeah
no harm
yeah
even
in the morning dew
so how are you?
God
please open up
the clouds
and talk really loud
so when i do finally walk
and can still
hear you will
like a hawk
in the sky
yeah Father
i long to hear your cry
for me
and this world
yeah Father'
please help
your girl out
yeah,get rid of
all this doubt
yeah
before
i shout
some more
in pain
yeah Father
let it reign
God
bless
my head
yeah
because
i still want love
and a man
to warm
my bed
before I'm dead
in the ground
yeah
not able to
move around
like lovers
do
in a canoe
yeah stuck
together
like glue
in the blue
God
you chose to
but this day
in the code blue
yeah
when this day
was brand new
to me
but Daddy
why and how
could this be
yeah
ooowee
scary
for
the humtenth
time
yeah
so many
things
ran
through my mind
yeah
and most
of
the things
wasn't so kind
yeah
i felt so helpless
and blind
but now God
this is me
being
selfish
this time
in
a rhyme
but answer me
please
God
why
would
you
allow
your
Earthly child
not to smile
today
yeah
why
would
you
allow
me to be
in the blue
and the grey
and why
do i say
'cause Father
your Daughter
is
not okay
yeah
i need
answers
before
death's door
yeah
before
i pass away
now
some people
see me
as a waste
of
skin and bone
but my life
along with Christ
says
they're wrong
yeah
so i
roll on
and try
not to cry
and to remain
strong
in my frame
yeah
in Jesus name
but
mane
there is pain
and shame
yeah
along
with
a gained perspective
now
all of my joints
have a points
for being here
yeah
despite
my lack of
physical -might
and my frustrated
tears
over the years
yeah
God still steers...
my purpose
yeah
even though
the world
sees me
as
worthless
but
these words
you read
give me
life
give me
speed
are blessed
by the best
so yeah
the rest
is
history
if
you ask me
why i be?
man
i wish your tongue was in my mouth
yeah, movin' north to south
like a spouse in house
yeah, jus' workin' my body out
without a doubt
Monique is fine
and she is all mine
and i would neva leave her behind
for no kind
of
foolishness
or
ghoulishness
yeah, we were both born
to keep each other
warm
and
away
from harm
yeah
to yearn
for the super
turn
or
norm
MAN
people's whispers
seem scream
louder than my dreams
But God
what does this mean?
for my in between
and my future
of
being a queen
to an earthly
king
with no
visible
wings
or a crown
yeah Father
please tell me
what's goin' down?
or coming up
yeah Father
please bless
despite
people's negativity
and don't
just
wish me luck
MAN
i don't understand
how people's whispers
are a part of my plan
yeah, they try to bury me
in the sand
but i can
still feel
God's will
in the millions
i have yet
to make
yeah
even as
my heart aches
from hearing
people steering
negativity
towards
me
i still
can see
my dreams
almost clearly
TAG
I'm
it
yeah
God
flipped
the switch
on
this not-so-perfect
pitch
yeah
God
shinned
a light
so bright
on me
that others
would think
they see
a plane
take flight
in close slight
alright
to God"s Might
man
it's like
i won't be
hold
'till i have
a soulmate
yeah
someone great
to ice my cake
or
to sauce my steak
or
to hold my hand
or
to help my stand
on this land
of
possibility
yeah
you +me
or
he+ we
yeah
us
+
trust
in a couple community
baby
reach over
and lay me
on your
shoulder
yeah
be my
heart holder
yeah
especially
when the world
is colder
love me
intimately
yeah
like
bark on a tree
or
like
water in a sea
baby
let's just be
together
MAN
it seems
i wish
and dream
around the clock
should i stop?
or
just wait
on the great
knock
to come
through
or
to come
true
yeah
roses
are red
and violets
are blue
so i must
trust
and pursue
something forever
new
so I've been
in-love
twice
in my life
yeah
i have tasted
partial paradise
so no words
were wasted
but
it would've been
nice
if they had
felt the same
yeah
no heart-pain
or
no eye-ran
yeah
just some
blessed stuff
to gain
from knowing
each other
like real lovers
under the cover \
and under our skin
yeah
where
real love
really beings
and never
ends
yeah
as friends
i wish
i had
a kiss
from a tall
glass
of
water
or
a tall
glass
of chocolate
milk
yeah
with lips
that feel
like real
silk
sheets
yeah
that
would
be
such
a treat
for my heart
yeah
but
writing it
down
is
a start
to unravel
on this race
