Saturday, May 31, 2014
ALL SHOOK UP
girl, you are in screams
yeah, girl you are in my dreams
girl you in everything that i do
because i am constantly missing you
and your blue eyes
girl i didn't realize just how hard it would be
for me
not to hear from you
or see you on accession
yeah girl my feelings are raging
like an animal in a cage
because i just can't turn this page
of you passing
because my love for you is everlasting
and i'm still here without you
and with some tears
and i wish i had a couple of beers
and i don't even drink that
but girl that's how much i wish...
i could have you back
but then you would be in pain
and then i would feel ashamed...
of myself
for thinking of myself
so what kind of friend would i be Sheri?
not one at all
in my book
but either way...
i'm still shook
Thursday, May 22, 2014
THE MOMENT
I LOVE FEELING THE SUNSHINE ON MY SKIN
AND I LOVE HANGING OUT WITH MY BEST FRIEND
AND WHY AM I TELLING YOU THIS?
AND WHAT DOES THIS ALL MEAN?
THE GRASS CAN TURN GREEN
IN A STORM
YES YOU JUST GOTTA HOLD ON
WHILE YOU'RE RIDING THE RIDE
AND LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE
YES LOOK TO THE HEAVENS
YES LOOK TO THE SKY
BEFORE THE MOMENT PASSES YOU BY
YES AT LEAST TRY
BEFORE YOU DIE
EVEN IF YOU CRY
THROUGH IT
JUST DO IT
RIGHT THEN
RIGHT THERE
BECAUSE I SWEAR
ONCE THE MOMENT IS GONE
IT'S GONE
YES NO MORE RIGHTING YOUR WRONGS
OR SINGING LOVE SONGS
IN THE MOMENT
SO OWN IT
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
X MARKS THE SPOT
TODAY SCARES ME
BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN
BECAUSE GOD IS REALLY THAT CAPTAIN
OF MY SHIP
BUT I HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO SLIP
RIGHT OFF THE BOAT
AND NOT ABLE TO FLOAT
AND CHOKE
TO DEATH
SO TODAY COULD BE
MY LAST BREATH
BUT I REALLY DON'T THINK ABOUT MYSELF
I THINK ABOUT OTHERS
MY LOVERS
BUT NOT IN SEXUALLY SENSE
BUT THOSE WHO EVIDENTLY LOVE ME
FOR ME
LIKE SHERI AND RONNIE DID
BUT MOW THEY'RE GONE
AND I FEEL SO ALONE
AS THOUGH I DID SOMETHING SO WRONG
IN MY PAST
TO MAKE THEM BOTH PASS AWAY
AND I KNOW THAT SOUNDS CRAZY TO SAY
BUT THIS IS HOW I REALLY FEEL TODAY
WELL,OKAY, AT THIS MOMENT
BUT I OWN IT
YEAH I ACCEPT IT
RATHER I LIKE IT
OR NOT
X MARKS THE SPOT
TO PAIN AND CONFUSION
AND MY EMOTIONAL CONTUSION
Saturday, May 10, 2014
SPTRITUALLY STONE
i wish i could touch the ceiling
i wish i could touch the sky
yeah i wish i could just get high
high of the ground
to feel something profound
without leaving my body
or needing somebody
to help me
yeah just free
and tall
and able to do it all
by myself
until my last breath
yeah until my earthly death
because one day i'm gonna die
but today i just wanna get high
but not from drugs or alcohol
but from just having the ball
with family or friends
yeah i wanna feel it from within
without committing sin
but i really wanna feel the wind
against my skin
and bones
Friday, May 9, 2014
EXTRAORDINARY
i'm here now
and now is i have
to go on
right or wrong
weak or strong
it's my choice
it's my voice
on the line
come rain or shine
but it's like i living blind
because i can't see the future
in front of me
and that's scary as Hell
but necessary i guess
to make to Heaven
but i would love less stress
through this process
please
and i don't like being teased
with the possibility of tomorrow
because i know i'm living on borrow time
and my mind....
can't seem to rest....
with all the test and trials...
of my lifestyle
rather tame or wild
i roar i growl
like an animal's child
in the jungle
just trying to survive
from day to day
but in a human way
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