ROLLIN ' WITH COMMITMENT

Christ
You know i have been
rollin'
 with cerebral palsy
all my life
so far
but you say 
that i'm a part of
your play 
or 
a star 
in your sky
so why 
do i 
cry
 yeah
even when
i try
to do
what you
say
every single day
yeah
Aren't i 
My brother's keeper 
and 
the potter's clay
then
why
is 
my life 
in such 
disaray  
in this 
present day

Inspired by my life and Proverbs 16

ORTAINED?

God
am i 
ortained  
to be 
in this 
palsy 
frame
for the
glory 
of 
your name
if so
Please let me 
know
where i am
supposed to 
go
yeah 
while 
blood 
still 
flow 
in my
 veins
or 
in my 
brain  
but father
quick question 
What am i 
supposed to 
gain
or what is 
the life 
lesson 
from this earth 
pain 

WIN-DOWS 25

God 
i see
you
and 
feel
your will
pushing me 
theough 
too
yeah 
even 
though
my healing 
seems 
so slow
and 
my dreams
seem 
to scream 
"NO MO'
LET THAT 
GO"
 i still see
you 
looking out 
for me 
con-sis-tent-ly

ON A TYPICAL DAY

i'm lonely
i'm horny 
and to  y'all
That just sounds  
corny 
but damn 
i am 
46
and 
i'm sick of
no love 
yeah 
i wanna go 
on dates 
i wanna have
a mate
yeah
That would be 
so great 
not to wait 
any longer
yeah 
this feelin' 
that i'm 
dealin' wit' 
sh#t
is gettin' 
stronger and stronger
But this is 
the way 
i really feel 
on a typical day

LOOKIN' INSIDE MYSELF

So this is me
tryin' to be
sexy
yeah 
This is me 
tryin' to be
human
Girl
What are you doin'?
Or who are you pursuin'?
jus'  be yourself
in every breath 
you have 
yeah
make them
laugh
in your paths 
or 
make them 
think 
with every blink 
yeah 
jus' don't 
shink 
and 
you will 
find 
that you are
fine 
yeah 
from the front 
which is 
What you really want 
and not 
jis' for
your
 badonkadonk

OOO0H WEEE. NUDITY (IN EVERY SENSE OF... THE WORD )

MAN
i wish 
i was 
nude 
with
a dude 
yeah 
kissin' him
and kissin 
food 
yeah
this 
is 
my mood 
right now 
wow
i'm not 
a child 
anymore 
yeah
along 
to soar
from my core
and more 
for sure
yeah 
this is 
roar 
going on 
strong 
inside of me
jus'waitin
to be
set 
free

 

THE ANGELS IN HEAVEN ( DONE SIGNED MY NAME)

Life is real

Don't you feel?

yeah, even 

when

a breath 

is

left 

alone 

yeah 

we 

still 

grieve

and moan 

for one 

to come 

home 

 yeah 

even though

we know 

that death 

moved

 slow

towards 

the glow 

of 

the flo'

d'angelo 

SUCH STRESS

DAMN 
i'm alone 
because
something is
physically wrong 
with 
my body
and no 
i'm not talking 
about 
being naughty 
i'm talking 
about 
not being 
able to
walk it out 
like waterspout 
so
i'm feeling blue
yeah 
instead 
i sit 
like led 
with all these
 thoughts 
in my head
yeah some 
should be dead
but
Chrit bled 
for me 
to be
single 
with a tingle 
and 
a desire
to mingle
i guess
but 
oooh weee
baby 
such stress  

13 DREAMS

MAN

i wanna scream

at my 13 dreams

but what does that mean?

they were sweet

like ice cream

until

my auntie 

yeah

i cried 

so much 

i nearly 

loat 

my sense of

touch 

and  my breath 

when she left 

yeah

i've been myself 

yeah

i love 

and 

miss her 

till death

IN THE DIRT of DISABILITY

MAN

i jis' wanna 

be

happy 

in this body

in this life 

so help me Christ 

 yeah, please 

gimme a slice 

of 

pie 

or squeeze 

from the most high

guy

in the sky 

or from

the most 

beautiful 

girl 

in the world 

yeah 

the one 

who made 

the sun 

come up 

and down 

and move 

and groove 

smooth 

all the way 

around 

yes lord 

i'm so 

tired 

of what's

required 

and 

My inner frown 

like a crown 

that no one 

really

sees

unless 

i hurt 

my knees 

in the dirt

of 

disability 

ON CLOUD 9 IN MY MIND

girl 

i wanna

 hold you

in my arms 

like a charm

yeah,

keep you safe

from harm

in a storm 

and when we

 perform love

i will touch you

like dove

yeah 

with every 

single 

tingle

i will 

rub

hug

or 

plug 

your

 sweet core

and sure

hope 

that 

you 

beg

for

more

between 

you legs 

i mean

my queen

yeah 

these are the things

i wish

my mate 

would say 

something greatO

to me 

one day

 

7 times of CEREBRAL RHYMES

MANE
it's insane
how much
emotional pain  
i'm in 
yrah
it's like
i've been 
slammed 
but ni one 
seems 
to hear 
my screams 
or 
Give a damn 
 How I live 
yeah
which is 
so insendative 
to my need
or 
lack of speed 
or
lack of motion 
oh Lord
Where's the potion?
or 
the ocean

Inspired by my life and 2 Kibgs 5

HUG (HURTING UNDER GOD)

MAN
i
just wanna 
cry
in someone's arms 
yeah 
feel like
a charm 
or 
feel no harm 
from my storm 
yeah 
i  wanna feel 
real
warm 
yeah 
a really good
embrace 
would put 
such a smile 
on my face 
and knock 
out
this 
bitter 
taste 
in my mouth 
from the south cerebral 
 

MAN, TO HELL, WITH THIS DISSABLE TALE

Man
i wish
someone
wanted 
to kiss 
me 
romanticlly 
yeah 
i wish 
someone 
wanted 
to be
body to body
naughty to naughty 
yeah
just leave 
the world 
behind 
for an extended 
amount of 
time 
just stop
walking 
blind 
and find 
me

fine 

like wine 
or 
see me 
as one 
of
 a kind 

OOOOH. POOH

i'm depressed

'cause 

i don't see 

less of 

cerebral palsy 

and 

the verbal 

negativity 

keeps comin'

more and more 

yeah 

my insides 

are 

so sore

to core 

yeah 

i pray that 

God 

gets 

these people 

back

yeah 

wheelie 

evems 

the score 

for 

the whole entire 

race 

the needs 

some extra speed 

or 

automatic door

or 

a special packin'

space 

yeah because 

no one's 

life 

is 

a waste 

or 

a disgrace 

to Christ 

ORANGE SQUEEZE

now sadly
people see
cerebral palsy 
like cancer
but i am 
the answer 
to a problem 
that needs
to be solved 
yeah 
my body
might short 
but 
guess what?
my spirit 
stands 
tall
through it 
all
yeah 
especially 
in the pitfalls 
i have never been
recalled
yeah
just ask God 
the real iPod 
 or 
icon 
that truly runs 
the Earth
our births
and 
the sun

RISE AND SHINE (GOD GOT MINE)

God raised me

from the 

dead

yeah he

 got me 

out of bed

 because

 his blood

is 

red 

and still 

moving 

yeah 

his will 

is still

making 

an appeal

yeah 

it's 

doing something 

\we maybe

can't see

but 

for surely 

will be

eventually

Inspired by my life and 1 Peter 1

FEELIN' LIKE A MATADOR part 2

God

am i 

wheelie 

bult 

for this 

fight

because

i 

find it 

wheelie hard 

to drop 

my guard 

and 

sleep 

at night 

so is that right?

Lord, show me 

the light 

or gimme 

a flight 

out of here 

yeah 

no more

fears 

no more 

tears 

or 

cerebral palsy 

years 

FEELIN' LIKE A MATADOR

God

why

is my 

life 

so full

of 

bull-

sh^t

and when

is it 

gonna 

quit 

yeah 

i'm loookin'

for more 

things 

with real wings 

and that are 

legit 

and won't 

switch 

their 

pitch 

in the middle 

of  a

pickle 

or a tickle

or a 

subject 

yeah 

no 

neglect 

or 

new dialect  

CHUMP CHANGE

Lord

i'm feelin' 

kinda 

strange 

yeah 

almost 

derange 

yeah 

because 

i so 

know 

that as 

life 

go

i'm no 

chump change 

yeah 

i'm  so 

worth 

more

than

the turf 

that i'm 

sittin' 

on 

yeah and 

i'm strong 

yeah

even when 

people 

Who need me 

treat me 

like 

i don't  belong 

in this 

earthly home 

yeah

which is 

so wrong 

on all accounts 

yeah and

in every amount 

yeah 

oucue 

for 

oncue

Based on my life and Proverbs 18

MY JAR OF... SCARS

Lord

i don't wanna 

be 

here 

yeah 

in this body 

full of tears 

yeah Yeshua 

i'm drowning 

and frowning 

because 

the people 

who are

supposed to be 

from your steeple 

are 

clowing

 me 

down 

here

and Father

i fear

that 

it will

steer 

me 

in the 

wrong 

directions

yeah 

away

from 

your protection 

and affection 

yeah 

the things 

that my life 

brings,

Christ

has 

got me 

questioning 

my past 

decisions 

in my 

hourglass

LISTEN

yeah Father

it's like 

your daughter

has 

doubble vision 

inspired by my life 

and Psalms 56

WAVING MY HAND

 God

Here I am

waving my hand

waiting to stand 

and work 

your pain 

i guess

yeah 

see pass 

the stress

and realize 

that 

i'm blessed 

despite 

being 

briused 

and 

misused 

by 

people 

spreading 

fake news 

about me 

and also 

doubting me 

from head 

to toe 

but God

what about 

healing 

this cerebral 

that i was

given, 

though

inspired by my life and John 5