WHERE IS THE INTEGRITY? (IN THIS OR THAT)

So let's see
God
allowed me 
to be 
born 
with cerebral palsy
but where 
is 
the loyalty 
 and 
fair 
yeah 
where 
is the love 
and care 
for me 
up there 
yeah 
for dealin' wit' 
these lies 
and sh-t
that are 
makin' sick 
and wanna 
quit 
on myself 
or 
take 
the breath 
that i have left 
and put it on a shelf 
for safe keepin'  
yeah, i swear 
but where
is 
The integrity in that
or 
this 
yeah 
i'm pissed 
dimissed