LORD, I WISH MY LIFE WAS DIFFERENT

lord i wish my life 

was different 

but god says 

i am 

heaven sent 

yeah i am 

meat 

to be here 

with tears 

fears 

and 

human years 

yeah no 

shifting 

gears 

or 

heavy lifting 

of my gifting

but trust me 

there will be 

some sifting 

of the soul 

or 

the burning 

of the flesh 

i guess 

like coal 

or 

the break 

or 

shaking 

like a mold 

turned into 

gold 

yeah 

which is 

beautiful

i guess 

but i 

would love to 

stress less 

or

and just be 

blessed more

but i still 

wish to breathe 

from my core 

yeah 

that's for sure