NOOO RESPONSE?

MAN

i wish 

i know 

the date 

or 

how much 

longer

i have to

wait 

to walk 

or for 

my feet 

to feel 

the heat 

of 

the concrete 

or 

to fly 

like hawk 

yeah  because 

right now 

my love 

i feel like 

i'm dying 

yeah 

even though

i am

 so 

trying 

and 

crying 

yeah 

no lying 

but 

it seems 

that 

neither 

my dreams 

nor 

God

are replying 

FULLY PHONENX

 MAN

i wanna 

walk up

one day 

and be able 

to say 

i can walk 

now 

so wow 

i no longer 

need your help 

like a child'

yeah 'cause 

i'm stronger

i can smile 

or \

weep\

or 

finally 

get some

sleep 

yeah 

that would be 

so neat 

or 

so sweet 

but 

guess what 

yeah even though 

my life 

hurts me so 

i will 

still 

pray

until 

God makes 

a way 

of 

excape 

from 

cerebral palsy 

or 

not be able 

to 

fully walk 

or run 

like you

do 

in the sun 

A REAL UNION COMMUNION

MAN 

i wanna be 

in love 

yeah 

i wanna see

some doves 

fly high

in the sky 

but not 

just when 

i die 

but no 

also 

when i wed 

and when 

i'm making 

love 

in my bed 

yeah 

pure passion 

totally red 

is what 

i'm askin' 

for 

yeah 

nothin' but God

from my core  

and more 

CEREBRAL (THE CARTOON THEME SONG)

LONELY 46 part 2 (boohoo or boo who?)

Lord

why

does 

everyone 

else

get to be 

in love

why i 

cry 

and sit 

by myself 

father

oooooh weee

What's left  me 

death

or

just 

some more 

single breaths

 

LONELY 46

MAN

i don't like 

to be alone

yeah i wish 

that i could 

get 

a romantic

kiss

or 

a 

phone call 

yeah   

i just wish 

that someone 

would just 

fall 

for me 

onviously 

but

instead 

my insides 

are 

blood red 

but 

I'm not 

dead 

no

I'm just 

so

boiling mad

or 

severely sad 

that no

has had 

a heart 

for me

ooooh wee

I'm so 

lonely 

MAN, THIS FREAK(N' FRIENDSHIP ( GIMME A HUG, A BACK RUB, OR SUMMTHIN')

MAN

i hate rejection 

so much

yeah

because 

i love 

the thought 

of 

human touch

yeah especially 

In the clutch  

What what what?

and yeah man 

it sucks sucks sucks 

when i don't 

get it 

yeah because 

my love 

I'm so freakin'

committed 

yeah so 

you should 

Come with it 

my friend 

yeah 

be with me \

obviously 

until 

God will

seels

my still

yeah 

THE END 

VERY TINGLELY

hey, it's not complex

i wish i was having 

sex

with someone 

who loves me 

very much 

yeah man 

just thought

of 

their touch 

gives me 

such a rush 

yeah 

to be 

with 

my crush

would be 

such a plus 

to me 

yeah 

ooooh weee

very tinglely  

LORD, I WISH MY LIFE WAS DIFFERENT

lord i wish my life 

was different 

but god says 

i am 

heaven sent 

yeah i am 

meat 

to be here 

with tears 

fears 

and 

human years 

yeah no 

shifting 

gears 

or 

heavy lifting 

of my gifting

but trust me 

there will be 

some sifting 

of the soul 

or 

the burning 

of the flesh 

i guess 

like coal 

or 

the break 

or 

shaking 

like a mold 

turned into 

gold 

yeah 

which is 

beautiful

i guess 

but i 

would love to 

stress less 

or

and just be 

blessed more

but i still 

wish to breathe 

from my core 

yeah 

that's for sure 

i miss u sir (HERMAN MARSHALL )

   i miss u sir 

yeah, i wish that u were here 

yeah this much 

is very clear 

with no fear 

yeah dad 

to still have u near 

or a phone call 

would be 

totally ok

with me 

yeah 

just to see 

u again 

yeah 

instead of 

in the wind 

my first kin 

but oh well

pops,
rest well

and trust 

whenever i see u 

in heavenly view 

boy oh boy

 do i have 

some laughs 

and some 

stories

to tell 

A STRONG POSSIBILITY

NOW

might and maybe 

do sound crazy

But they both 

can happen captain

Yeah, with or without 

the wrapping

 paper 

but we have 

a savior 

who believes 

after we grieve 

there is 

favor 

THE NOT SO LUCKY 7

lust

i still

don't

 trust 

your will

but yet 

i still

wet 

to feel 

someone

Who's real  

with

sex appeal

yeah 

and not just 

on my mind 

all the freakin' time 

yeah. makin' me 

seriously delarious  

and blind 

or not 

so very 

kind 

or

so it seems

yeah 

to sit

in this 

palsy pit

and watch 

other lovers 

live out 

my dreams 

yeah 

i wanna scream 

like 

gettin' 

a heartache 

from 

ice cream 

yeah 

I'm green 

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In my own hands

i write God's plan

out

In my own hands

i scream

Say what I mean

rejoyice 

and

shout

Yeah, even with doubt

i walk the talk

yeah even if

people shifted

or gawk 

at me 

like hawk 

brought 

down

from 

the sky

yeah 

no longer

flying high 

but

Guess what?

I'm getting 

stronger 

by and by 

inspired by my walk with Christ and Colossians 4

MAN, WHY DO OTHER PEOPLE'S GHOST BE DOIN' THA MOST

GOD
There must be
a spirit on me 
yeah one 
that i can't
see
but makes people 
be
 hurtful and evil   
to this sitting queen 
from the steeple
of You
too
yeah 
so why 
do i 
constantly 
cry
or 
boohoo
yeah 
when 
i have been 
a friend 
and then 
Here we go again 
yeah  me 
being treated
like my life 
isn't needed 
yeah 
like being nice 
to me 
is worse 
then bring 
cursed 
but father 
your thirst 
gave me birth
but why 
must i 
internally die 
or feel
bluer than
 the sky

46 YEARS? FOR WHAT? ( THIS?)

God
for real
Why was i made
to feel
like i don't 
even 

matter 
yeah 
like I'm 
just 

some 
spatter  
on the ground 
that people
Just step in 
or 
walk around 
Yeah, put me down 
Yeah, make me frown 
but Father
you say 
that one day 
i will 
if i stay still 
Wear a crown?

A DIFFERENT KIND OF MOTORCYCLE

God 

How can i 

touch the hem  

of

 your  garment 

touch the sky 

i can try 

But up there 

i swear 

seems so high 

yeah. i can't lie 

and i don't want 

to die 

but my 

insides

have been 

taking me 

for a ride 

but here 

and now 

wow, yeah 

your child 

swallows her pride 

and ask You

her Father 

to be 

her guide 

or  just 

to heal me 

naturally 

yeah 

i so long 

to be strong 

but free 

Inspired by my life and Mark 5