YOU DO THE MATH =?

 i started crushin' 

on  some1

at 14

but here i am damn 

at age 46

still lovesick 

and never been 

a queen 

but what 

does this mean 

i don't know 

should i let go

of my dream 

of a wedding cake 

and ice cream

yeah 

as my heart-

brakes 

and my soul 

wants to scream 

out loud 

in a  crowd 

for these things 

but 

botta boom botta bing 

don't laugh 

at my feelings 

or 

my wheelings

 and dealings

yeah but 

u do the math 

on my behalf