OH, HOW SAD I'M A HUMAN EMOTIONAL PUNCH BAG ( BUT WHY....?)

 God 
why 
must i 
be 
the fall guy 
for everything 
i try 
on your behalf 
yeah 
why 
does everybody 
seem to laugh 
or 
scream 
at my dreams
but yeah God
what does all really mean  
yeah 
my life, Christ 
yeah
all the pain 
and 
the sacrifice 
or 
me just being 
sincerely nice 
but yet 
and still 
yeah 
even in wheel 
i still feel 
like a boxer 
with no shield