WHEN CAN I ...JUST QUIT... THIS SH*T?

GOD
how many 
more times
are you gonna 
press play 
 or 
rewind 
on my life 
yeah 
with no 
real signs 
of paradise 
yeah 
knife after knife 
slice after slice 
to my heart 
yeah Father 
when can I
depart 
or 
just start walking 
 breakdown 
and cry 
or 
Father, 
when 
will i 
your daughter 
will just die