MY HOLY PLATE

meditate 
on something 
great
always love 
and never 
hate 
and 
oftentimes 
if we don't 
whine 
the best things 
are worth 
the wait 
yeah 
this was 
just dropped 
on my holy plate 
or 
my real estate 
yeah  
home is where 
the heart is 
i swear 

T.C. BLUES SONG

 if i had a guitar
i would go to a bar 
and play 
the night away '
for my uncle 
today 
yeah 
in honor of 
our love 
for music 
yeah 
if i had a guitar 
i would 
use ir 
pick by pick 
and 
lick  by lick 
you would 
think 
I'm sick 
like 
B, B. King 
but 
i can't sing  
but 
i sure can dream 
on 
my uncle's birthday 
okay 

SALT of the EARTH ( A BURST of ENERGY)

MAN
even God 
gets jealous 
and 
zealous 
at the same time 
yeah because 
he or she 
made you and me 
so humanly 
in the image 
of 
one love 
oneself 
one breath 
and over a billion

 deaths 
sort of speak 
so we are
strong 
we are 
weak 
but 
we keep  

WHEELY SAD THINGS I TELL MYSELF pt 2

 some wheely sad things 

i tell myself

soon 

i'm  gonna 

lose 

my breath 

to death 

yeah 

no husband 

or was-band 

or 

any physical plans 

of 

leaving 

footprints 

in the sand 

but 

guess what?

my hand 

can 

WHEELY SAD THINGS I TELL MYSELF pt 1

MAN

i live a very lonely life 

yeah 

because i''m not a mom 

or 

a wife 

but 

i guess 

that is 

this stress  

and 

the sacrifice 

for me 

believing 

in Christ 

yeah 

and 

it's really 

starting to hurt 

like a knife 

stuck in me

 twice 

but 

i guess 

Palsy 

is 

my price 

to pay 

everyday 

yeah man 

if it wasn't 

for 

this writing hand 

i would feel 

real gray 

I AM VULNERABLE

MAN 

i sit

 in this chair 

wishing i could 

go somewhere 

on foot 

but 

my body 

be acting 

naughty 

and it 

just 

stays 

put

most days 

yeah 

i do 

a little 

carpet 

graze

but 

full on movement 

feels like a real 

maze 

yeah

this cerebral craze 

leaves me 

in a daze 

of 

depression 

but then 

like the wind 

comes  

life lessons 

yeah 

even in 

the stressing 

there are 

blessings

and so 

either way 

it go

i am...

 vulnerable 

180

MAN
i just wanna 
walk 
that's it 
that's all 
yeah 
i just wanna 
up eyes 
and get 
a big 
surprise 
and just 
be able 
to 
just rise
and not fall
like you 
yeah 
with 
no help 
in sight 
yeah 
just 
for one day 
or 
just 
for one night 
i would 
sure like 
to be
upright 

38 degrees

Christ 
can please explain 
this freezing ran 
or 
this burden pain 
i feel 
for real 
yeah 
for having 
to 
lay still 
yeah 
what's the deal 
and how do i 
pass the drill 
before i die 
or 
cry 
as my reply 
to this cold world  

"refuah"

OH YEAH

i have 

emotional scars

and yeah 

this cerebral palsy 

makes me feel 

like I'm behind 

prison bars

but

guess what?

all these cuts 

help me 

to still wheel 

and breath 

yeah

with blood 

on my sleeve 

and for as much as 

i have griefed 

i now 

truly believe 

as i child 

of God

yeah 

being humbled 

is 

hard  

I CAN'T CLOSE MY EYES

DAMN 

i just realize 

that i can't 

close my eyes 

without 

seeing you 

so 

what am i 

suppose to do 

sleep or cry 

but why 

did you have to die 

or 

why am i 

still living 

like thanksgiving 

is 

everyday 

yeah 

when my heart 

is 

hella gray  

I AM WHEELING (I AM WILLING )

 i am 

wheeling 

(willing)

to do 

The Healing 

in me 

yeah mane 

being  lame 

in this frame 

is like  

having...

The Leopard's pain 

or 

the centurion's shame 

but 

in the name of 

Love 

Jesus's hand 

 is my glove 

of 

protection 

yeah 

until 

the final 

countdown 

rolls 

around 

Inspired by my life with Christ and Matthew 8

A GOOD TREE

Lord 

i just wanna 

be 

a good tree

yeah 

honestly 

plant me 

by 

THE SEA of YOIU

Yeah YESHUA 

just grow me

from root 

to fruit 

to the plate 

yeah Father 

make your daughter 

GREAT

Inspired by my life with Christ and Matthew 7

DISSED, MORE WAYS THAN 1

MAN

all i do 

is 

listen to 

love songs 

alone \

but 

oh 

how i wish 

i could just

 get  a kiss 

and 

get it on 

nice and slow 

but 

as y'all already

or 

probably know 

there's nobody 

callin' me 

a hottie 

or 

taking me 

to the flo;   

I WAS WRITTEN ( THE APPROVAL LETTER)

i was written

in the stars 

i was written

in the sands 

i was written 

in the flesh 

of 

a woman 

and 

man 

yeah 

no kiddin' 

and it is so fittin'  

that I'm writing now 

as a child 

of 

God

yeah 

The One

who gave me 

The Nod 

of 

approval 

and 

love

PERFUME AND COLOGNE

whenever 

we get 

together 

or 

walk 

into a room 

our talk 

should smell 

like some 

sweet perfume 

or 

some cool 

cologne  

yeah 

we should 

make others

feel like 

brothers 

or like 

coming home 

yeah 

so watch 

our tune 

does it sound 

like a song 

or 

gong 

or 

like it belongs  

on 

display 

everyday 

SNOW GO AWAY ( SITTING NOWHERE ON WHEELS)

snow
go 
away 
yeah 
since 
i can't walk 
run or play 
on the gray 
concrete 
with my feet 
anyway 
yeah 
so don't you 
stay 
in my view 
or 
bring some new 
like white glue 
to stick 
or 
to make me 
anxious 
or 
emotionally 
sick 
yeah 
so pick 
another town 
or 
just don't fall 
down 
at all  

FROM MY CORE BEING

LORD

this world 

sees your girl 

as lame 

yeah 

and because that 

i am 

inconstant 

emotional 

pain 

but still 

you reign 

in 

my wheelchair 

bound fame 

with no shame 

whatsoever 

but i hope 

that one day 

i will 

be 

rewarded 

for my 

still, cope 

and 

be able 

to walk

 brand new 

in front of 

an Earthly crew 

and 

before 

Heaven's door 

opens up 

and swallows me 

like 

a peanut butter cup  

PLAYING MY 45 WHILE I'M STILL ALIVE

 GOD

why am i 

here 

yeah 

please male it

clear 

so i can 

stop asking 

you 

for a man

or 

to send 

my walking in the wind 

 dreams 

through 

yeah 

so 

where 

do i  really need

to pick up 

speed 

or 

drop

my greed  

A REAL GOOD... MASCULINE... KISS

 MAN 

i wish 

i could 

get s good 

masculine 

kiss 

yeah 

that  make me 

so glad 

that mouth 

exist 

on Earth 

yeah 

God"s turf 

God's plan

God's hands 

God's lips

God's tongue 

yeah man

gimme some 

A WOUNDED WOLF

MAN

i feel 

like 

a real 

wounded wolf

yeah 

my heart 

or 

inner hoof 

has really 

been 

pushed 

and 

mushed 

so much 

that 

it's almost 

so painful 

tender 

to the 

outer touch 

and 

such 

sadness 

i feel 

fo' real

yeah 

for 

the stuff 

i have to 

deal with 

and man 

i have just 

rolled in 

some sh*t

again

and 

where is 

my pack 

of 

friends

when 

i 

just need to 

let out 

a howling cry

 

NOT EVERYONE IS GAY (MEANING HAPPY)

hey
not everyone 
is
gay 
meaning 
happy 
yeah 
some people's 
hearts 
are gray 
or 
just not 
okay
yeah 
feelin' bad 
feelin' sad
yeah 
wishin' they 
had
someone 
to hold them 
but not
to romantically  
console them 
yeah 
to just 
be around 
when they feel 
like 
just breaking down 
to the ground
 

WHEN CAN I ...JUST QUIT... THIS SH*T?

GOD
how many 
more times
are you gonna 
press play 
 or 
rewind 
on my life 
yeah 
with no 
real signs 
of paradise 
yeah 
knife after knife 
slice after slice 
to my heart 
yeah Father 
when can I
depart 
or 
just start walking 
 breakdown 
and cry 
or 
Father, 
when 
will i 
your daughter 
will just die

SO LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT (HONESTLY, HEAVENLY FATHER?)

so heavenly dad 

let me get this straight 

despite me being 

handicapped  

and always 

going through 

other sad crap 

i am still 

supposed to will(wheel)

towards 

a more loving 

approach 

or 

just have hope 

yeah

when you see 

that 

this invisible rope 

is 

trying 

to choke 

the life 

out of me 

 

CROSSROADS 107

Messiah 

before you take me 

higher 

please tell me 

what is 

required 

or 

let' me see

more 

of what's

instore 

yeah 

before someone 

shuts the door

or 

hits the floor 

yeah Father 

please help 

your daughter 

strengthen her 

core 

or 

better 

understand 

your plan

on this land 

on which 

she rolls 

or 

stands 

I STTILL KNOW YOUR NUMBER BY HEART

SHEVY 

girl

you have really 

been on my mind 

O, YEAH

how i wish 

that i could 

just have you back 

for good 

yeah 

truth and facts 

the loss of you 

is 

WACK 

and 

my sadness 

has 

STACKED 

to 

heights 

i can't explain  

well,

 maybe  i can

ir's like 

a dull pain 

in 

my whole frame

that will 

never be still 

or 

be 

the same 

YOU GUYS

 GUYS 

being single 

when you have a tingle 

to mingle 

really sucks 

so wish me luck 

don't give me bucks

or

give me love 

or 

a diamond glove 

and 

a baby 

yeah

make me your lady 

your wife 

yeah 

your rib slice 

yeah

make me 

to be 

the water 

to your sea 

or 

your personal paradise 

yeah 

that would 

be 

so good 

or 

so nice