IT'S LIKE BEING INVITED TO A BIRTHDAY PARTY BUT NOT BEING ABLE TO GO BECAUSE YOU NOT ABLE TO GO BY YOURSELF

in my mind 

i'm running 

out  of time 

to let my light shine 

or 

to spread my wings 

or to do some 

dreamy things 

like marry 

an earthly king  

yeah 

baboon bathing 

yeah 

my spirit 

so wants 

to sing 

and walk 

and fly 

like a hawk 

in the flesh 

but 

i must confess 

i feel stressed 

not being blessed 

with a body 

that works 

yeah 

it really...

hurts  

my heart 

yeah 

like having...

too many...

 false starts 

or 

like being

invited to...

 a birthday party 

but not being able 

to go 

because 

you are not able 

to go

by yourself 

MAN OH MAN

SOMETIMES 

I REALLY 

HATE 

MY BREATH 

ON THIS LAND 

it seems 

Q & A ALL DAY

so do

 You

 call me

 crazy, 

Christ 

whenever i say 

i wish i had 

an able life 

or 

long to be 

a mommy 

or 

a wife 

yeah 

do my

desire 

of 

require 

set you a fire 

or 

 cut you 

clear through 

like a knife 

yeah 

slice by slice 

or 

do you 

just see me 

as

 an annoying 

mouse 

just trying 

to run 

your house   

MEND THE SEND

God

please use

my broken 

and bruised 

heart 

to be apart 

of 

something 

greater 

than 

the equator 

yeah

so later 

i don't 

feel 

bad 

or sad 

about 

siting 

or 

think about

quitting 

this life 

yeah 

please 

help me 

Christ  

to see  

the sacrifice 

of 

you and me 

to the tee 

of 

the decree 

TRYIN' 2 4GIVE GOD(24/7)

 MAN

i'm tryin' 

so hard 

to forgive 

God 

for allowing me 

to be 

alive

with 

cerebral palsy 

for 45years 

MAN 

the many frustrating tears 

I've cried 

and lied 

like everything 

was o.k

yeah 

when in fact 

my heart 

was blue, black, purple or gray 

yeah, 

i oftentimes 

feel some type of way 

yeah 

with no...

whine or gripe 

but 

yet 

and still 

wheel 

towards... 

THE LIGHT 

MY OCEAN OBSERVATION

MAN

i swear 

i wanna be in this chair

yeah 

'cause I'm not goin' anywhere 

or so it seems 

well, 

maybe 

only in my dreams 

of cream 

and sugar-

water 

yeah Father 

please help your daughter 

understand 

yeah

before i 

make it 

on land 

with 

my scaley hands 

 

MY QUESTIONABLE ANTICS...?

God
why am i 
still here 
like this 
and why 
can't i 
not 
get a kiss
with 
tongue 
 or 
walk 
or 
run 
to have fun
in the sun
Man, 
do my plans 
really seem
so dumb

SAVIOR, WHERE IS MY WINE? (DIVINE GRACE)

now

there is 

a sadness 

that i just 

can't explain 

yeah

my insides 

wanna so 

let it rain

on the outside 

but my 

bruised  

pride 

still wants 

to hide 

the hurt 

that really fuels 

my work 

or 

my writing 

yeah 

so exciting 

and 

inviting 

and 

sad 

at the same time 

but Savior, where is my wine? 

YOU GOTTA HAVE A HEART

 i am 

part sperm 

part egg

part hands

part legs 

part walking blind 

with 

a sober mind 

and 

walking dead 

yeah

let 

the sit 

in your head 

like fresh baked 

bread 

or 

a barrel of wine 

which is...

both fine 

sometime 

in the sunshine 

or 

in the dark 

but 

you gotta have a heart 

JUST TO SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT

Mother Earth

and

Father Time 

are

God

combined 

yeah 

some very good 

wine 

from a pure 

vine 

that shines 

in 

the dark 

of 

every artichoke heart 

that starts 

or 

barks 

like a tree 

in the Sea of Galilee  

ooowee

i do believe 

in

 Adam and Eve

and 

in Jesus's...

bloody skinless sleeve  

A KEYBOARD KISS

God

flow through me 

yeah

help me see 

your reality  

more clearly 

yeah 

guide 

my inside 

to your soul 

yeah 

please take

the brakes 

or 

have total 

control 

of 

my wholeness 

and 

bliss 

yeah Father 

your Daughter 

is 

truly asking 

this 

with 

a keyboard kiss 

amen 

yeah 

please 

work 

your plan 

MINDFUL MUSIC

in my mind,

i think about...

Christ in a  manger  

life, and it's many dangers 

and my mom 

who has never met...

a stranger 

so let 

my eye 

get wet

as i sit 

in this pit 

with 

no off switch 

but God's pitch 

is still 

singing and ringing 

in my ear 

yeah, 

that much 

is very 

clear

and 

near and dear 

to my heart 

but after all 

God gave me a call

and gave me 

my start 

MY HOURS of YESTERDAYS

BOY 

my past

loves to

break glass 

over my head 

and 

make me wish 

that i  never  

exist 

or 

that i was 

dead 

BUT GOD 

BLEED 

for me 

to still be 

here 

yeah 

despite 

the restless 

nights 

and 

the tearful frights 

of

lust 

that i 

should've tried 

or 

trust

HOPING 4 A BETTER 24

Christ 

 ia there more 

to my life 

than 

"This wheel sacrifice"

well, 

as you know 

i really hope so 

because 

the lack of...

no "romantic love"

cuts 

like a knife 

to the butt

or 

the heart 

or 

to any 

human body parts

yeah 

my guard 

is 

up 

my guard 

is 

down 

yeah 

i feel like...

I'm gonna...

drown 

but Lord

before i do 

I'm askin' 

you

will i be 

through 

with 

this sticky glue...

 sh^t

358 BUT STILL COUNTING

MAN
this year 
went by 
so fast 
but 
at least 
i 
did not 
pass
yeah 
i still 
have 
will 
or 
sand 
in my hourglass 
yeah 
so i just.. 
might 
still, get 
 some things 
that i do 
like 
and see 
or be 
totally free 
at last

FANTASIZE BEHIND THE EYES

 now 

i am married 

in my head 

but no one 

is 

physically 

in my bed 

and 

i am 

a mommy too 

but 

in real life 

my sheets 

are really blue 

from all of 

the lack of love 

and the night 

boohoos 

but 

what?

is a single 

girl 

to do 

in this world 

except 

to fantasize 

behind the eyes 

IN MY FACE

 MAN

i see 

people 

living 

out 

my dreams 

in my face 

and 

i must 

be honest 

God's plans 

and promise 

sometimes 

leaves 

me 

with 

my head 

in the sand 

yeah 

feeling dead 

and eyes red 

not fully 

understanding

the planning 

of 

this planet 

now granted 

there is 

A GOD 

but still 

fo'real 

this human sh*t

is so 

DAMN HARD 

IN A PERFECT WORLD 2023

     in a perfect world 

this girl

would be 

a married mom 

yeah 

my heart

beating 

like a drum 

in 

a Christmas parade 

yeah 

i world 

have it made 

in the shade 

drinking 

lemonade 

yeah 

everything 

would be 

grade A

to me 

yeah 

if only

i could

 see 

that

 reality 

ONE of THE CURELEST THINGS

 GOD 

you know 

one of

the cruelest 

things 

to me 

is 

not have 

any

masculine

wings 

to comfort me 

when i be 

crying 

and feel 

like 

i am 

dying 

inside

or 

to share 

my dreams 

of 

any means

or

any screams  

yes Lord

i still 

yearn 

to be 

a bride 

who doesn't 

hide 

the hugs 

or 

the love 

that we 

both 

Share 

yeah  

no need 

for greed 

or 

to compare 

if i 

had 

someone here 

yeah 

to wipe 

away 

my tears 

or 

to calm 

my fears 

of 

the future 

yeah 

with 

some 

mental 

and 

physical 

kama sutra 

SAGITTARIUS

so all i have is today?

okay 

so let's laugh 

and play 

yeah 

even though 

we so 

wanna go 

lay down 

yeah 

just get lost 

and never found 

on earthly ground 

again 

yeah 

let's go play 

in the wind 

for pretend 

purposes only 

yeah, why?

because i 

am 

lonely 

yeah 

i need a friend

or 

a homie 

 

GOD, WHY DO I FEEL REAL NON-HUMAN?

 Doc

can i lay 

on your couch 

or 

climb in

 your pouch 

like kangaroos 

do

yeah 

can i 

be

 apart 

of 

your heart 

or 

your family tree  

and just 

confess 

all of 

my  mess 

and 

blessings 

but 

most of all 

I'm stressing 

and second-guessing 

choices i have made 

and stuff 

i have paid 

attention to 

but Father 

as 

your daughter 

what shall i do?

DEEP EX-HALE

so how you doin' today 

well, Dr. God, 

I'm actually 

feelin'

some kinda way 

yeah, 

no wordplay 

anymore 

I'm a little sore 

in my core 

yeah 

because 

of 

love and war 

i' guess 

yeah Dr. Rock 

my insides 

are 

stressed 

the Hell

out 

from this bumpy ride 

but i swallow my pride 

and glide

on an earth 

doesn't see 

my worth 

or 

understand 

the reason 

for mt breathing 

PAGING DR. GOD

God 

i just wanna hear your voice 

and i just wanna see your choice \

in front of me 

constantly 

yeah 

so i won't be 

just out here 

in fear 

and in tears 

for another

45 years 

yeah God 

please shift 

Your Geers 

towards me

yeah 

please 

lift me 

up

and 

let me be

free 

financially 

and  as well as

healthy, wealthy, and wise 

yeah 

this i ask 

before i pass 

or 

close my eyes  

DREAM...HERE,...I...COME

MAN

one of my dreams 
is  
to scream 
on top 
of 
a mountain 
and 
to drink 
from the fountain 
of 
youth 
as 
poof 
that 
i was 
here 
and 
i conquered 
my fears 
with  tears 
and 
many years 
of 
palsy 
yeah 
that 
would 
be
\so ballsy 
to me 
yeah 
like  walking 
on 
water 
or
parting  \
The Red Sea

A SPARROW'S NARROW SAGA

my spirit 

is 

fine 

yeah 

it shines 

but 

my flesh 

is 

a mess 

yes 

i must 

confess 

before i rest 

in heaven's neat 

yeah 

i am 

God's bird

with a special 

word 

yeah 

i am 

the curd 

to his 

cheese  

or 

the milk 

to his 

silk 

so which one 

do i drink 

before 

i 

sink

MAN, FEELINGS LIKE THIS...

God 

if 

you're not

gonna shift 

my singleness 

to wedded bliss 

please let me 

kiss 

those desires 

or 

brush fires 

away 

today 

yeah Father 

no horseplay 

about 

what i say 

if 

you don't want 

me 

to have 

merry laugh 

a.k.a. 

a happy marriage 

with 

a baby carriage 

please 

 Cease and Desist

feelings like this 

yes Lord 

make them 

not 

exist 

ME AT MY INNNER STEEPLE

 Father 

here i sit 

with 

my thoughts 

yeah 

tryin' 

so hard 

not to 

get 

caught 

off 

guard 

yeah 

at 

every 

part 

of 

life 

yeah 

so help me 

christ 

slice 

every 

single 

doubt tingle 

i have 

and please 

make me laugh 

as i try 

to 

grasp 

all the goodness 

of 

you 

out of 

all the  personal palsy 

i go though 

OLD ROOTS NEW FRUIT

 MANE 

change 

is 

strange 

yeah 

even 

in Jesus name 

but 

i'm gain 

for whatever 

rains 

down 

on me 

obviously 

yeah

because

i still be 

moving 

and 

grooving 

around 

yeah

on this... 

earthly 

ground 

writing profound 

poetry 

yeah 

the lock and key 

of 

humility 

WANTS, NEEDS, AND DESIRES

MAN

my heart 

wants 

to be '

apart 

of 

the sun 

and 

my feet 

wants 

to sho'nuff 

walk 

and 

yeah 

no cap 

no con 

yeah

that's 

the kinda fun

my flesh 

wants 

to have 

yeah 

besides 

making love 

and 

laughs 

before 

i pass

AT THE DARKEST TIME

Man

the nighttime 

adds 

so much 

sadness 

to my rhyme 

but 

the post 

in me 

thinks 

that's fine 

yeah 

if 

the human 

in me 

feels 

very lonely 

and 

left behind 

my gift 

sho' do 

love to

 grind 

up 

my heart 

and 

mind 

at the darkest time 

STAY IN THE MOMENT

 WOMAN

stay in the moment 

tomorrow 

i know you 

want it 

but 

stay in the moment 

yeah 

do not borrow 

despite your sorrow 

yeah 

stay right here 

my dear 

yeah

despite  

your fears 

tears

and 

disable years 

let's be clear 

I AM 

STILL 

REAL 

AND 

NEAR 

SO 

JUST WAIT 

AND 

BE 

GRATEFUL 

IN 

THIS 

PRESENT  TIME 

OF

 RHYME 

A YEAR... FROM...NOW

 MAN

i can't wait to walk 

outside 

and to become

a bride 

ni i can't hide 

my feelings 

inside 

so crush 

on me 

yeah 

let me be 

your wife 

yeah 

take my hand 

as i stand 

and lead 

us 

into paradise 

Brutha Christ 

AM I TOO OLD?

 God

am i 

too old 

to date 

or 

to wait 

for something 

great 

to be 

put on 

my plate 

at this state 

yeah 

so help Christ

just give me 

a slice 

or 

some 

good  advice 

yeah 

that would be 

nice 

amen 

p.s. 

if i don't understand 

your best 

before i rest 

HI, WHAT COLOR IS THE SKY?

 MAN

i really don't like 

my height 

or 

my single 

lonely nights

but i don't have

 a kite  

to fly 

away 

today 

SO

my heart 

stay 

blue &gray

like clay 

yeah

good and hard 

until 

God's will

pull me 

apart 

and 

reshapes 

my state 

of 

mind

and 

then 

sends 

me out 

into the wind

BLIND  

THE PERFECT PULSE

MANE

my veins 

are 

insane 

but 

my blood 

is 

the flood 

of 

Jesus 

yeah

trust 

my heart 

is 

a plus 

on 

this planet 

yeah 

now 

granted 

i do grieve 

but please 

believe 

i still 

will 

to try 

yeah 

until 

the day 

i pass 

away 

and die 

A GIFT AND A CURSE

           MAN

being able to write 

day and night 

is 

a gift 

and a curse 

yeah 

verse by verse 

i hunger  

and thirst 

for feelings 

unrehearsed 

to just 

BURST 

right out of me 

yeah 

wild like a child 

or 

peaceful and free 

like the sea 

NIGHTWALKER 11,27,2023

MAN
last night 
i dreamed  
yeah,
let me set the scene 
i watched 
myself 
walk
down the street 
on my own to feet 
and yeah 
I'm hi-fiving 
and people 
are really vibing 
yeah 
as I'm arriving 
yeah people 
to the left 
people to the right 
yeah man 
such a beautiful sight 
to see 
and it 
was me 
in some capacity 

MY OWN PRIVATE VIEW

MAN
life can be so mean 
yeah, 
it will just have  
sit here watching 
others 
living out 
your dreams 
of 
getting the cream
and fitting 
through doors 
yeah Father 
your daughter 
too 
wants 
to soar
from 
her core 
to more

MY KEITH SWEAT...

 Father \

this is 

my last time 

whining about 

wanting a man 

to hold my hand 

or 

my body 

now 

I'm not 

trying to 

just get 

naughty 

just want to be 

in a romantic relationship 

turned into 

a spouse 

with a house 

turned into 

a home 

yeah father 

this is 

 my last time 

asking for 

a daughter

and not 

to be alone 

yeah this is 

the last time 

you will hear me 

get 

my Keith Sweat 

on 

with my eyes 

wet 

COMMON DENOMINATOR

 so i guess 

i am 

the reason 

for my 

single season 

yeah no teasing 

or 

pleasing 

or 

romantic company 

do i see 

so 

obviously 

i 

must be 

the key 

to lonely 

but 

i am 

not 

a phony 

but 

still 

want to be 

a tender Roni 

yeah

despite 

a man's 

dislike  

for 

my disability 

GROWN BUT NOT SEXY

DAMN

there's no one 

waiting in bed 

to give me head 

or  

to make sure 

my body gets feed 

and so 

my eyes are red 

but 

I'm not dead 

I'm single 

yeah 

with a big appetite 

to mingle at night 

without the lights   

on

I'm i  wrong?

no. 

I'm just grown 

but 

alone 

HUMAN & NOT HANDICAPPED part 2

God 
made me 
like this 
BUT
i still 
desire 
a kiss 
or 
a hug 
or 
a rub
or 
more 
yeah 
just 
make sure
lock the door 
before 
you enter 
the center 
of my core 
 

HUMAN & NOT HANDICAPPED

Man 
i wanna be 
sexual
and 
look at 
as 
delectable  
yeah 
go ahead 
and
 bite me 
yeah 
love 
or 
like me
yeah 
excite me 
in that way 
night or day 
yeah
let's play 
or 
get serious 
and 
delirious 
at the same
yeah 
let's grind 
until 
our wills 
are 
still 
or 
we 
lose 
our 
minds

MOTHER & CHILD

CHILD

i would love to 

see you smile 

back at me 

constantly 

and 

eventually 

take my hand 

when you stand 

and 

call me mommy 

yeah 

that would be 

so yummy 

to my heart;'s 

tummy

yeah 

like

origami 

make me fold 

and 

make me whole   

HUSBAND & WIFE

 husband & wife 

yeah, 

i still 

want that kinda  life 

yeah 

even if 

it's jus' a slice 

yeah 

doesn't last very long 

but our feelings 

and our time 

together 

was very strong 

yeah 

very right 

day and night 

but not perfect 

but always worth it 

in the end 

yeah some real deal 

friends 

HEY 44

 hey 44

i'm about to close the door on you 

yeah, i hope i find something great and new 

to pursue 

yeah 

let this next door 

have more

 to soar to

and not to 

run from 

yeah 

45 candles 

i don;t won't 

any scandals 

to handle 

yeah, no

i just so 

wanna blow 

and

 be happy 

overall 

yeah

until 

Jesus  wills 

me

to 

come

back 

to 

the truth 

and 

then fact 

of 

Heaven 

yeah 

24/7

COLD SINGLE-LIFE

MAN

i'm too old 

to be still 

sittin' in the cold 

single-life 

yeah

i should've 

already been 

a wife 

yeah 

my age 

cuts me 

like a knife 

yeah 

slice 

by slice 

i yearn 

to have

 a turn of butter 

yeah 

a forever lover 

under the cover 

or 

a spouse 

in our house 

but Father 

please  

douse

somethin' 

on this fire 

if 

i can't 

shift 

or 

acquire 

my dire 

desire

MAKING A WISH

God 

i wish i had 

a birthday date 

waiting on me 

yeah 

romantically 

but no

i don't see 

anyone 

that wants 

to have fun 

with me 

on that day 

in that way 

so Christ

 what can i:say

or what can i do?

to convince you

that 

a human cake 

would be great 

or 

some eye-candy 

would be...

 dandy 

 

Worst-Case Scenario

MAN

i wonder 

if when 

i go under 

yeah 

sleep deep 

r.e.m. 

do i talk?

yeah 

do i?

 verbal cry

when i lie 

down

 at night 

yeah 

scream 

i mean

in a fright 

in my very 

dark

 dreams 

  

MY LIVING TESTIMONY

 God 

i wanna live 

not just 

be alive 

365

no

i  so

wannabe 

a success 

before 

you 

open op 

heaven's door 

and 

put me 

to rest 

yes

Christ 

i must 

confess 

that my

life now

WOW

it's such...

a stress 

test 

and 

i don't 

feel 

totally blessed

BUT LORD

you said 

i can 

ask you 

for anything 

yeah 

for as long as 

a pendulum 

swings

or 

when 

an angel

gets its' 

wings  

MY RAGE AGANIST CEREBRAL PALSY

 oh Jes'

if i could just get on my knees 

and pray 

yeah. just maybe this cerebral palsy 

would just go away 

yeah 

my guts 

would no longer feel grey

and people would wanna stay 

around me 

and make sure 

that I'm secure 

or good 

and would be 

so glad 

they found  me 

and wouldn't 

clown me 

but 

instead 

my head 

longs 

to be fed 

bread 

or

love 

yeah 

like a 

turtledove 

on Christmas  Eve 

but heavenly father

your daughter 

still needs 

to believe 

in somethin' real 

yeah, 

even as 

she grieves 

somethin' 

she neva had 

so bad   

BLUE FLAMES

Christ

i see you 

using 

my confusion 

and 

I'm 

choosing 

to learn

from

  every turn 

yeah 

even 

if 

my

life shifts 

and 

my heart 

burns 

blue flames 

in Jesus name

S,M.H, 44

Man

i'm too old 

to be alone 

yeah 

it's such 

a sad sad song

yeah 

that my heart 

don't have a home 

or 

someone 

to belong to 

or 

to say 

i do

yeah 

where are you?

'cause here i am

damn 

DEAR?

God

why?

do i 

still have 

a burning fire 

to acquire 

a relationship 

yeah 

a honey dip 

that slips 

his hand 

into mine 

yeah man 

i wanna walk 

blind 

in the sand 

yeah, 

just because 

we're in love 

and we can

but Father 

what's your plan?

for 

this here 

daughter 

and please 

be 

clear

will i ever? 

have a dear 

I AM SO CURIOUS ABOUT THE CURTAIN

Hey 

more and more 

i wanna go 

behind 

the door 

of 

Heaven 

yeah 

almost 

24/7

i wonder 

what is under

the veil

of 

Well

yeah Jueus 

do tell 

what is that smell?

is it salt?

is it water?

or

is it just your sons 

and daughters?

 

"COME OUT OF THE MAN"

God

i so want to...

run to you 

yeah 

walk right through 

and admire 

your fire 

yes Lord 

please let me be 

part of 

your choir 

yes 

let me go higher 

or 

come closer 

to your desire 

yeah

i don't wanna be 

a lier 

or 

a luster 

yeah 

please don't call me

a buster 

yeah 

only 

call me 

a believer 

or 

someone 

who really 

needs ya

Inspired by my feelings and Mark 5

BEGGING FOR NEW LEGS AND THEN SOME

Father, i pray

that one day

you will take 

this wanting to be 

romantically involved 

with somebody 

feeling 

away 

 yeah 

because 

this lack of 

love 

is 

is 

making 

my insides 

very blue 

and very 

gray 

so yeah, 

Lord

will you please 

reshape 

this clay 

or 

break 

my heart

and start

all over 

yeah Yeshua 

if i can't 

have a shoulder 

or 

a hand holder 

to help me 

with my pain 

or

when 

my eye's rain 

well,

 with no shame 

and

 in  Jesus's Name 

i ask you 

to 

please

do 

what you can 

do  

MONIQUE& NICAH (19 YEARS LATER)

19 years later 

we are both 

still here 

doing good 

and working on 

doing greater 

yeah

 somewhere 

where life 

is fair 

and onlyChrist 

really

 cares 

about our hair 

yeah 

long 

or 

short 

living 

is 

a sport 

so let's 

swing 

yeah

baba-boom 

baba-bing

WEIRD SCIENCE

 God 

am i 

just supposed 

to 

a woman 

with 

cerebral palsy 

just writing

words 

and 

fighting 

to be heard 

but Lord 

i feel 

like a real

turd 

is 

this

 right 

yeah 

day after day 

night after night 

Chapter after chapter 

yeah, i mean 

i try 

to keep my laughter 

but 

what's the point

when my joints 

don't even work 

yeah 

on top of 

no romantic love 

and people 

constantly 

me 

hurt 

THIS TEST of LIFE

God

i'm so tired 

but you have 

wired 

me 

to be 

here 

yeah 

that much 

is very 

clear

yeah 

even in 

my frustrated tears 

i guess 

and even in 

my lack of rest 

I'm obviously 

gonna be 

after this test 

of 

life  

SHOW-MAN-SHIP

 God

    please show people 

my pain 

and where 

exactly you regin 

over 

my shoulder 

yeah 

because 

all they see 

is 

boulders 

when they look 

at me 

and 

I'm obviously 

shook

yeah 

book after book 

poem after poem 

but 

when 

will i 

stop going 

through 

storm after storm

LOVE 2023

i want love

romantically speaking 

yeah

i want a man 

who holds me 

when I'm weeping 

or 

sleeping 

and 

who is 

not interested 

at all 

in 

creeping 

on 

me

yeah 

i want love 

sexy and free 

but 

mine 

all of the time 

ME IN THE FALL (1978)

man

God called me 

a long time ago

yeah 

he knew 

all that i would 

go through 

and still 

call my will 

good 

yeah 

he stood 

on the shroud 

and turned 

my heartburn 

around 

to his 

profound 

speech 

yeah

he preached 

he reached 

he called 

me 

in the fall

GOOD AFTERNOON, EMPTY ROOM

 good afternoon, 

Empty Room

sadly, i will 

see soon 

with still 

no physical 

plans 

with a man 

holding my hands 

as we are 

laying 

yeah 

that's all 

I'm sayin' 

with no 

playing 

just talking 

yeah 

no walkin' 

just wisdom  

sharin' 

and 

carin' 

with our clothes off

i suppose 

but only God 

really knows

GOOD MORNING, NOBODY

good morning, 

Nobody 

yeah, 

i wasn't invited 

to the party 

and hardly

ever are 

yeah

nobody 

treats me like a star 

or 

pick me 

in a fancy car 

to take me

to a classy bar 

yeah 

i woke up

alone

yeah

that still feels

wrong 

but 

I am 

strong 

i guess

yeah 

even 

with 

no romantic rest 

RATED R (REAL RACY RELATIONSHIP)

 Lord,

Where is my Adam?

yeah

Where is my orgasm?

or

my back spasm?

yeah 

i yearn 

to have 

a turn 

at them 

yeah 

i wanna 

swim 

with a man 

who knows 

where everything 

goes 

and 

exactly 

where 

to put

his hands 

and  foot