Who all wants me dead?

Man as I laying here in my bed I wonder who all wants me dead yeah because my blood is red and my skin is brown and my body is physically disabled yeah it seems like no one wants me around so my face fr owns yeah I cried Tears of a Clown yeah because I've been down for people who I now see are not really down for me and 00 we how that hurts yeah I feel like the biggest j e r k yeah for l e t t i n g people in and then treating them like your friend God why do I feel like that was a sin? When I was just trying to be one of your Kinfolk but trust me Lord now I'm woke