man
my heart is yours for the taking
yeah my heart has been aching
to be your wife
yeah, so help me, Christ
to pick up the dice
and roll a 7 twice
yeah. gimme some sugar
gimme some spice
yeah, gimme a marriage
a carriage
and a friend
until the end
of our breath
yeah, until death
is left
to grieve
yeah Baby
let's believe
and achieve
like crazy
yeah, man
take my hand
and understand
that real love
is
never lazy
together
NOW
make no mistake
even with a lot of heartbreak
I still
yearn for s Will
yeah, will you marry me?
will you have my baby, Lady?
yeah, will you make our house a home>
and will you forgive me for all my wrongs?
yeah this is my spirit's song
yeah, to have a great soulmate
but will this be my fare?
yeah, a kiss
from a mister
would really make me feel
real
and good
yeah an inner smile
thanks to a husband
and a child
WOW
`when i feel weak
and cannot sleep
what do i do?
i write you, God
yeah, Christ why does life?
have to be
so hard for me
yeah, sometimes I can't see
the sunshine
in my mind
or Lord,
is my brain
insane or blind?
no, Father,
I'm not trying to speak
unkind
yeah, I jus' tryin' to understand\
Your Plan
for me
on this land
but more importantly
I wanna see me walk
on this land
yeah, with no help
or hands
in 1978
i came to Earth
from Heaven
in a frame
that doctors still
can't explain
but mane
the emotional pain
that I'm in
transcends
whoever sin
to begin with
but Father,
please flip the switch
or dip
me in The Jordan River
yeah Lord,
make my body
shiver
yeah, so much
that my feet touch
the ground
and I just start ...
walking around
yeah man,
to be physically
found
would be...
so profound
for me
yeah. no more
tears of a clown
will you see
MAN
i wanna walk
so bad '
that it makes me sad
yeah, the fact that
I haven't seen my dream
yet
makes my eyes wet
and my mood mean
yeah, I wanna scream
but I can't
yeah, I feel
like an ant
on a real rampage
yeah, Father please turn this page
yeah, before the rage
really sets in
yeah, I really need a friend
and some speed
now, Lord, I don't wanna walk
for greed
I wanna walk
for more
doors
to be open
MAN
as i stand
with my heart in my hands
please hug me
and make me weak
in the knees
yeah make me fine
and divine
at the same time
yeah make me blind
by your love
yeah two turtle doves
side by side
or
face to face
yeah mercy and grace
feel and taste
real good together
Man
hold me
tight
yeah for as long
as you like
yeah make my soul
take flight
like a plane
yeah make me feel no pain
only real love
yeah hold me
like a dove
yeah chest to chest
breast to breast
heart to heart
yeah, make me drop
my guard
Girl,
I know you're weak
BUT
just lay
at my feet
today
and I will give you a word
that you have never heard
to make you fly like a bird
yeah, just be my nerd
and listen
yeah, to pay attention
is
to prosper
yeah be a part
of
My roster
and became
righteous
like My son
yeah, so you can hear
loud and clear
"WELL DONE
Inspired by Isaiah 40
i've been waiting
to walk
upright
yeah my sight
be like
why
can't I
fly
on the floor
yeah
why can't I
soar
or
do more
yeah my core
is
at war
with
do it
to it hurts
yeah, the word words
so read
with speed
to gett
what you need
but for gratefulness
not greed
God doesn't want us
in a box
he wants us
in a book
yeah, he wants everyone
to take a look at you
yeah, our life
slice by slice
or page by page
yeah every stage
whether it be rage
or soothing like sage
in a house
or in the arms
of a spouse
yeah our heads
were meant to be reed
and our souls \
were meant to feed
at the same time
yeah when words
meet rhyme
man
i can't seem
to turn the page
yeah, I so dream
to get engaged
on my birthday
and to get married
a month later
yeah, nothing
would be greater
well, except
to get pregnant
on my honeymoon
yeah I yearn
to see a big baby
reveal balloon
in front of me
yeah, constantly
I be
brainstorming
with no warning
and hurting
my heart
in the process
I guess?
Breath
read the bible
for yourself
yeah, before death
say my name
yeah, with every muscle
in your frame
yeah, speak The Word
like a hummingbird
in a tree
yeah, loud, proud, and free
yeah, that is the key
to get closer to Me
and to enter Heaven
24/7
Inspired by Isaiah 45:23
God loves me
Satan hates me
and no one wants
to date me
because of my disability
yeah, that's my life
with Christ
yeah, sugar and spice
and not so nice
all of the time
yeah, The Word
and rhyme
MAN
my flesh
is not
THE BEST
yeah I have fail
many tests
and cause some people
some stress
BUT
we wrestle not
against the cold and hot
BUT
the dark and evil
yeah the worldly spirits
of the people
yeah no steeple
needed
BUT
don't feed it
either
inspired by Ephesians 6:12
God loves me
obviously
because i'm still breathing
human air
yeah life ain't fair
but Christ
is
the spice
to my
do or die
will or try
yeah no lie
my heart
and lungs
work like a drum
yeah a romp a romp pum pum
God loves me
and satan hates me
and sometimes
in my mind
yeah with or without
sunshine\
that fact
grieves me
greatly
yeah being this disable
is ...v
a hard table
to stand on
and I have been doing it
for so long
yeah, for 43
with rears
and fears
fakes
and heartbreaks
yeah
rivers and lakes
yeah
shivers and shakes
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIST
yeah happy birth Paradise
and i bet Heaven is sure nice
yeah better than Earth
twice
but where is your slice?
of cake?
or your
vacation break?
hardly, nowhere to be seen
in the red and green
but still your will
is
never mean
yeah, on your day
you say
"HORAY"
and treat us like kings
and queens
but we
owe you everything
and then some
yeah,
Pa rum pum pum pum
so what
chicken butt
cluck
yeah, do something
get your feet wet
before the sun sets
or better yet
don't be a chicken
yeah, because
most chickens
are finger-licking-good
yeah, don't be misunderstood
yeah, you were born to be great
not just on a plate
yeah, God's gate
is
waiting for you
to
do
your dance
or
your prance
for
THE PRINCE
of
no accidents
of
life
man
i weep
because i can't sleep
and i wept
because i still
need physical help
yeah, woe is me
at 43
God
is this how my life
is really supposed to be?
yeah, cerebral palsy
and all
i rise
i fall
i call
and no one comes
i can't walk
i can't run
what's the fun in that?
and what happened to fact?
that i am
join heir with Your Son
is it something i have done?
if so,
please, Father, let me know
so i grow
and move on
yeah, because
this feels like:
no love
and that feels
real
wrong
humans
die
humans
cry
humans
lie
yeah without
a reply
or
an alibi
yeah no reasons
why
but I
still
try
to be
the best human \
yeah no matter what
I am doing
or even if
I end up
in ruins
SO THE MORAL OF THE STORY
THERE WILL BE
GUTS
THERE WILL BE
GLOY
AND THERE WILL ALWAYS
BE
HUMANS
MAN
our words
are always
supposed to
be
soft and free
like birds
or
a kiss
yeah, nothing
but
bliss
to missed
and the loved
yeah, I see
nothing but doves
when you speak to me
yeah again
my friend
I feel
free
whenever
we are
together
so in the beginning
was the word
so I was free
like a bird
yeah, poetry in motion
yeah, like water
to an ocean
I was alive
before I was born
yeah, I was a poem
before I was formed
in my parent's womb
yeah, before a song
had a tune
and my heart grew
like balloon
yeah I arrived
in a beehive
in the afternoon
and then the tables
soon turned
like heartburn
but I learned
to listen
to the kissing
of
THE KING'
NOW
as I wair
at the Beautiful Gate
to walk
i focus
on a hawk
in the sky
yeah
i yearn
to have a turn
yeah, i yearn to fly
high
BUT ON THE GROUND
yeah, i yearn
to move around
like an able human
yeah, i so love
what they are doing
YEAH, SURE
most of their lives are
ruined
BUT
GUESS WHAT?
at least
they are
walking
and walking...
far
Inspired by Acts 3
my mind is blindfolded
but God holds it in the palm of his hand
yeah, he is walking with me
in the sand
yeah, he is the man
with the plan
I can, I can
yeah, even though I can't see
any debris
in front of me
he can
so he leads
me
to read
braille
so
as I yell
ALL IS WELL
yeah
with or without
fail
my soul
is
a mold
of
Christ
having
control
of
my cerebral
which is
for
the people
outside
the steeple
yeah
forget my hurt
and any dirt
that didn't work
or
grow
yeah
as long as
flow
in the know
of
God
MAN
Satan
is
sho'nuff
hatin'
on
u
and
me
YEAH
that sometimes
we
can't
see
the tree
or the key
to the door
or the outpour
of more
from God
BUT I SWEAR
HE DOES CARE
WHERE WE ARE
yeah, just follow
the NorthStar
YEAH
The Savior
of
favor
'AND
union
AND
COMMUNION
YEAH
THE
DIVINE
SUNSHINE
MAN
so i'm sitting here
at my computer
trying not to
think of you
yeah like
I always do
on rainy days
yeah my heart
ablaze
yeah,
this isn't
a phase
I want you
romance
yeah,
give me a chance
to dance
naked with you
in full view
yeah, honest
and true
yeah naked
in the rain'
with no shame
so my dad
has
been gone
7 long
months
yeah in sad
BIG FONT
and all I want
is
for it to be
just a bad dream
to me
or
just something I saw
on tv
naw
my paw
can't be gone
yeah,
my life
Jesus Christ
has gotta be
kickin' me
or
just dead wrong
Lord
the sky is cloudy
and my heart is pouty
but I'm alright
because I still have
my will
and my sight
yeah my breath
was left
in my body
and so was
my brain
with no pain
or shame
to really complain
about
and so I can
shout
with no doubt
and no daylight
there is a God
Yeah
a great
overly
divine
maker of
mankind
yeah
birth
and sunshine
at the same time
yeah
Earth
and Heaven
combined
yeah
vodka
and
wine
to the heart
and mind
CHRIST
is
so
worthy
of
my
love
because
HE
BLED
IN
RED
for
me
yeah
for
the
world
to see
in Calvary
YEAH
OOOWEE
IN
AN
OPEN -AIR
MAN
i'm tryin'
to
forget
you
yeah, so I can...
live
yeah, so I can...
breathe
YEAH
'CAUSE
RIGHT NOW
CHILD
i'm suffocatin'
on the hatin'
yeah, there are
tears on my sleeve
yeah, tears on my shirt
'cause I got really hurt
by some jerks
and now
WOW
I feel like dirt
or death \
MAN
WHAT'S LEFT?
MAN
life is hard...
lesson
and hard...
blessing
at the same time
WELL,
at least
when I look at mine
all is not kind
BUT
THE FATHER DOES SAY
WALK BLIND
EVERYDAY
yeah even in the...
gray
and in the...
clay
YEAH
NO
HORSEPLAY
just
step
and
listen
yeah
pay attention
to the mission
MAN
if i do
have a romantic
interest
in you
my breath
is gonna
keep it
to herself
yeah, until
her death
yeah because
love
has
hurt
me
intensively
yeah
to the point
where i don't care
to be
yeah
growing
on
Earth
like
tree
YEAH
BOY
YOU WILL NEVER
GET THE KEY
TO OPEN ME
AND PLAY ME
LIKE A TOY
MAN
my feelings
have really
being dealing
with
a lot
yeah one minute
I'm cold
and the next minute
I'm hot
BUT
EX
MARKS
THE SPOT
and my feelings
refuse to stop
UNLESS
I use
the bruise
in my heart
YEAH I MUST
drop my guard
and start
sharing
my pain
and shame
and sometimes
my very ...
gory
story
MAN,
my feelings
have really
being dealing
with a lot
lately
yeah potatoes
and gravy
yeah, I feel so heavy
on this levy
called life
yeah, so help me,
Christ
with the dice
and the spice
MAN
i swear
being in this wheelchair
is
just not fair
BUT
as I sit
in this pit
of palsy
I feel
real
ballsy
YEAH BECAUSE
whenever I write
God's insight
shines a light
on me
so bright \
the whole world can see
my guts
and what is what
in this nutcracker
MAN
i think that
being hurt
is
worse
than
being
hated
yeah, I feel so
defeated
and deflated
but maybe
I needed
to flip
the script
or
to get a grip
on my heart
yeah before
it
completely
breaks
apart
MAN
as the sun goes down
i cry
tears of a clown
no lie
yeah because
that means
that hours
have gone
by
and I wonder
did I do enough
for today
to hear
my Father
say
WELL DONE
yes with My Word
you flew
like a bird
in the sky
YOU DID
MY KID
you didn't try
GOD
will i ever sleep
well
at night
or
will always have to hold
my pillow tight
at night
in fright
and fear
yeah, Lord
will I drown
in my tears
of screams
and
paranormal
dreams
yeah
why
I am
here
yeah
seeing
what I am
seeing
and being
subjected
to
yeah, Father
why must
your daughter's
rapid eye
always
be
in
SUPRISE
MAN
i struggle
i tussle
i hustle
i hurt
yeah, i put in
the work
yeah, i grow in
the dirty
yeah, my pain
produces
rain
and gain
yeah, all in the name
of God
yeah life can get
plenty hard
and my guard
can get
plenty scared
but for Christ
I must
sacrifice
and trust
Inspired by John 9
MAN
there is
sadness
there is
heartburn
BUT
I'm still waitin'
for the great
return
YEAH,
where someone
romantically
cares for me
and wants to be
there
or
here
YEAH
as close as
my ear
is to
my face
YEAH,
I sure would
love a taste
of somethin' good \
and that it's understood
to be mine
all the time
YEAH LOVE IS BLIND
but I wanna
see
love in front of me
YEAH BECAUSE
it sure would
be
nice
to iive
in
paradise
YEAH BECAUSE
I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
TWICE
but they
did not
feel the same way
AND SO TODAY
I MUST SAY
I wanna learn
what it feel like
to have
those same
exact
feelings
return
YEAH \
A DIFFERENT
TYPE
OF
HEARTBURN
good morning, Sunrise
God opened my eyes
just so i could see
yeah a new view
to truly
admire
yeah I so inspire
to go higher
in the heavenly choir
for Christ
yeah, Sunrise
please
show me the way
to paradise
today
SO
Christ
took on
a slice
of my life
called Cerebral Palsy
yeah he had the balls
to not use galls
to soak up his blood
yeah he let
his body get wet
and his pain
rain like a flood
yeah, it was dirty
like mud
BUT HE DID IT
ANYWAY
MAN
WHAT A PRICE
TO PAY
y'all
hug me
love me
yeah, make me feel
real
human
yeah. because
i'm breathin'
but people
are steady
leavin' me
so freely
though
yeah like
I have
no blood flow
no veins
yeah no concept
pain
shame
or inner rain
but I too
weep
in my sleep
yeah deep
and depress
I rest
on no one's chest
yeah,
because
guess what
my butt
is
alone
Father
why can't i
not fly
like a bird
yeah with every
word
i write
why
can't I
take flight
like a kite
yeah to reach
peaks
and heights
yeah in the middle
of the night
so i am
waiting
and anticipating
so many things
yeah, I have dreams
yet unseen
so yeah, Father
where are my wings?
i want to fly
high
yeah. touch the sky
marry a guy
and then die
when he considers me
to be
his best friend
in the end
yeah, his closest kin
with no sin
no, because
we are married
and in love
yeah,
and so
we mate like doves
and cry like them
yeah my sky is blue
but I do
want to fall
in love
too
Father
you said
that if i follow
the red
that I would not
end up dead
yes Lord
I will always be
fed
with milk
honey
and bread
yes this I have
reed
and taken
like meds
to my body
yes because of you
I do
have fuel
like a mule
or
a Maserati
inspired by John 14:6
even though they die
and i cried
I am
still
alive
yeah
my will
can still
feel
the wind
on a mill
yeah
for real
it is
clear
that
the holy spirit
is
still here
yeah,
he or she
is
near
me
NOW
and yeah
he or she
is
loving me
like a child
SO WOW
I can
smile
Inspired by John 11
i wish i could walk
i wish i could run
i wish i could have
some normal fun
in the sun
or
in the dark
yeah my heart
wants to be a part
of
the pavement
or
the ground
yeah i just wanna
move
around
MAN
there are 24 hrs
in a day
yeah, to say
what really wanna
say
yeah even if
my heart
is
a little gray
it's okay
yeah, because
i;m human
and i crave
love
yeah like a cold hand
wants a glove
yeah, day
and night
i write
yeah, in hopes
that i might
feel better
in this crazy
weather
called
life
God
i am wrong?
for wanting
a family
of my own
yeah a husband
and some kids
yeah, Dad\
why?
does my
life
have a lid
yeah
this twig
yeah, this fig
wants to grow
beautiful
and srrong
and to live long
but not alone
yeah my hearts
craves a home
MAN
sadly it looks like
i will die
single
yeah, i will
die
with a romantic
tingle
in my heart
and in other
body parts
so why?
do i
start to cry
because
love
won't
reply
or
it lies
back to me
BUT I STILL
have this key
of
curiosity
to try
before i die
God
the globe
needs
your glory
yeah the globe
needs
your story
told
to the young
and the old
yeah YOUR WORD
is
like
gold
yeah what a mold
to be sold
yeah bought buy
blood
MAN
what
a
flood
of
faithful
cable
yeah
THE BEST
round table
YES
LORD
YOU
ARE
ABLE
MAN
my inner core
is
so sore
yeah but
that's love
&
war
so i
why
do
i
want
more?
yeah especially
when
i
can't'
even
trust
certain
friends
to
come
in
my heart
yeah whenever
my guard
is
down
that when
they love
to clown
yeah, which leaves
my feelings
to frown
&
grieve
but
a part of me
still believes
as you see
BUT MY EGO
is
so hurt
from the dirt
of the Earth
^
RAIN
please wash away
my pain
today
yeah my guts
are
grey
yeah
and soft
like playdoh
BUT RAIN
you make my
pain
glow
o
so
beautiful
yeah, even with a bruise
you know how to use
the bad
and the sad
news
of my
nerves
yeah my
words
and verbs
to make them
POETRY
yeah for the whole world
to see
God
i try to
follow
but
my heart
feels so hollow
yeah, even though
i have plenty
of feelings
i still
feel
real
empty
indeed
yeah, so Father
please feed
this need for love
yeah, send your daughter
some doves
spirit of fear
you are not welcome
here
yeah where my sool
cheers out of control
for Christ
yeah, He who gave me
life
should always receive
the most praise
for the air,
I breathe
yes, I do
believe
so one should not
grieve
everyday
in anyway
yeah, one should
always pray
away the gray
yeah, that comes
from some
sad bag
of trick
yeah, that makes us
sick
and feel like
we're in a pit
when in fact
we're lit
yeah, we're on fire
yeah, sing choir
and,,,
WORSHIP
man, my heart hates the dark
yeah, because it reminds my behind
that I sleep alone
and that I constantly hear,,,
a dial tone
yeah, what's wrong with me?
i wonder
as the sun goes under
the moon
hey morning,
please come soon
and sing me a tune
yeah,
because
my heart
gets no love
in the dark
yeah, so moring,
please part
my mood
in half
yeah, morning,
please give me
a reason to laugh
man, i jus' wanna be
romanticly involved
yeah, i wanna do it all
yeah, so brother man,
please call
yeah, dial my heart
and my other parts
yeah make me smile
and gimme a child
yeah gimme a life
center around Christ
yeah, paradise
on Earth
yeah, gimme a new birth
yeah, a new worth
a new thirst
a new wonder
yeah, don't let me fall under
the radar
or lose a bar
yeah be my OnStar
yeah help me go far
MAN
i wish i was her
yeah and i wish we were what we were
yeah brrr
it's cold
in here
yeah bein' single
brings such a tingle
of fear
BUT O MY DEAR
I'm so scared
of bein' hurt
again
yeah
I don't even trust friends
yeah getting close
feels like I'm doin'
the most
unforgivable sin
so I don't want
to commit
a crime
BUT MY HEART,
BODY, AND MIND
says, "it's fine"
TODAY
so
LET'S PLAY
DAMN
my breath
is...
so scared
of death
yeah, it gasps
while the devil
laughs
at my last
intakes
yeah, I need a break
from all of these ...
soul shakes
and heartaches
BUT
I
still
wanna
live
for real
Hey Dad.
your daughter is...
still sad
about things, she has to live...
without
yeah, no doubt \
one being you
two being Norris
and three
being my own
family
man, I hate this chorus
to this song
yeah, I'm tellin' the truth
but it sounds
so wrong
yeah, like a dial tone
to a child
who has lost
her smile
and half of her
milestones
yeah, emotionally
Dad,
I'm your clone
but sadly
YOU ARE GONE
good morning God
last night was a shock
but my breath was left
with the clock
yeah, my heartbeat
didn't stop
when I went to sleep
yeah, even in the deep
beep beep
or
boom boom
death didn't come
in my room
but soon
and very soon
I will see you, King
with wings
and many
beautiful things
to sing
about
and so I shout
GOOD MORNING
MAN
so many sleepless nights
i don't understand
BUT
I know
I am
in God's hands
so yeah Father
work your plans
in the sand
or in the water\
yeah Lord
help your daughter
go farther
in the world
yeah, help your girl
turn into a pearl
of wisdom
and love
yeah, a human dove
yeah, help me fly
before I die
