MAN
complaints
are like tanks
yeah ready to explode
yeah feelings overload
but who cares?
nobody but me
obviously
so father
give your daughter
the key
to be
quiet
yeah. i so wanna hide it
but my hurt
doesn't work
for me
and it's not that
I want others to see
or
to be
in the same
mind frame
as me
no, because ooowee
obviously
my insides are
very sore
yeah complaining
is like fighting in a war
by myself
yeah, sadly
. i feel
closer to death
MAN
my head
is
so dead
to acting on
how my heart
yeah, for real
I don't want to deal
with sex appeal
when friends
let me down
yeah, make me feel like a clown
in a cage
yeah, I'm very close
to rage
in this stage
and page
of my life
yeah, Christ is here
but I still have fear
of tears
from a broken heart
or letting down my guard
again
yeah, letting someone in
feels like a real threat
to my intellect
MAN
i am still searchin'
yeah my heart
is still hurtin'
for
more
romantic love
yeah, not nessacarly, doves
but dates
yeah dinner
on real plates
but my heart
waits and waits
for
a mate
that might not
EVER
COME
through
my
gate
dear man
i need
a hug
yeah dear man
i need
some love
yeah, some gentle
for my mental
yeah, no accidental
love me
for real
yeah, show me how u feel
in the still waters
for God's daughter
first
yeah quince my thirst
and calm my outburst
if I have any
and I will give u plenty
of me
yeah, here's my heart key
MAN OF GOD
dear man
yeah the one
meant to hold my hand
and help me
stand
in the land
of opportunity
yeah let's build
a loving community
for the whole world
to see
yeah, our family
should be
front and center
yeah us both
cooking dinner
and us both
working
yeah trusting
no hurting
but if I do
feel blue
you would be there
for that too
yeah, the old
and the new
crew
MAN
Debt
get wet
and get out of here
yeah, disappear
into the clear
view yonder
or go climb under
a rock
BUT STOP
messin' with wit' me
constantly
and just let me be
fifty rich
yeah go dig a ditch
in the pit
of Hell
yeah, 'cause you don't
mean
me
well
MAN
my breath is
still
here
yeah mixed with
joy, tears, and fears
BUT
cheers
to my breath
yeah, last night
I didn't see
death
yeah I was left
here
in my bed
in my head
and in my body
yeah I'm not naughty
I am a hottie
yeah, warm
and ready
to perform
yeah. even in a storm
where others
are trying
to cause
me pause
or harm
YEAH BUT
GUESS WHAT?
my breath
is not
norm
NO
IT IS SO
GOD
PERFORMED
so my breath
was left
on Earth
so yeah, that means
I still have worth
to give to this world
yes, this girl
still has pearls
of wisdom
yeah grains of sand
for this land
of man
-kind
yeah. the divine
wine
from the vine
yeah totally fresh
and totally blessed
yeah just like a breath
that is left
on Earth
with hunger
wonder
and thirst
THE TRUTH ABOUT ALYSSA
Man
i have seen
many things
that have made me
SCREAM
yeah, it seemed
like a nightmare
it seemed like a dream
yeah, black and green
yeah, dark and light
wrong and right
but tonight
it's rainy
outside
and in
me too
yeah, my soul blue
because I'm missing you
yeah, a friend I only know
on the internet
but my eyes are wet
because God let
you leave here
my dear
without a clear
goodbye
WHY?
I don't know
and hurts me so
that you won't get to physical see
your son grow
up
to be
whatever
together
yeah, girl,
I never saw this coming
yeah, my mind is running
because you really meant ...
something
to so many
dear world
this girl
is still waiting
to walk
yeah, dear world
this here girl
is still waiting
to fly high
in the sky
like a hawk
yeah, dear world
with real chalk
I write this
and seal this
with a kiss
yeah, Lord,
please don't miss
my prayer
up there
yeah, Father
I swear
I don't care
to be
cripple
anymore
yeah, my insides
are so sore
from this
Earthly
World
War
Forty-three
yeah, Savior
please do me a favor
and free me
from my flesh
yeah this mess
of stress
I must confess
I so craved
to be blessed
before my body rest
in Jesus name
Amen
my heart
is
so
lonely
yeah, my heart
wants a homie
my head
says
no
yeah, people have hurt '
you
so
yeah emotionally
so trust
can't be
found
yeah, if someone
was
to look around '
your heart
they would find
some very wounded
parts
why start '
something
that might
end with me
being
alone again
MAN
my heart
still wants
to feal
real
romantic
love
BUT
my head knows
better
yeah, if friendship
brings such
crazy weather
and I can't seem
to keep that together
why should I
dream
about
forever
in love
with someone
who sees me
as dumb
yeah, all because
I can't walk
or run
by myself
BUT
I still have
breath
and depth
left
in me
BUT
my head
is so scarred
to be misled
by my heart
so why start
a partnership
when I can slip
and get hurt
again
Father
how am i supposed to
feel?
for real
on the inside
I mean,
this queen
has already
swallowed
her pride
and decided
to ride
righteous
as much as
possible
yeah, despite
the many
obstacles
I have faced
during my life's
race
and I think
that I have
done it
with some very
unique
grace
and
tasted
some
laughter
yeah after
it has all been said
and done
yes Lord
even though
I can't even
run
for fun
or for
normal
sake
Father
please
give me
a break
OOO WEEE
i'm almost 43
but i'm still lookin'
for the key
to being
totally happy
and totally sure
yeah, because
right now
somehow
"this" not a child
is feelin' real insecure
yeah, about almost...
everything
so Heavenly Father,
where are...
Your Daughter's wings?
or her Earthly king?
to sing about
yeah, to help drown out
this doubt
MAN
our birth
is supposed to be
like Heaven
not Earth
yeah, our life
is supposed to look
like Christ
yeah, total sacrifice
yeah with a little sugar
and a little spice
yeah, paradise
slice after slice
day after day
yeah, watching the angels
and the children play
alongside with God
BUT
instead
we have feed
into the dead
of night
yeah, there's a lot of things
here
with broken wings
and downright fear
BUT
THE WORD
SHOULD ALWAYS BE
NEAR AND DEAR
TO YOU
AND ME
Devil
leave my bones
alone
and stop ringing
my nerve's phone
yeah, you've been messing with me
for way too long
BUT THE ONLY REASON
THAT I HAVE NOT BROKEN YET
YEAH, EVEN WHEN
MY EYES ARE WET
IS
BECAUSE
THE GOD IN ME
IS
WAY TOO STRONG
yeah I am
Christ's clone
YES
I am
flesh
but I am
blessed
even when
I have no friends
and I am stressed
out
by you
no doubt
BUT MY FEET
SEEKS
ANOTHER ROUTE
MAN
i wish i could sleep
under the star
and drive
fancy cars
BUT THESE
cerebral palsy bars
just don't want
to
open
so I just
sit
here
in tears
yeah, just waiting
for the gears
to shift
and for this
burden
to lift
snd stop hurting
ME
yeah, I just want
to be free
DAMN
i'm so uncomfortable
yeah, from head to toe
inside and out
I wanna
SHOUT
Heavenly Father
please help
your daughter
out of Hell
and put me
into THE LIVING WELL
with you
yes Lord
do what you do
as I pursue
and pray
for something new
today
yeah, no more
delay
work your clay
BUT
i must say
it's gettin' hot
down here
yeah, i;m in fear
and in tears
Heavenly Father
why does it seem
that my dreams
can never cream
to the top
of the cake
yeah I yearn
to turn
great
but all I seem to do
is
wait
for my fate
yeah,
good
or
bad
happy
or
sad
but all I seem
to scream
as I dream
is
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
but I would also
love
to feel
that way
everyday
and not just say
that phrase
yeah, I yearn
to be forever amazed
Goodnight Word
yeah birds of Light
please watch over me
and my mom
tonight
yeah Word
please
don't let our knees
touch Hell
or even
smell
smoke
yeah please don't let
our eyes get wet
or our spirits
before we are woke
by the sun
or before you come
back
in
the
flesh
yes Word
please bless
our rest
with no stress
yes Lord
please bless
our bedtime
our hearts
our minds
our souls
yeah in this
cold cold world
yeah, please
protect
your little girls
in Jesus Name
with no pain
amen
Good morning Word
have you heard
every single thing
that my heart wants to sing
and bring to the surface
of this land
Yeah Word
take my hand
and write your plan
of
I can
and
I will
by the still
waters
Yeah Word
be my Father
be my teacher
be my preacher
be my leader
yeah be my,,,
HEATER
on those
COLD
nights
God
why
do
the young
die
yeah
that is something
that always makes me cry
and breakdown
yeah King
where is Your crown
when things like this happen
yeah Captain
where is your ship
when a young life
slips
away
yeah Father
your daughter
is really confused
by the news
today
yeah
no
child's
play
rescue
911
God
sometimes it's just
so hard
for me
to let down
my guard
and to be apart
of a friendship
that just might slip
out of my hands
but it just might be
a part of your plan
that I just don't understand
or like
yeah Lord,
sometimes
being vulnerable
really
bites
yeah, despite
the growth
of my inside
my pride
oftentimes
takes a side seat
and weeps
to keep
ongoing
to Ali -known
GOD
please take my hand
and write out your plan
yes LORD
help me to understand
this quicksand
called my life
Yes, please CHRIST
line by line
make it fine
like a vine
yeah, make it grow
so I will know
which way to go
from day to day
yeah let me
be
okay
like a tree
planted
yeah full access
granted
YEAH IN JESUS NAME
BRING ON THE RAIN
AMEN
DANG
it's a shame
how so many people
see
me
with a disability
as one big disease
brother, please
I'm on my spiritual knee
feelin' like a greasy sleaze
for a pause
I didn't cause
or a pain
I don't want to
claim
but I have
as I laugh
in silence
yeah, so i won't
become
violent
while
waitin' for
my open door
of
humble healing
MAN
this human
right here
is clearly horny
yeah this single sista's life
is really stormy
and needs Christ
to make another sacrifice
yeah, because obviously
the last one
didn't take one
yeah, because
I'm still feelin'
real
sinful
and free
but I won't to
be
in a sea
of blood
yeah, drowning in a flood
because of...
my clowning
neglect
and disrespect
of
THE DIVINE
but i do need
to change my speed
and wash my mind 1
MAN
i can still
feel
my flesh
and i still
feel
like a real
mess
yeah, i must confess
I don't feel
blessed
BUT
GUESS WHAT?
I KNOW I AM
A SLAMDUNK
but
my inner-truck
it's still
crooked
yeah, so I still need to book it
yeah. i still need to read
THE BIBLE
and feed on
day
and night
yeah, until my will
get 100%
right
DESIRE
put out your fire
in my flesh
yes,
take your mess
MOVE
to another home
yeah, leave Christ's
ALONE
now, I know
I was so wrong
for letting you in
to encourage me to sin
BUT
GUESS WHAT?
NEVER AGAIN
I hope
or I will see
a rope
for me
in eternity
but
in Hell
yeah, which would not
be well
DAMN
my flesh
is a mess
BUT
my spirit
is blessed
YES
beyond repair
BUT YET AND STILL
my flesh's will
doesn't seem to care
or is just completely unaware
that my life
belongs to Christ
YEAH MY BREATH
was not meant
to see death
or destruction
BUT SOMETIMES
when the sunshine doesn't shine
I have fun
with my body
and mind
BUT
that is not the kind
of love
I want to display
YEAH, I NEED
SOME
DELIVERANCE
TODAY
