SADLY CONFUSED

 GOD

i'm writing to you 

because i feel like that what i have to do 

to turn my blue 

back to sunny 

yeah, the lack of money 

just isn't funny 

and the feeling of lonely 

is just baloney

and there's is noting 

ballsy 

about having cerebral palsy 

but i do 

and i am 

slammed with emotions 

like a ocean 

to a shore 

yeah my core

 doesn't wanna  go through this 

anymore

yeah my heart is so sore 

because my life 

feels like one big chore 

but Christ 

please don't misunderstand   

i do like being your left hand 

yeah writing all over this land 

and just saying 

i'm sadly confused 

by my eye views

at this moment