MAN
being handicap
will make you
break
for God's sake
yeah, with every ache
I take
after a snake
bites me
or no one really likes me
yeah that's when
true humility
sneaks in
like a friend
yeah, no pretend
you are weak
and can't really
sleep
deep
in the sheets
BUT GOD
makes
the hard things
grow wings
yeah, pain
makes kings
and queens
reign
Today
my spirit got lifted
yeah my pain got shifted
to praise
yeah, I'm so amazed
by my Lord
yeah, this can't be ignored
yeah, because
today I was shown, love
and giving things, I couldn't afford
yeah, I have been lonely
i have been bored
but God heard my cry, today
and somehow
someway
he made me feel real
and okay
yeah even in the gray
demon
yeah get off my finances
yeah, stop giving those dirty dances
to my wealth
yeah, those are bad
to my health
yeah, debts
causes death
yeah, no more breath
left for life
yeah, no more currency
from Christ
yeah, who sacrificed
it all
so I won't fall
for your crap
or your trap
so get back
lack of funds
yeah, better yet
YOU BETTER RUN
Yeah, even though it looks like Hell
and I can't stand the smell
according to God
it shall be well
yeah, whatever this is
that I'm going through
and can't really see the full view
yeah, this i know it true
it shall be well
yeah, well within God's rights
yeah, whatever is good
in his sight
yeah, one day
and one way or another
i will see
me
take flight
like a kite
or a plane
yeah, feeling no pain
no shame
or internally rain
yes, Lord. all will be gain
yeah, no lack
or turning back
yeah, just like that
WELL
GOD
i'm writing to you
because i feel like that what i have to do
to turn my blue
back to sunny
yeah, the lack of money
just isn't funny
and the feeling of lonely
is just baloney
and there's is noting
ballsy
about having cerebral palsy
but i do
and i am
slammed with emotions
like a ocean
to a shore
yeah my core
doesn't wanna go through this
anymore
yeah my heart is so sore
because my life
feels like one big chore
but Christ
please don't misunderstand
i do like being your left hand
yeah writing all over this land
and just saying
i'm sadly confused
by my eye views
at this moment
in my head
i got a husband
and he swears
to be there
until one of us
is dead
yeah, and the kids
that I birth and bread
are in the next room
dancing to some tunes
but sadly, I don't see
this happening to me
for real,
no, this is just how I feel
in the still of the night
yeah, I wish
that I could
get a good
kiss
and beheld
tight
yeah, all would be right
in my sight
but no one even likes me
in that way
so in my head
and in bed
is where my dreams
will stay
and play
okay?
MAN
in my mind
for real
i feel
like i am running
out of time
yeah, that why I
walk
towards
the sunshine
slowly
but
surely
indeed
yeah, I save my speed
to read and write
day and night
yeah, because
once my soul
takes flight
or my breath
sees death
what's left?
nothing
but something
I wrote
or a quote
from THE WRITTEN
WORD
my hand
wants a man
and my heart
wants a hug
yeah my body
wants somebody
to be here
and to hear me
clearly
and sincerely
yeah, dearly
my insides
want this
yeah, like a kiss
or to be missed
but my head
says love is dead
for me
yeah, because
I can't see
a romantic reality
in front of what I want
but I bet
that my needs are met
by the Lord
GOD
take my hands
and my stands
to work out your plans
on this landscape
yes, Lord really make it great
yeah, before the Earth deflates
like a pancake
on a plate of the heat
yes, Father, make this world sweat
to eat
or tasty like meat
on a grill
yeah, for real
please make the sun standstill
again
and calm the wind
within every human
yeah please reverse
every curse
and take us back to first
Man,
breath and death
are both some crazy weathers
yeah, one I wish that we would never see
and the other one...
without we won't be
yeah, seriously
bein' alive
is one big bribe
yeah, because eventually
one day
we will all die
yeah, we will all cry
mercy me
this can't be
yeah, we should all live
on Earth
for eternity
yeah, forever birthed
Ronnie,
this is day #2
of missin' u
yeah, feelin' grey
feelin' blue
yeah, what's a girl to do?
but moun you
yeah, after over 32 years
yeah, my heart still filled with tears
but I know u r still lookin' over my shoulder
yeah, eyes of the beholder
Ronnie,
it's so funny
how i talked about you today
yeah, it's got me feelin' some type of way
yeah, which is ...
grey and blue
yeah, missin' you
is still true
and painful
yeah, I still miss you
my angel
my friend
yeah, the strongest person
I know
that lives in the wind
MAN,
my heart still wants love
bur my head
thinks that love is dead
for me
yeah I can't see
me being trusting enough
yeah. this road is rough
and romance
is just something
I can't chance
yeah, if i can't trust
a so-called friend
how can trust?
my surplus
God, please help me
silence my complaints
and my anxiousness
yeah, before I walk the plank
or lose the rank of righteousness
yeah, the bible says . i am blessed
but I must confess
that when I lay down to rest
I don't feel like it
yeah, sometimes I wish was...
psychic
so I could see
what's gonna happen to me
in the future
yeah, meaning tomorrow
yeah, a.k.a borrowed time
yeah, before my mind
goes blind
in the dark
of my heart
yeah. please Daddy
help me part
the red sea
within me
yeah, in Jesus name
please let me see
a wider frame
God, please explain
this rain
that falls on my calling
am i stalling?
or not moving fast enough
yeah, why is my road getting so rough?
and heavy
I, mean, I thought my hand was steady
and my heart was ready
but I feel like spaghetti
in a very hot pot
yeah, Lord, make it stop
turn me off
don't add sauce
to my lost
just turn me off
yeah, don't let me burn
yeah, just let me learn
from whatever
comes my way
before you come back to stay
okay?
no, more pain
no more rain
in Jesus name
okay
to me
a foolish thing
would be
for me
to ask God
for wings
but all I want is...
to walk on land
like man
yeah, and leave footprints
in the sand
yeah, I can, i can
according to God's plan
or God's word
yeah, i think i heard
or reed
while laying in my bed
yeah, crimson red
which means ...
God is not dead
so my dreams
can get fed
yeah my head
and my legs
will one day
not move like pegs
but more like...
what humans are doing
yeah, that's what I'm pursuing
before the open door
closes forever
but right now,
Child,
this is some good...
walking weather
MAN
whenever i start to walk
i wanna walk in a park
yeah in the light
and in the dark
yeah, can't you see my heart beating?
out of my cheat
but I'm not scared
or stressed
no, I'm excited
and blessed
yes, I must confess
when that day comes
yeah, when I can walk
and maybe run
towards the sun
my feelings
and feet
will have
so much fun
yeah all will be well
and done
yeah, in Jesus Name
no more pain
only gain
amen
hey heavenly father
this is your daughter
still waiting
to walk on water
or even concrete
would be sweet
and yeah,
I would feel
real complete
yeah, instead of
complex
yeah, to flex
my feet
to a beat
would be
so neat
yeah, a treat
to behold
and kept close
to my soul
yeah, until my will
gets old
God my wish is this
to walk in this world
like a normal girl
yeah, no flips or twirls
just walking
no stalking
just walking
and maybe
some crazy
running
but either way
what i am trying to say
before i die
Lord, please give me a reply
yeah, let me walk on by
yeah, on Earth
and then, the sky
yeah, in Jesus Name
simple and plain
amen
this time next year
i will have no fear
and I will only cry happy tears
and I will live more outside than I do in
and spend more time with friends
yeah until the end
of my time
and rhyme
on Earth
yeah my birth
has worth
thirst
hunger
wonder
and than some
and yeah this time next year
I will speak more clear
walk and run
yeah until
kingdom come
yeah in JESUS NAME
I WILL FEEL NO REAL...
PHYSICAL PAIN
