MY LIFE IMPACT

for a lot of my life
i have been suicidal
but now here i sit
in my wheelchair
feeling bridal
yeah i wanna get married
yeah i want a new arrival
yeah a day
to go my way
and nothing else
yeah i want day all for myself
yeah the doors open
and i'm just coasting
or so it seems
in my dreams
yeah the cream
to God's crop
yeah until my heart stop
but now i'm looking at a clock
and there's no man to hold my hand
in the sand
to propose
yeah there's no rose
but i still wanna see how my life goes