I AM ALWAYS HERE

HEY IT'S HAS BEEN AWHILE
SINCE YOU FELT MY STYLE, MY CHILD
LIKE A BELT ON YOUR WAIST
BUT WRAP THE TEARS OF YOUR FACE
BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN HERE, MY DEAR
WITH MUCH GRACE
YEAH, JUST LOOK AT THIS PLACE
YEAH IN CASE YOU DIDN'T KNOW,
I MADE HEAVEN AND EARTH
AND SUNSHINE AND SNOW
SO JUST GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE
AND REMAIN STRONG
LIKE A ROCK SONG
YEAH LIKE ME
AND THEN YOU WILL SEE
MT THRILLS
AND FEEL MY PRESENCE
MY SWEET ADOLESCENT
BECAUSE MY LOVE IS EFFERVESCENT
SO NO WORRIES
OR HURRIES
OKAY?
BECAUSE I WILL ALWAYS MAKE A WAYI

LET THE JOURNEY BEGIN

YESTERDAY WAS BAD
YEAH YESTERDAY I WAS SAD
AND GOT MAD
BUT MY HEAVENLY DAD
GIVE ME A NEVER DAY TO SAY "GOOD MORNING"
WITH NO WARNING
JUST YAWNING
AND BRAINING IN MY BED
BECAUSE HE BLEED FOR ME TO HAVE THIS DAY
YEAH RATHER OR SUNNY
I THINK HIM FOR THE MILK AND HONEY
OR THE CHICKEN STOCK
AND MORE TIME ON THE CLOCK
YEAH LET'S ROCK ANS ROLL
BECAUSE MY SOUL HAS BEEN REFRESHED BY THE BEST
SO I DO REST AGAIN
IT WILL BE LIKE SLEEPING IN THE WIND
BUT FOR NOW, WOW LET THE JOURNEY

"GOOD MORNING TODAY"

GOOD MORNING GOD
YESTERDAY WAS VERY HARD
YEAH YESTERDAY I GOT VERY SCARRED
BUT I GUESS MY GUARD DOWN WILL LOW
BECAUSE TODAY I AM MOVING VERY SLOW
BUT I AM A LIVE THOUGH
I GUESS SO I CAN STILL GROW
OR WORK YOUR PLAN ON THIS LAND
YEAH MAKE IT GRAND, I UNDERSTAND
SO THAT'S WHY I SAY "GOOD MORNING TODAY"

FOR MILES AND MILES

MAN IS WALKING REALLY THAT GREAT?
IF SO, MAN I CAN'T WAIT TO BE ABLE TO IT ON MY OWN
YEAH LIKE A CHOIR SINGS A SONG
THAT BRING THE HOUSE DOWN
AND PUTS A SMILE ON A SAD CLOWN
YEAH I WANT TO GET AROUND TOWN
IN THE BEST WAY
WHICH IS MY FEET
YEAH I WANT TO GO DEEP INTO THE MOUNTAINS
LIKE WATER IS IN FOUNTAINS
OR FALLS
YEAH, I WANT TO DO IT ALL
IN THE CALL OF THE WILD
BY IN THE STYLE OF GOD'S CHILD
YEAH FOR MILES AND MILES
AMEN
UNTIL I SEE HEAVENLY LAND

BABY STEPS

MAN, I WISH I COULD STAND ON MY ON
IS THAT WRONG?
WHEN GOD SAYS NO
OR NOT NOW MY CHILD
WOW, WHAT A POW TO MY HEART
BUT I CAN'T DEPART FROM EARTH YET
YEAH, BECAUSE GOD WON'T LET ME
YEAH, HE STILL WANTS ME TO BE
STILL LIKE A TREE
IN THE COMMUNITY
UNLESS THE WINDS MOVES MY BRANCHES LIKE HANDS
OR GRAINS OF SAND ON THIS LAND
YEAH, GOD'S PLAN IS TO BE WITH A DISABILITY
YEAH NOT ABLE TO DO ALL THINGS
OR FLAP ALL OF MY WINGS WITHOUT HIM
BECAUSE HE IS THE KING CRAB OF REHAB
SO I MUST GRAB ON
UNTIL MY WILL IS STRONG FOR THE ROUGH STUFFF

YOU HAVE SO MUCH WORTH

i know you are probably sleep
but my feelings for you are very deep
yeah sometimes they make me wept
and that sometimes really creeps me out
that i don't want to live without you
but i have i to
in a sense
because you have a life
and i have mine
yeah sometimes we aren't intertwine
ans i feel left behind
or short of breath
without you i swear do
but my feelings are true
like the sky is blue
or like the day is new
yes you are my crew
yeah even though it is just one of you
you represent like clark kent
on earth
you have so much worth my friend
and i hope i get to see you again

WRITING IN THE SAND

some pain i cannot explain
and it's not because i feel shame
it jus' hurts to much bring it up
so yeah good luck on tryin' to get me to share
but maybe if i see that you really care for me
i will
but still
it hurts
like dirt in a cut
or an enema in the butt
but to you know what?
sometimes that is needed before you see the sunshine
or feel the rhythm in the rhyme
so i'm kinda glad whenever i do feel sad
or mad
because my heavenly dad
has a plan for all of this writing in the sand

Tornado Watch

cloudy days
are emotions mazes
for some people
but as long as i have a steeple
i'm fine
like old wine
in a barrel
yeah i'm fly like a sparrow
in the sky
no lie
or no die for me
yeah my spirit will always live like royalty
yeah even if my body says something else
yeah meaning it has no breath left in it anyone
but open up heaven's door
because my core loves God real hard
because he gave me my first start
so i drop my guard when it comes to him
yeah i swim in the water like a daughter should
yeah even if it doesn't feel so good
like a piece of wood in a finger
or like a real stinger to the soul
but life can be hot and cold
so hold on

A VERY FLAVORFUL MEAL FOR REAL

I had some good food
thanks to a really good dude
who us never rude
or crude
yes his mood is always warm
so no harm
from dusk to dawn
so i can run towards the sun
and not get burn
yeah with him i lean
yeah with him turn
and swim into the deep
until i feel asleep
and that makes me wept
tears of joy
because boy life can be like toy
which is oftentimes fake
but GOD'S LOVE IS always great

SOME COMMON COURTESY PLEASE

people seem to take my kindness for weakness
which really makes my soul scream
but it like a dream
or a nightmare
yeah it's not fair
how people don't seem to care
how i feel
yeah like my heart is steel
but it is flesh
so someone's will can kill it
with a slit from a ice-pick
or some words
or some actions
yeah i too deserve some satisfaction
or some respect
yeah because i do bleed and need
and damn i am slippery when wet

THE TRUE MEANING OF SEXY

now i'm aware that my wheelchair is not sexy
but i'm so ready to be romantically loved
yeah my heart and hands need a glove
of protection
yeah i'm ready for some affection
and some life lessons
as a wife
yeah that would be so nice
yeah like paradise to me
yeah i'n so ready to be free
yeah to have some forever company
yeah until my human will dies
yeah no more lonely cries
from my eyes
or my soul
yeah i long to feel something real
which is...
beautiful

GOD'S GIRL

so God did it again
yeah he woke up his friend
who has sin
once or twice
yeah he loves to be nice
to his sugar and spice
yeah his paradise on earth
yeah since birth...
i have woke up thousands of times
yeah with or without sunshine
but that's fine
because God didn't have to be that kind
yeah i could've woke up blind
or without a sound mind
but here i sit
in no pit
and i'm lit
like a match
listening to H.E.R.'S "Facts"
which is a really dope track
but back to what i was saying...
God don"t be playing
so with him i'm staying #WOKE

HEAVEN 24/7

HELLO 24 HOURS
YEAH HELLO APRIL SHOWERS
BRING ON GOD'S POWER
FOR AS LONG AS YOU CAN
YEAH MAKE ME FORGET ABOUT WANTING A MAN TO HOLD MY HAND
AND MORE
YEAH PLEASE MAKE ME FORGET ABOUT THE INNER WARS
AND THE SORES THAT THEY HAVE CAUSED
YEAH MAKE ME FORGET ABOUT IT ALL
THAT WASN'T CALLED TO ME
YES LORD SET ME FREE
WITHOUT A KEY
YES JUST LET ME BE...
WET OR CLEAN
DO YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
YOUR QUEEN IS TIRED
BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE FIRED
YEAH I'M GLAD THAT I WAS HIRED, DAD
BUT SOMETIMES MY MIND GETS SAD
AND MY HEART FEELS LIKE IT'S BEEN HAD
WHICH IS BAD, I KNOW
BUT I'M JUST BEING HONEST THOUGH
WITH A POETIC FLOW
IN HOPES TO LOOSEN THIS ROPES
YEAH SO I CAN REALLY COPE WITH THIS CULTURE
I WAS PLACED IN
NO FATHER, I DON'T WANT SIN
I JUST WANT TO WIN
AND TO BE LET BACK IN HEAVEN 24/7

IF LIFE WAS FAIR

if life was fair
i wouldn't be in chair
yeah if life was fair
i wouldn't be me
yeah having cerebral palsy is...
very ballsy
instead
yeah even if i need...
help
taking care of myself
but my breath still works
yeah my will is still strong
yeah even if my days feel long
yeah even if my life hurts
or i feel like dirt sometimes
my heart and mind are fine
yeah my heart is kind
and THE DIVINE is...
my life line
of this grind
called u-haul
but through it all
my PA has remain true to this frame
yeah life is not a game
yeah life is not fair

GREEN

i wish i had more money
no i'm not being funny, honey
and i wish i had someone to kiss also
but i know i have all that i need for right now
but this child is being greedy like a sin
because i was born to win
because my kin Christ saved my life
more than twice
and that was very nice of him
but sometimes i still feel really stuck
with no bucks chuck
or not enough to get the stuff i want
but i don't won't to sound ungrateful clown
but i must come clean...
my inside are a little green

GRAY

cerebral palsy has been a challenge
but i am trying to find a happy balance in my mind
before my time is up here
but i'm really not clear
how to keep all of my tears inside
this bumpy ride called Earth
but my Father said my birth has worth
or else i would be dead
or would've never been a thought in God's head
but instead i was..
because he said
but for reason i still don't fully know
but i would like to...
yeah, so i could be through with this life
and move on to paradise
because sometimes my life doesn't shine
and it really hurts like a knife
yes, my heart has been sliced
but i still want to play nice
and do The Lord's will
but i still feel the way i feel everyday
which is gray

THE KING OF ALL THINGS GOOD

so here we go again my friend
yeah the Creator of sun and wind
so there's no reason to pretend
because he knows that i have sin
and still his will chose me to be
yeah just like the seas and trees on earth
yeah i have worth
yeah my birth quinces a thirst
from deep within my heavenly kinship
yeah i was meant to slipped...
out of mother and go farther than Christ got to
yeah to help you go through blue and green
you know what i mean?
yeah your scream, dreams, and in between
yeah until we see the king of all things good
yeah knock on wood
amen