MY LIFEGUARD

GOD ONLY YOU
GET ME THROUGH
THE BLUE AND YELLOW
YEAH YOU ARE MY FELLOW
YOU KEEP ME MELLOW
YEAH YOU KEEP ME SANE
IN MY PAIN
OR ON MYS RAINY DAYS
SO I RIDE THE WAVES
IN THIS INNER TUBE
IN A GOOD MOOD
BECAUSE I'M WITH YOU GOD
AND YOU HOLDING ME HIGH
AND KEEPING ME DRY
AND I THANK YOU
FROM THE BOTTOM OF HEART
MY LIFEGUARD

NEW DAY THANKS

GOD THANK YOU FOR THIS DAY
THAT I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT
YES THANK YOU FOR THIS DAY
THAT I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
AND SO I SHOUT TO THE HEAVENS
AS I LOOK TO THE SKY
AND START TO CRY
BECAUSE MY HEART IS SO FULL
OF LOVE
I CAN'T PULL BACK MY EMOTIONS
YES MY TEARS ARE FLOWING LIKE AN OCEAN
OR A WATERFALL
BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW IT ALL
BUT YOU DO
AND I TRUST YOU
IN THIS NEW DAY
YOU SENT MY WAY
AND I'M OKAY
SO FAR
AND I LOOK FORWARD TO
SEEING THE STARS
WITH YOU TONIGHT

IF EDEN COULD TALK

GOD IT IS A TRIP TO BE YOUR PEA-POD
BUT I AM GROWING
YEAH EVEN IF IT'S NOT SHOWING TO REST OF THE WORLD
THIS GIRL IS GOING TO BE A WOMAN
EVENTUALLY
BIG ENOUGH TO BE PICKED OFF THE TREE
SO OTHERS COULD SEE
YOUR GLORY THROUGH ME
YOUR SWEET-PEA
FULL OF GREEN THINGS
TO SING ABOUT
YEAH THIS IS A GOOD DINNER
YEAH THIS IS A WINNER
THANKS TO GOD
THE FATHER OF ALL THINGS GOOD
AND ALL THINGS STRONG LIKE WOOD
YEAH STUFF THAT LAST A LONG TIME
YEAH LIKE THIS RHYME
WHICH WILL BE HERE WAY AFTER I PASS
BECAUSE I AM JUST SOME MASS PASSING THROUGH
ON MY WAY TO HEAVEN
BUT FOR EVERY 24/7 I'M GRANTED
ON THIS PLANT
I'M SUPPOSED TO MAKE A LIVING
OF GIVING
BACK
WHAT YOU PUT IN ME

MY KINSHIP WITH A GUITAR A.K,A. A SUPERSTAR

man i wish i could play the guitar
like my uncle t.c. used to
yeah he made being blue
sound so cool
to me
yeah i had a rocking family tree
living right next to me
growing me up though
yeah teaching how to flow
like water
or like GOD'S DAUGHTER
but i didn't know it then
yeah i was just blowing in wind
yeah i was just listening to my kin
and loving every minute of it
yeah that's when...
music became a really good friend
to me
yeah like a key
to a lock
or time to a clock
yeah i never wanted him stop
playing
because him and his guitar
was really saying
to me
yeah honestly
they were saying...
hold on
be strong
because you do belong
in this song
yeah even long after i'm gone
but i didn't know it then
yeah my kinship with a guitar
a.k.a a superstar

YES FATHER KEEP ON SHOWING ME YOUR GRACE

keep on surprising
daddy
and opening my eyes
yes until i fully realize
your will
and your ways
for my days
yeah no matter what phase
i'm in
or if swimming in sin
because the beginning
wasn't supposed to be
like that for me
yes i was meant to be blessed
and not stressed
until my body rest
in a casket
or i atop being a basket case
yes father...
keep on showing me your grace

HE SAID MY DEAR DAUGHTER

HE SAID
I AM BREAD
I AM WATER
DAUGHTER
SO FEAST
ON ME
BABY
YEAH
LIKE
IT'S YOUR LAST MEAL
BECAUSE I AM LOVE
AND I AM REAL
AND I WILL LEAD YOU
TO STILL WATERS
MY DAUGHTER
SO NO WORRIES
OR HURRIES
I GOT YOU
AND I WILL GET YOU
THROUGH
WHATEVER TRIAL
MY CHILD
SO REST EASY
UNLESS
YOU ARE
PLEASING ME
SO LISTEN UP
BABY GIRL
BECAUSE REMEMBER
I CREATED THIS WORLD
AND YOUR BROTHER CHRIST
SPENT 33 YEARS OF HIS LIFE THERE
SO HE KNOWS WHERE EVERY RIVER FLOWS
AND WHERE EVERY ROAD LEADS
SO IF YOU NEED ANYTHING...
JUST ASK
AND WE WILL ANSWER
LIKE A PRANCER
MY DEAR DAUGHTER

NO ROOM TO BE SAD

GOG
YOU AND ME
WILL BE
TOGETHER
FOREVER
BECAUSE
YOU LOVE
ME
AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE
NO MATER HOW STRANGE
THIS WORLD GETS
BECAUSE YOU MADE IT
YEAH JUST LIKE YOU MADE ME
YEAH YOU ARE THE KEY
TO OUR LOCKS
OR THE CODE TO ALARMS
SO NO HARM
DO YOU WANNA SEE
HAPPEN TO WE
OR SHOULD I SAY US
TO BE
GRAMMATICALLY CORRECT
AND THAT AFFECTS ME
GREATLY
AND I'M SO GLAD
DAD
SO THERE'S NO ROOM TO BE SAD
IN MY HEART
RIGHT?

MENTAL PHOTOGRAPH

she's still here
in my tears
and in laugh
yeah i see her
in my mental photograph
and i stare
because i care
about where she's at for real
and where i'm at still
in mind
yeah feeling left behind
while she shines
with the divine
but it makes such a beautiful rhyme
even though the heartbreak is...
so much to take...
at times
but my mind is fine
with some photographs
and the sound of her laugh
but now that's she not around
there are tears coming down my face
as i look up at this mental photograph

THE GREAT 38 TIMETABLE

38
is great
because God let me see it
yes God let me be it
like a light switch
or a perfect pitch
that has been sung
or a perfect race
that has been run
by the only one who could
yes the only one who stood
for something good on the podium
or the platform
which is nice and warm
even in a storm
especially in a storm
where there are raging wind
and water
yes he protected
his daughter
over 38 times
with his divine mind
and faithful friendship
he gave and saved my life
and i'm eternally grateful
for making me able
to see this timetable
AMEN
IN ALL OF CHRIST'S
MULTIPLE NAMES

A BODY OF WORK

outside a body of water
there stands God's daughter
yeah God's masterpiece
that is ready to release
on the world
yeah a fair and rare pearl
made from sand
and a for bigger plan
that she doesn't fully understand
but she's totally committed to...
The Man
who bared
His Soul
and body
to help everybody
for eternity
but then can me
out of the sea
but not from a belly
of a whale
but from a female
just to tell the story
all over again
so when he comes back for me
he will see...
that he's body of work
has grown
to heights still unknown
to earth
but has greater worth
inside and out
of this body
which is me
or you
so just do
the work
of The Master
until the afterlife
or paradise

THANK MY HEAENLY PRINCE

i can always talk to you
yes i can always be truly...
honest
yes this you promised me
when i was a baby
i'm sure of
because i feel so much love
and security
and that's give me so much serenity
and liberty
in a sense
so thank you my heavenly prince
who hung on fence
for me
so i could later see
how good i would have it
so with that said
i grab my heart
and my head
and they both led
me
to write this
poetic kiss
that will turn into mist
or bliss
wherever you exist
until i can thank you
in person
my prince

UNSPOKEN

as i lay in my bed
i say a prayer in my head
because i know that God is aware
of what i really care about
so i don't say it out loud
and also in case of crowds
but grace covers me
so i'm free
as can be
yeah like a tree
in the wind
or like a heart in a friend
man i wish my bed could spin
or give me a kiss
for making me feel like this
unspoken
no i'm not joking
or choking
on my thoughts
because i don't wanna get caught
or judge
so that's right
my mouth is plugged up tonight

OUT OF CONTROL BUT UNDER GOD

tears
flows
for reason i don't know
maybe my soul is sad
or feeling bad
about something
but tears
aren't for nothing
so as they flow
i really wanna know
yeah so i can grow
and better understand
God's plan
for me on this land
or should i say in life
until i see paradise
but for now
i just wanna know
why these tears flow?
please
if i could get on my knees i would
yeah just to feel better
yeah just to change this strange weather
of my soul
yeah because right now
this child is out of control
but under God

ANOTHER DELICIOUS DAY

once again
my body has wind
yes my body has breath left
in it
yeah God held the switch
to my pitch
so i still have will
and purpose
on this earth
because i woke up again
and that a win
yeah that's a plus trust
or a pie's crust
yeah delicious

BEAUTY IN MY BEAST OF GRIEF

man
you just don't understand
how much i miss your energy
next to me
constantly
charging me up
which was a blessing
yeah not luck
but now i'm stuck
in my home
along
trying to be strong
but even that feel wrong
and makes my days seems real long
but i will continue to move on
without you
but only because...
God wants me
and i choose remain true
to whatever he created me to do
yes even when i'm blue
because my friends are gone
or don't wanna be around me
but honestly
i see...
beauty in my beast
of grief

I AM IS HERE

I HAVE LOST FRIENDS
I HAVE LOST FAM
BUT I AM IS STILL AROUND
YES HE IS
HANDLE BIZ
BECAUSE HE IS A WIZ
IN THIS WORLD
AND ELSEWHERE
YEAH I SWEAR
HE CARES ABOUT MY AFFAIRS
AND THE HAIRS ON MY HEAD
AND HOW DO I KNOW THIS TO BE SO
WELL FOE ONE THE BIBLE
AND FOR ANOTHER MY MOTHER
WHO DOCTOR'S SAID SHOULD BE DEAD
BUT SHE'S HERE
AND SO I'M I
WITH A REASON TO CRY
RATHER HAPPY OR SAD
BECAUSE MY HEAVENLY DAD
WHO LOVES ME
UNCONDITIONAL
IS HERE WITH ME
EARTHLY
SPEAKING
SO I'M STRAIGHT
BECAUSE HE IS GREAT
I'M SO GRATEFUL
HALLELUJAH
AMEN

LIVING SACRIFICE

i got a lot on my mind
but that's not a crime
that just shows that i'm....
alive
yeah with the ability to...
thrive
in this world
yeah even though your girl
was born this way
yeah with a disability
i don't play
well maybe
with words
i just as valuable
as birds
or trees
or knees
yeah y'all need me
to be
here
but with a clear
in it's prime
and full of rhymes
or full of thoughts
that get caught up in...
the wind
sacrifice

I LOVE BEING PUT TO USE

here i go again
blowing in like the wind
yeah writing my emotions down
like a clown
who only frowns
on the inside
yeah it's so wild
how a smile
can hide so much
but i have yet to lose touch
of the real me
but i don't let many see
or do i?
well maybe when i cry
through a pen
which a win
in my book
yeah take a look
or a drink
at this brook
designed by The Divine
so i'm fine
and growing
like a vine
yeah i can produce wine
or juice
yeah i love being put to use
by God

THE TRUE ROCKY

GOD YOU ARE MY ROCK
AND I PROMISE THAT I WILL NEVER STOP
ROLLING IN YOUR DIRECTION
AND CRAVING YOUR PROTECTION
BECAUSE YOUR LOVE
AND YOUR RESURRECTION
SAVED MY LIFE
YES SAVED ME FROM THE KNIFE
AND SAVED ME FROM THE FIRE
THAT DOESN'T TAKE ME HIGH
BUT MAKES ME BURN
BUT BECAUSE OF YOU...
I LEARN
I BREATHE
I BELIEVE
I ACHIEVE
YES MY SOUL...
ROWS
ON YOUR BOAT ASHORE
AND HALLELUJAH
MORE
DOORS
ROLL THROUGH
FOR YOU
BECAUSE YOU DID IT FOR...
ME
ROCKY
AND I AM TRULY
THANKFUL
FOR THIS MOMENT
YEAH FOR THIS...
OAR
OR THIS...
CORE
THAT LEADS ME
TO BE
LIKE..
YOU

YES THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE

my think-tank is never blank
my heart is never empty
so come with me
to see
what i'm gonna be
next
or what i'm gonna text
or what muscle i'm gonna flex
yeah like a Tyrannosaurus Rex
yeah because i can
except i'm human
meaning i'm stronger
and i will last longer
yeah even after i'm going i mean
because God made me a queen
yeah even before...
i hit this earthly scene
yeah before my body was clean
my spirit was pure
and sure
yeah before i endured anything
the angels started to sing
over what The King...
had done
and will do
in this boo
which is me
yes the truth will set you free

GET UP AND GO

Saturdays
can be fun
running errands
or spending time with family
and friends
yeah when you make it that way
yeah your day doesn't have to be gray
yeah it can be as bright as you like
yeah even in the night
because it's all in how your sight
perceives things
yeah how will the pendulum swing?
yeah what note will you sing?
or what dish will you bring?
to table
because you are able
because you are woke
yeah full of hope
pulling like a rope
out of a ditch
yeah your breath is the switch
so get up and go

WAKE UP CALL 2017

GOOD MORNING GOD
YEAH GOOD DADDY
THANKS FOR WAKING UP
AND NOT GIVING UP
ON ME
EVEN THOUGH CAN BE
A HANDFUL
AND SOMETIMES CRUEL
OR A BIT OF A FOOL
YOU JUST COOL ME DOWN
AND GIVE ME GROUND
ON THIS ROUND
SURFACE
CALLED EARTH
BECAUSE I HAVE WORTH
THAT'S READY TO BURST
OUT
OF ME
CONSTANTLY
YEAH THAT'S WHY I STILL GET TO SEE
THE SUN
AND DO YOUR WILL
IN THE MORNING
UNTIL THE MOONLIGHT
SO I'M ALRIGHT
AND I'M READY TO
TAKE FLIGHT

THE BEST S.O.S.

prayers go up in the air
and prayers are answered
because God loves and he cares
yeah even about the hairs
on our head
and the tears that we shed
because he is our bread
and water
and if we are his daughters
and sons
we can come
to him and talk
yeah just walk on end
because he is also...
a friend
yeah a candle...
in the wind
and in the dark
because he made all of our hearts
from start
to finish
with no blemish
so bottom-line
our prayers are fine
with father time
no matter when we choose to use
that power
because his hours
are not like here
and he knows no fear
so all is clear
in his ear
so have at it
walkies-talkie

The Inner-facings of God

rain rain go away
yeah pain i don't wanna play
with you today
so i will sit still and pray
until the blue and gray
go away
and are replaced
with love and grace
yeah which is the inter-facings of God
in Jesus's Name
Amen

Be Patient

whenever i stat to feel romantic
i really start to panic
because earthly love doesn't seem to think of me
so i get lonely
and start wishing for a homie
lover
friend
to come in
and sin
but my kin Jesus
says no
and so...
i let it go
but only God really knows
how hard that really is
but His Biz
means a lot to me
because without Him...
i wouldn't be...
here
breathing
and believing
that there's so much more
in store
for me
if i just be...
patient

GOD UP CLOSE

GOD
WE TALK A LOT
AND I PRAY THAT NEVER STOPS
BECAUSE WE PRODUCE GREAT CROPS
TOGETHER
YEAH WE MAKE GREAT WEATHER
YEAH SUNNY
MONEY
YEAH IT'S KINDA FUNNY
IN A GOOD WAY
I MUST SAY
BECAUSE WHEN WE WRITE
MY FRIEND
ALL THE GRAY
SEEMS TO GO AWAY
AND LIGHT SEEMS TO BRIGHTEN UP ROOM
YEAH MY SPIRIT
BECOME A HIGH AIR BALLOON
IN THE SKY
YEAH MY EYE IS WIDE OPEN
AND MY HEART IS HOPING
FOR MORE
DOORS TO OPEN
YEAH ESPECIALLY THE HEAVENLY ONES
SO I CAN RUN
STRAIGHT THROUGH
TO YOU
SO I CAN PHYSICALLY HOLD YOUR HAND
AND SEE YOUR FACE
UP CLOSE

MAN WITH A PLAN

man. it's been said
that we have 70,000 thoughts in our head
a day
okay
that's a lot
to get caught up in
yeah to choose to use
or lose
or to abuse
man my mind is bruise
and hurt
because
my brain
works
over time
because i'm in my prime
yeah i see the sunshine
and the moon glow
yeah to have thoughts is beautiful
and scary
but very necessary
if you really wanna be
alive
like a tree
constantly
growing
or like water
constantly
flowing
like waves
or else
we would be
in graves
or in cages
flipping pages
of none-sense
like some convicts
who now feel real sick
because they didn't know
what to do with....
all their thoughts

MY 24 ROAR

i have twenty-four hours
to use this power
called LIFE
for CHRIST
i have twenty-four hours
to use this power
called BREATH
so no DEATH
shall come
before my job is done
so when i see the sun
i must run
for it
head first
until i burst
into heaven
yeah until i'm levitating
spiritually-speaking
yeah the plot deepens
yeah i get hot
in the right spot
called MY HEART
where all life
starts
on Earth
but real birth
started in GOD'S BRAIN
and CHRIST'S PAIN
so what's in a name
or what's in an hour
should really mean something
to me
and ooooooowee
it does
because
it wasn't for nothing

MY VALENTINE KING

HI MY VALENTINE
HI MY POETIC RHYME
THANKS FOR TREATING ME KIND
AND LOVING ME RIGHT
AND IN THE LIGHT
AS WELL AS IN THE DARK
SO THAT WHY I...
GIVE YOU MY HEART
AND STOP ALL MY GUARDS
AND LET YOU IN
BECAUSE ARE TRUE FRIEND
BECAUSE WHEN I'M DOWN
YOU ARE ALWAYS AROUND
REMINDING ME OF MY CROWN
AS WELL AS YOURS
WHICH I ADORE
AND LOOK FORWARD TO
MY TIME WITH YOU
BECAUSE YOU ARE THE GLUE
THAT HOLDS THIS BOO TOGETHER
YES I CAN SEE FOREVER
WITH US
BECAUSE I CAN TRUST
YOU WITH MY EVERYTHING
MY VALENTINE KING

SANDPAPER

GOD HERE I STAND
WORKING YOUR PLAN
YES WRITING YOU WORDS IN THE SAND
SO THAT THIS LAND
CAN GET TO KNOW YOU BETTER
HOW TO WEATHER THE STORMS
WHENEVER THEY COME
YES THEY WILL RUN
TO YOU AND SON
WHICH IS ONE AND THE SAME
WITH THE HOLY NAME
WHO DOESN'T HOLD ON TO BLAME
OR SHAME
BECAUSE OUR FRAMES
ARE FOR YOUR BIG PICTURE
YES FATHER I AM WITH YOU
UNTIL YOU ARE THROUGH
WITH ME
ON THIS EARTH
BECAUSE ARE THE ONE
WHO PUT WORTH IN ME
JUST LIKE YOU PUT WATER IN THE SEA
AND FRUIT ON A TREE
TO BE
A TOOL
FOR FOOLS
WHO DESIRE GOLD
BUT YOU BIRTHED ME
TO HELP YOU LIGHT A FIRE IN SOULS
WHEN THEY GET COLD
SO HERE I STAND
IN THE SAND
USING MY HAND
WRITE OUT YOUR PLAN
AMEN

I'M JUST DIFFERENT

GOD
MY LIFE IS HARD
WELL MAYBE MY CARDS
ARE JUST DIFFERENT
YEAH I JUST GOTTA PLAY THEM
A CERTAIN WAY
YEAH EVERY SINGLE DAY
IS A DIFFERENT HAND
I MEANING A DIFFERENT PLAN
BUT GOD YOU WROTE IN THE SAND
SO MY FUTURE IS GRAND
AND SET IN STONE
SO I'M NEVER ALONG
NO MATTER HOW WRONG
I FEEL
BECAUSE YOUR LOVE
IS FOREVER REAL
I JUST TO BE STILL
YES UNLESS YOUR WILL
SAYS OTHERWISE
SO FATHER I APOLOGIZE
FOR JUST LOOKING AT MY LIFE
WITH HUMAN EYES
BECAUSE YOURS ARE SO MUCH MORE
AND YOUR DOORS ARE SO MUCH WIDER
AND YOUR LOVE IS LIKE APPLE CIDER
OR A WINTER NIGHT
SO I'M ALRIGHT
I'M JUST DIFFERENT

i am human

i feel pain
i feel shame
i feel blame
but at the same
time
i feel love
and so i write rhymes
to free my mind
and my heart
yes i drop my guard
for my God
because he laid his life down
for me
so you see
i be
because
he came
and took the pain
and the shame
and the blame
yes all in the name
of love

I THANK YOU FATHER FOR EVERY SINGLE BREATH

have i thanked you today Agape?
for my life
and for Christ
who sacrificed
everything
so that i could bring
this creative offering
to you
who made the sky blue
and white
and who just spoke light
to be
before you thought of me
so honestly
i should never let a day go by
without giving it a try
to say thank you for everything
so far
yeah the planets
and the stars
and again for Christ being a friend
and taking all of my sinful scars
so that i wouldn't experience spiritual death
yeah i thank you Father for every single breath

THE EARTH'S CANVAS

man i swear
i see blank pages
everywhere
but for me that's a good thing
like a song to sing
for a singer
or a stinger
to a bee
or a leaf
to a tree
or water
to a sea
yeah for me
i see
creativity
at its' best
and my soul
can't rest
until i test
out
what i have been blessed with
yeah my creative switch
is on
so i can't go wrong
with whatever come out of me
and what y'all see
on the paper that use to be..
blank

I'M PUMPED

MAN I'M SO PUMPED
THAT I FEEL LIKE I'M DRUNK
BUT IN A GOOD WAY
I MUST SAY
BECAUSE GOD WOKE UP TODAY
AND THE FACT THAT HE DID THAT
IS A TRIP
BECAUSE HE COULD HAVE LET ME SLIP
AWAY DURING THE NIGHT
BUT THIS MORNING I SAW SUNLIGHT
ON EARTH
SO I YEAH, I STILL HAVE WORTH
AND WILLPOWER
IN ME
TO BE
SOMETHING
GREATER
NOW
AND LATER
YEAH BECAUSE LATER
MAY NOT COME FOR ME
YEAH I MAY NOT SEE
TOMORROW'S SUN
YEAH I MAY BE DONE
ON EARTH
BUT ONLY GOD KNOWS
SO HERE IT GOES
MEANING THIS IS WHY
I
AM
PUMPED

HAVING FAITH IS THE BEST

LET YOUR FAITH SPEAK
AND NOT YOUR FLESH
BECAUSE THAT IS THE BEST
WAY
TO LIVE LIFE
BECAUSE IT TRULY REFLECTS
CHRIST
AND HIS SACRIFICE
WHILE ON EARTH
AND BECAUSE OF YOUR BIRTH
YOU SHOULD PUT HIM FIRST
AND THIRST FOR HIM ONLY
WHEN YOU ARE LONELY
AND SAD
BECAUSE FOLLOWING THE FLESH
IS BAD
WHEN WE ARE FEELING BROKEN
OR WHEN WE ARE FEELING LIKE...
WE ARE CHOKING
ON OUR OWN VOICES
OR OUR OWN CHOICES
SO YES WE SHALL SILENCE THE NOISES
OF THE FLESH
BECAUSE HAVING FAITH IS THE BEST

Uphill

i see the moon
i see the sun
and they both
make me wanna run
and toast the utmost high
yeah the one
in the sky
who has heard every single word
and every single tear i've cried
and he know when i've lied
because i'm his bride
yeah i'm on his side
so strong
because he loves me even when i'm wrong
so i belong with him
for the long hall
because he changed me
like Saul to Paul
or like Jacob to Israel
yeah all is well
and i must tell
anyone who will
sit still
and listen up

Cheers for Chirst

it really stormed last night
but right now it's alright
yeah there are no frights
to speak of
because GOD loves me
and he loves you too
so yeah the sky is blue
and the sun is yellow
so yeah my mood is mellow
but i'm still ready on a fellow
to turn my insides in jello
in the way
but today i am okay
and that is something to say
out loud
in front of a crowd
of ears
but please save your cheers
for Christ

I CAN EXHALE

my soul
has goals
yes some i know of
and some that my love
hasn't told about yet
but best
he will let
me know soon
yes like a sweet tune
on the radio
yes a good old slow jam
yes one that makes you stop the car
and sing every bar
yes i see myself going far
until my death
or until my last breath
on earth
because i
will never die
spiritually speaking
and know that fact
my faith
deepens
because the same spirit
that made man
has a plan
for me
as well
and it is not hell
so yes i can...
exhale

KINGDOM HERE I COME

I SEE BETTER WEATHER AHEAD
YES AS I FEAST ON THIS HOLY BREAD
AND DRINK THIS SPRING WATER
YES GOD I'M SO HONORED
TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER
YES TO BE YOUR MASTERPIECE
GIVES ME PEACE
OF MIND
BODY
AND SOUL
YES TAKE CONTROL
OF MY LIFE
YES JUST LIKE YOU DID CHRIST
AND NOW HE IS LIVING IN PARADISE
WITH YOU
AND YES I WANT THAT TOO
YES TO LIVE IN THE BRIGHT BLUE
OR THE DEEPEST RED
O HOW MY HEAD
IS SPINNING
JUST THINKING ABOUT IT
I'M WINNING
BECAUSE OF LOVE
YES BECAUSE OF YOUR SON
MY BOTHER
DONE
SO KINGDOM HERE I COME

WHY I AM ALIVE

GOD YOU ARE ON MY MIND
BECAUSE YOU HAVE GIVING ME MORE TIME
ON EARTH
TO SHINE
FOR YOUR GLORY
YES TELL YOUR STORY
OF LIFE
YOUR STORY CHRIST
AND TO OTHERS A SLICE
OF HEAVEN
YES BEFORE THE ELEVENTH HOUR
YES BEFORE YOUR POWER
RUN OUT ON ME
EARTHLY SPEAKING
AND YES MY LOVE FOR DEEPENS
YES EVEN WHEN I'M SLEEPING
BECAUSE YOU ARE IN MY DREAMS
AS WELL AS MY SCREAMS
BECAUSE YOU ARE EVERYTHING
THAT BREATHE AND SINGS
IN MY SOUL
YES LORD
YOU MAKE ME WHOLE
AND YOU ARE...
WHY I AM ALIVE

TODAY'S THANKSGIVING

it doesn't much
to touch
a person heart
yeah a note
a card
will suffice
yeah just a slice
will open someone up
yeah make them not want to give up
and how do i know this to be true?
because before i wrote this for you
someone who i love
thought of me
and wrote me a note
that gave me hope
and i know that GOD so loves me
that he sent my earthly bestie
to say something to me today

CLOUDY CREATIVE

i'm feelin' kinda strange
but i'm not in pain
i just lonely
but what's new
'cause it seems like my insides often scream
"i;m blue "
so then what do i do?
i write
until my inner light
turns bright again
or my soul is cold like the wind
or warm like the sun
but either one
is fine with me
'cause the key
is to feel better
in this stranger weather
i call "cloudy creative"

TODAY TASTED SO GOOD

GOD THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER DAY
AND MAKING A WAY FOR ME TO SAY
HOW I FEEL FOR REAL
IN THE STILL
MOMENTS
OF LIFE
YEAH THANK YOU CHRIST
A VOICE
AND A CHOICE
TO EXPRESS
THE LESSONS
I HAVE LEARNED
AS THIS WORLD TURNS
AND BURNS ME
SOMETIMES
BUT THESE RHYMES
IN THIS HEART OF MINE
MAKES ALL THE PITFALLS FINE
SO THANK YOU LORD AGAIN
FOR BEING A FRIEND
AND BEING SO KIND
WITH YOUR GRACE
BECAUSE TODAY TASTED SO GOOD

HOLD ME GOD

hold me tighter
and make me righter
GOD
because life is hard
and my guard seems low
but in the wrong waay though
so hold me
like a child
or mare like a baby
yes before i go crazy
which is not how you made me
to be
in this earthly reality
that i'm in
and oh how i wish...
that i can be pretend
but pretending feel like a sin
to me
so all i should see
is you
whenever i'm feeling blue
so that's why i'm here
with tears
asking you to hold me
GOD
IN JESUS NAME
with no shame

GROWING CLOSER TO GOD

SO GOD IS HERE
AND SO AM I
HE DOES
AND I TRY
HE ALWAYS TELLS THE TRUTH
AND I SOMETIMES LIE
AND CRY
BECAUSE I'M MOSTLY HUMAN
YEAH MEANING SOME PARTS OF ME
ARE RUINED
OR SHOULD I SAY NOT PERFECT
LIKE GOD
BUT I AM HIS PEA POD
WHICH MEANS I AM GROWING
CLOSER
TO GOD

WALK AND NOT RUN

today didn't go the way
i thought it should
but i am good
because GOD loves me
unconditionally
and nobody else does
because nobody else knows me
like he
honestly
yes he knows my heart
in the dark
and in the light
so i am alright
despite how my life looks
or how shook i feel
because i know that GOD is real
so i shall be still
and trust HIS WILL
for all my tomorrows
to come
yes i shall walk
and not run

UMBILICAL CORD

GOD ONLY KNOW MY REAL DREAMS
AND ONLY YOU HEAR MY SCREAM
AND TEARS
BECAUSE YOU BEING WITH ME
FOR YEAR
YEAH EVEN WHEN...
I HAD NO FRIENDS
OR KNOW WHAT SIN WAS
BECAUSE I WAS JUST A THOUGHT
IN YOUR TRINITY PLAN
YEAH RIGHT AFTER YOU MADE MAN
FROM YOUR BREATH AND SAND
AND NOW I KNOW I CAN:
DREAM
SCREAM
AND CRY
BUT NEVER LIE
TO YOU
BECAUSE YOU
KNOW EVERYTHING
ABOUT THIS QUEEN
BECAUSE YOU ARE THE KING
of kings
and LORD
of lords
BECAUSE YOU MADE...
ALL THE CORDS