A MILLION DOLLAR BABY

I HAVE A MILLION IDEAS
THAT I FEEL THAT WILL
PAY OF ONE DAY
FOR ME
AS WHILE AS
FOR SOCIETY
YES I THINK IN VARIETY
BECAUSE I CAN
BECAUSE I AM WOMAN
YES I AM APART OF A MAN'S WOMB
SO I AM DOUBLE IN-TUNE
SO DON'T STOP OR POP
MY BALLOON
MEANING DON'T EVER ASSUME
THAT I AM NOT AWARE
OR THAT I DO NOT CARE
WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE AIR
BUT I WILL ALWAYS BE FAIR
I SWEAR
BECAUSE GOD PUT IT THERE
WHERE?
INSIDE
THAT'S RIGHT I AM
A MILLION DOLLAR BABY

A PROFESSIONAL CARD PLAYER

FOR ME
THERE'S NOBODY
WHO UNDERSTANDS
A PLAN
LIKE GOD DOES
BECAUSE HE MADE ALL OF THE SPADES
AND THE HARTS
IN THE DECK OF CARDS
BUT DON'T LET DOWN YOUR GUARD
BECAUSE YOU MUST PLAY THE WAY
OF YOUR HAND
AND STAND FIRM
AS YOU ALSO LEARN
AND GET BURN
ALL AT THE SAME TIME
BECAUSE LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS KIND
YEAH THE SUN DOESN'T ALWAYS SHINE
AND EVEN IF IT DOES
IT CAN BLIND YOU
BUT YOU MUST PUSH THROUGH
THE SUPER GLUE
IF YOU REALLY WANT TO PURSUE
SOMETHING GREAT
OR WORTH THE WAIT
SO CUT THE CAKE
I MEAN THE CARDS
AND LETS GET STARTED

WHY ME WORLD?

WHY ME?
AND NOT U
I'M FEELING SO BLUE
RIGHT NOW
HOW?
DO I GO ON?
WHEN I DON'T FEEL SO STRONG
OR LIKE I BELONG
HERE
I FEAR
THAT I'M LOSING
BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE ARE CHOOSING
TO LEAVE ME OUT
AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHAT THAT IS ALL ABOUT?
BUT IF THIS IS GOD'S PLAN
I SHOOT
AND PRAY FOR A SHIFT
TODAY
OR A LIFT
IN SOMEWAY
BECAUSE BEING GRAY
IS JUST NOT CUTTING IT
WELL YES IT IS
IT IS CUTTING ME
CONSTANTLY
BUT YOU CAN'T SEE
BECAUSE IT IS...
INTERNALLY
BUT WHY ME?
IN THE FIRST PLACE
WHERE IS MY MERCY?
WHERE IS MY GRACE?
IN THIS PLACE
OF PALSY