A WILDCAT FLASHBACK

FRIDAY AND LONELY I WISH I HAD A HOMIE TO TAKE ME TO A FOOTBALL GAME BUT THAT'S SOUNDS INSANE BECAUSE I'M NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL ANYMORE YES GOD CLOSE THAT DOOR 17 YEARS AGO BUT I DO MISS IT TOUGH EVERY TIME I SSE THE COLORS BLUE AND GOLD IT JUST DOES SOMETHING TO MY SOUL AND RIGHT BACK IN THE HALLS AGAIN WITH MY FRIENDS WONDERING IF I WILL EVER GET ASKED OUT AND WHAT ROUTE TO TAKE TO GET OVER HEARTBREAK AND I MADE IT BUT THOSE MEMORIES HAVE NOT FADED AWAY BECAUSE HERE I AM TODAY TRYING TO SAY WHERE DID THE TIME GO AND OH HOW I MISS IT SO

GOD'S DESIRE

everybody has a date or a mate so it seems and inside scream i want to be a queen but God says i'm already that so i take 6that wish back and fish out another one like being a step mother to a son and God says "It's done and "don't worry about walking because you were meant to run lapse around your mishaps and born to help me bridge the gap from earth to haven with your 24/7 anointing so girl stop pointing and wait your turn and start embracing my heartburn"

MY MORNING REVELATION

i was created to write i was created to fight until i see the light at the end of this earthly tunnel which is my life which is my mission so listen i am here for a short time and so there's no rewind what's done is done so yeah stay focus and don't you run because the best is yet to come yes for you and for me but we must keep moving until we see the fruits of our labor or the promise of our savior

TALKING TO MYSELF (PART 2)

HEY MONIQUE DON'T JUST SIT THERE IN FUNK YEAH GIRL, GET RID OF THAT EMOTIONAL JUNK OUT OF YOU HEART TRUNK BECAUSE IT'S ONLY THERE TO TRY TO CONVINCE YOU THAT LIFE ISN'T FAIR AND THAT PEOPLE DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU BUT THAT'S NOT TRUE IN FACT MANY DO SO NO MORE BOOHOO BECAUSE TEARS LIKE THAT ARE LIKE VOODOO YES SENT TO HARM YOU WHEN YOU ALREADY FEELING BLUE AND IF THEY CAN FINISH YOU OFF,COOL BUT BE A FOOL AND JUST STICK TO THE GOLDEN RULE THUMB UNTIL THE KING COMES TO TAKE YOU HOME BUT REMEMBER YOU ARE BOT ALONE BECAUSE HE IS ON THRONE AND YOU DON'T EVEN NEED A PHONE TO TALK TO HIM OR WORKING FEET TO WALK WITH HIM AND GIRL, THAT'S SO SWEET AND NEAT AT THE SAME TIME JUST LIKE THIS RHYME THAT JUST POPPED IN MY MIND BUT NOW I FEEL FINE ABOUT TALKING TO MYSELF

A LETTER OF BETTER (NOVEMBER 11, 2014)

here i sit trying to fight my depression here i sit trying to learn life lessons and have some discretion but somehow i keep on sharing my confessions about living with cerebral palsy which some might say "that's real ballsy and that's alright because every time write i feel better yeah, it's like i'm writing a letter to myself and if someone else happens to read it... that;s fine because i am honest in every since line even if i am not feeling so kind in my heart and in mind my mission is always to listen to my emotions and let them flow out of me like the sea of Galilee yeah pure beauty for ashes because my sadness just passes away well at least for that day or that moment in time where the sun didn't shine in my mind from feeling left behind but once again i'm fine once i write a line or two and if it also helps you then cool