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Tuesday, November 30, 2021

THE DEATH OF ME

MAN

complaints 

are like tanks  

yeah ready to explode

yeah feelings overload 

but who cares?

nobody but me 

obviously 

so father 

give your daughter 

the key 

to be 

quiet 

yeah. i so wanna hide it

but my hurt  

doesn't work 

for me 

and it's not that 

I want others to see 

or 

to be 

in the same 

mind frame

 as me 

no, because ooowee 

obviously

my insides are 

very sore 

yeah complaining

is like fighting in a war

by myself 

yeah, sadly

. i feel

 closer to death  

 




Monday, November 29, 2021

A REAL THREAT TO MY INTELLECT

MAN 

my head 

is 

so dead 

to acting on 

how my heart

yeah, for real 

I don't want to deal 

with sex appeal 

when friends 

let me down 

yeah, make me feel like a clown 

in a cage 

yeah, I'm very close 

to rage 

in this stage 

and page 

of my life

yeah, Christ is here

but I still have fear 

of tears 

from a broken heart 

or letting down my guard

again 

yeah, letting someone in  

feels like a real threat 

to my intellect 

Saturday, November 27, 2021

ANOTHER DATELESS NIGHT

 MAN

i am still searchin' 

yeah my heart 

is still hurtin' 

for

 more 

romantic love 

yeah, not nessacarly, doves 

but dates 

yeah dinner 

on real plates 

but my heart

waits and waits 

for 

a mate 

that might not

EVER

 COME 

through 

my 

gate

DEAR MAN (PART TWO)

dear man 

i need 

a hug 

yeah dear man 

i need 

some love 

yeah, some gentle 

for my mental 

yeah, no accidental 

love me 

for real 

yeah, show me how u feel

in the still waters 

for God's daughter

first 

yeah quince my thirst

and calm my outburst 

if I have any 

and I will give u plenty 

  of me 

yeah, here's my heart key

MAN OF GOD


DEAR MAN

dear man 

yeah the one 

meant to hold my hand 

and help me

 stand

in the land 

of opportunity

yeah let's build 

a loving community 

for the whole world   

to see 

yeah, our family 

should be 

front and center 

yeah us both

cooking dinner 

and us both 

working

yeah trusting 

no hurting 

but if I do 

feel blue 

you would be there 

for that too 

yeah, the old

 and the new 

crew 

MAN  

 

Tuesday, November 23, 2021

Debt Consolidation

Debt 

get wet 

and get out of here 

yeah, disappear 

into the clear 

view yonder 

or go climb under 

a rock 

BUT STOP

messin' with wit' me 

constantly 

and just let me be 

fifty rich 

yeah go dig a ditch 

in the pit 

of Hell

yeah, 'cause you don't 

mean 

me 

well 

 

Monday, November 22, 2021

MY BREATH IS STILL HERE

MAN

my breath is

 still

 here 

 yeah mixed with 

joy, tears, and fears 

BUT 

cheers 

to my breath 

yeah, last night 

I didn't see 

death 

yeah I was left 

here 

in my bed 

in my head 

and in my body 

yeah I'm not naughty 

I am a hottie 

yeah, warm 

and ready 

to perform 

yeah. even in a storm 

where others 

are trying

to cause 

me pause 

or harm  

YEAH BUT 

GUESS WHAT?

my breath 

is not 

norm 

NO

IT IS SO 

GOD

PERFORMED