GOD
i wish that you would allow
someone to hold me child
or to make love to me
like a woman
Yes Lord, let them do something
to make me feel good
yeah, as one should
I think
and shrink
into my soul
yeah, because I don't feel whole
and my world is spinning out of control
so Father, please help your girl out
get rid of this lonely doubt
yeah, please don't let me shout
or cry
alone again
yeah please God,
allow me to have,,,,
a forever friend
MAN,
my breath
doesn't breathe by itself
no, it is controlled
by an invisible soul
higher than me
yeah, even though I cannot see
I know
that it be there
everywhere
in the air
and on Earth
yeah, it is birth
first and foremost
so I must toast
to growth
of my life
yeah, even though
I have not seen
The Queen
or Paradise
yet
MAN,
one day
my life won't be so grey
yeah, I must say
I will be better than just okay
yeah, walking around
feet to ground
yeah, pound for pound
around the town
where?
who cares
I will be walking
freely
yeah, on my own
with nothing wrong
yeah, tall and strong
like a clone
of Christ
walking on pavement paradise
yeah, man, that's gonna be so nice
one day
GOD
please kill my lust
and restore my trust
in us
again
YES, please remind me that you are my friend
and that you will stick closer to me than family
in this calamity
called Cerebral Palsy
and all its pitfalls
yeah, please give me steel balls
and an iron heart
so I continue to be
on a menu
called Mankind
yeah, where no one is safe
unless they have grace
which taste so good
however, misunderstood
yeah, in this neighborhood
called Human Nature
yeah where people love to hate ya
for being handicapped
but I didn't ask for this crap
but Father, please close the gap
and make me smile again
IN JESUS NAME
AMEN
man,
obviously
it's okay be
unhappy
yeah, since that's the feeling
that I deal with the most
but I mean to screen
or boast
yeah, because I like my heart
being apart
of a roast
yeah, I much rather
people gather
to give me a toast
for still being here
yeah in spite of my tears
and fears
for years
and years
yeah, I love to be thought of
as someone strong
and not something
that went wrong
along
time
ago
yeah oh how
that hurts me so
to know
that the older I grow
the less I feel
real
or human
BOY,
my muscles are really jumping
so maybe God is doing something
with my body
MAN, I hope so
because y'all know
that I'm ready to dance and party
walk snd tun
and have some fun
yeah, I swear,
I'm so done with this wheelchair
yeah because life is just not fair
when your feet can't touch the ground
and move around
on their own
yeah, something is wrong
with that fact
so get ready
to get back
and watch God work
in me
MAN,
being happy
is a very dangerous
action
oh sure, it brings
much satisfaction
until something
sad happens
in my case
yeah and then
that feeling
that I once had
just goes to waste
and now faced
with a bad taste
in my mouth
yeah from north
to south
and i feel like a louse
in my inner house
and that doesn't
feel good
at all
yeah to rise
and fall
is not a ball
game
no, it's a damn
shame
