TRASH

God,
May I ask? 
why?
Am I?
being treated
lower than trash 
yeah
and it hurts
like glass to the heart 
But did i?
play a part
to make it start
yeah, 
by stoppin' my 
guard
or believing 
every lie
that people 
reply
or 
fake cry 
to me 
but Father
If I am 
your daughter
How can?
this be
yeah 
me hangin'
from a tree
emotionally 
for the whole world 
to see 
by way of ...
cerebral palsy

SO MONI WHO'S WHEELIE WITCHA IN THIS LIFE SIZE PICTURE? (A VERY HOT SNAPSHOT)

 God
i have been nice 
but yet and still 
yeah even with 
my goodwill
people disregard 
my heart 
or 
How I feel 
Yeah, with everything else 
i already have to deal with
sh*t
and then...
they switch
from friend 
to foe 
oh no 
i'm low 
and ready 
to go 
beserk 
yeah 
from all of the
hurt and the dirt 
WOW 
that has 
been
 piled on 
me 
but no seems 
to hear my screams 
or even care about my dreams 
So the moral of the story 
no pain no glory 

KRISSI'S POETIC SKY BALLOON

Now
let me 
sit 
in my regret
SH-T
as my eyes
get wet
from being 
UPSET
for missin' u 
CUZ
Yeah 
for what

 should've been 
and for what 
was 
yeah 
it cuts 
like a knife 
but 
You're in 
paradise 
way too soon 
but here
is
your poetic sky
balloon

 

GOD'S DECISION?

God, when did you decide 

that i was born to ride 

in a wheelchair

with long hair

or only walk

with someone

or something

by my side 

yeah. God

Please give me 

a guide 

or a slideshow 

to let me know 

how else 

my life 

and breath

is supposed to

 go

from here

or

grow

from here

or

flow 

from here

yeah

like water 

Dear  Father

this is 

your daughter

right?

so please 

give me 

insight

yeah

so that 

i might 

be free

inside me 

GOD STILL CARES FOR ME ( ON FOOT)

man, sometimes 

cerebral palsy

feels like...

cancer

or 

 an unanswered 

prayer

 yeah

but i swear

with every single

breath

that i have

left 

i have to

constantly 

remind 

myself

that God

still care 

for me 

yeah

somewhere

up 

in the air

yeah 

especially 

when life be

unfair

yeah

one day

somehow

someway 

i will be okay

on foot

ME AS A PRISONER

i'm a prison 

and a good listener

for the Lord

yeah, wow

that's how 

living with 

cerebral palsy 

really feel 

yeah, it's very hard 

to deal

with a life 

that seems 

to scream 

NO APEAL

yeah

just still

in a body

of bars 

and steel 

where only 

words 

can 

escape 

this 

yeah

place 

have mercy

have grace

Inspired by my life and 2 Timothy 1

EVERLASTING INNER SMILE

Hello Father

i don't want

to be 

a bother

but

i need 

to ask you

some questions 

about 

My life lesson 

or

to keep me

 from

second guessing 

myself 

in every single  

breath

i take 

or 

every move 

i make

yeah please 

gimme 

a break 

and heal 

me

now

or 

show me

how 

as 

your child 

yes 

gimme 

your best

everlasting 

innner 

smile