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Friday, February 7, 2025

MY RAINFOREST COURSE

CHILD

God will allow 

all of the pain

and the shame 

to rain 

down 

on me 

obviously 

for humility 

and not 

for humiliation

BUT BOY 

being in 

this cerebral 

palsy community

is no 

toy 

or joy 

ao no

i can't be 

coy 

in a sea 

that is

constantly 

trying to

drown me 

yeah while 

God is 

growing me 

and 

showing me 

the climate 

and 

the realignment 

Thursday, February 6, 2025

THIS DAY 16801.5

God, you this day 

would come 

yeah, the day 

i would need help 

to walk. talk 

and run 

yeah  until 

your will 

is still 

in me 

or done 

and 

your plan 

has not 

been fun

yeah 

i been called 

a liar 

while being 

on fire 

and trying 

to go 

higher 

before 

my body 

expires 

but 

guess what?

you knew 

all that i 

would every 

cry 

or 

go through 

yeah 

yellow, red and blue 

Wednesday, February 5, 2025

CEREBRAL PALSY HUMAN STEEPLE

MAN 

the violence 

of 

silence 

and the wounds 

of 

a woman 

are really something 

but i wasn't build 

for nothing 

but i go through everything 

with a swing 

Botta bing

like a king 

or a queen 

waiting to sing 

praises 

to all 

of 

the phases 

of 

pain 

i went through 

but 

guess what?

it is 

so true 

that 

Jesus do 

reign 

Y'ALL WISH ME LUCK 'CAUSE I'M STUCK... IN THIS BALLPIT SH^T

 MAN

    i'm going through 

hard season 

for some reason 

yeah 

no teasing 

but boy 

i hope 

that 

the way 

that i cope 

is 

pleasing 

to God 

yeah God 

please  get 

the highest degree 

of 

glory 

through 

my story 


Tuesday, February 4, 2025

I WOKE UP ON MONDAY

i woke up 

on Monday 

yeah
even though 
i so 
wanted to go 
dead 
on Sunday
but God said
no 
live instead 
yeah
just let 
your eyes 
stay red 
and wet 
yeah 
get up 
buttercup 
yeah 
even though 
someone hurt you so 
yeah 
made you feel 
real low 
yeah 
no mo'
 glow 
but 
it's  alright 
just write 
until 
you see 
ME
THE LIGHT 
in the night 


Monday, February 3, 2025

ADDING INSULT to INJURY

MAN
i'm already 
disable 
yeah 
i'm already 
negatively 
labeled 
but people 
still 
find the will 
to hurt me 
or to
verbal 
desert 
or 
leave me 
for dead 
with the things 
they have sad 
yeah 
leaving my insides 
blue and red 
yeah 
and wishing 
that i was 
kissing a keg 
'cause my legs 
don't work 
and now 
i feel 
like dirt 
yeah 'cause 
someone 
was a jerk 
Jesus 
but why?
when i always 
try 
to hear 
others' reply 

 

Saturday, February 1, 2025

FOR THE UMPTEEN SATURDAY

sad tears
go away 
and 
happy tears 
come and stay 
i pray 
on this Saturday
in the park 
 of my heart 
yeah where
everything 
is 
as it seems 
yeah
half sunny 
half dark 
like a lark 
sitting on a bark 
waiting on 
a spark 
of food 
or 
a change 
of mood 
yeah 
because 
right now 
wow 
I'm searching 
for a smiling 
and 
motivation 
to go on 
another mile