A REVELATION CONVERSATION

hey Alpha
hey Omega
i am open
to something greater
yeah every conversation that i have
i know that i must grab
some wisdom and some laughs
on Your behalf
yeah my life
is Your rice and beans
and You are King crab
fresh from the sea
and satisfy me totally
i'm not hungry
or lonely
whenever we are together
so please don't ever leave me
yeah keep on feeding me
and helping me see
who and what i'm suppose to be
in the earthly
and supernatural too
yeah i trust you

PURE PAIN

man, my hip is still hurts
on the left-side
but my poetry has no pride
but i'm sure you can tell
yeah it feels like nails
were shoved in my skin
when i wasn't looking
and went all the way in my bone
yeah it feels so wrong
but my tone
must remain the same
yeah even though my frame is...
in so much pain
i'm still here
yeah despite my inner tears
tomorrow will come
and the sun will shine
yeah even if my pain remains
God will gain
something out of this
pure pain
i'm sure

MY HONEY B.

okay so you breath
wants to time with someone else
and oh how that hurts
but i know that God is still at work
in our lives
and i do want you thrive
but i really do miss you in my hive
yeah you by my side makes sense
yeah i feel like it's no accident
but still somehow we went
our separate ways
or you left me
to be
whatever you are
wherever you are
with whoever you be with
and sh_t
that really stings
my queen
but above all things
i love you my friend
and i pray that one day
that we will hangout
again

FATHER I FORGIVE THEM

Father, i forgive them
for not wanting to be
unified with me
yeah down to ride
by my side
yeah do or die
yeah cry or fly
together
but man
i guess i never
forgave them
totally
yeah because my body killing me
or should i say really aching
yeah my bones feel like they're breaking
down
and maybe that's because i have internally frowning
on my so called that cast me to wind
and un-forgiveness is a sin
and obviously a pain
to one's veins
or insides
so don't hide
and shallow your pride
and go tell someone that hurt you
that you truly do wish them well

I TOO WEPT

God, please lessen pain
yeah please stop my inner rain
yeah because my outer frame is tired of faking
and my heart is breaking
from the a waking
of really no sleep
for weeks
or maybe years
man, my tears and fears
are really clouding my judgement
yeah because sometimes...
i wish i wasn't
but damn here i am
feeling like some pressed ham
dealing with all the dilemma
yeah in my core
yeah in my center
i was born to be winner
but i feel like a real loser
so Father please help
in depth
because i too wept
in Jesus's name

BREAKFAST, LUNCH, AND DINNER

my body hurts
but i still have to work
the will of God's word
yeah i am his bird
and he is my sky
yeah we both stay high
no lie
just look up
and listen long
yeah both of our voices
are strong
but don't get me wrong
his is much stronger
and his touch is more tender
yeah he is breakfast, lunch, and dinner
but we are both winners

HUMAN GOLD

man, i don't understand pain
i don't understand rain
i don't understand shame
life is not a game
yeah it's as serious as the disable fame
or the negative label
that others put on my time table
man, i'm able to do a lot things
dispute my broken wings
i should be treated like female king \
yeah dispute my needs
i can still feed your soul
yeah damn i am human gold