ON A TUESDAY LIKE THIS

today u were on my mind
but today u left me behind
my friend
but why?
is it because i can't walk
on my own
if so, that's wrong
because i can't help the way i was born
or how i perform
in a storm
a.k.a. life
yeah that question is for Christ
and that sometimes hurts me like a knife
but i'm sliced open
and i'm coping
but i'm hoping
my scope will change
and people will stop looking at me strange
or exchange their looks for hugs
yeah i want love
and to be thought of..
on a tuesday like this
yeah i would even settle for an emoji kiss

THE POWER OF A SPEECH

i have power in my insides
so spirit lets ride
and shallow our pride
and talk like the Trinity
yeah our breath is the key
for us to see
what will be
eventually
yeah like a tree
used to be a seed first
or like water
started with a thirst
that burst
out of the thought of a brain
or a inner pain
yeah like clouds
make or break
rain
with no shame
no, it just does
because...
it has that power
to shower
yeah just like...
we have the power to speak
to the weak
and the deep sleep
so keep that in mind
the next time you don't see the sunshine

MY CORE, MY CROWN

searching my heart
is apart of my life
like Christ
yeah sometimes it hurts
and sometimes it feels like paradise
but i don't think twice about doing it
yeah writing is exciting
and sharing is caring
yeah even if it cause some pause
or staring
because there's no real comparison
to the way i feel every single day
yeah i may play
but sometimes my insides....
turn gray
and i say
okay
lets get honest
because God promised
that he would never leave
yeah even when i grieve
so i believe
that i will achieve
what i need
to go home
where nothing is wrong
and all you here is worship songs
all day long

LOVE NOTE 2000

hello husband
hello child
it's wild
that i'm writing about you now
yeah your smiles excite me
and wipe away the lonely
days
and the hurtful haze of life
yeah i pray for paradise
on earth
yeah i pray for y'all's birth
like i thirst for water
and hunger for food
yeah thinking of y'all...
puts me in a good moos

WHAT'S IN RIGHT NOW?

so what's in a number
what's in a name
yeah what's in joy
what's in pain
yeah what's in thunder
whats in rain
well all i see water
the father
and me
hanging on a tree
hoping to be
heavenly
bound
and found round
like the moon
or this earthly balloon
wait, i hear a tune
that is great...
for waling on
better yet, i hear a running song
no, a house is not a home

CRAZY FAITH

i'm stopping out on faith
yeah i'm holding on to grace
yeah tasting fresh air
where people sleep deep
in the divine's mind
where everything is kind
everybody is fine
and no eyes are blind
yeah i'm seeing heaven on earth
yeah i haven't been there since birth
but i thirst
and hunger
for the wonder
of wisdom
and words
yeah i feel angels
but i see birds

WEATHER ADVISORY

man, this weather is so strange
yeah how quickly it change
from rain to sun
yeah from dark to dawn
but man i still wish i could run
and have fun like my friends
in the wind of sin '
and saints
yeah i wanna rank
in the hall of pranks
but i don't wanna tank
yeah to be frank
i don't wanna die
why?
because i wanna live
positive