NERVOUS SYSTEM

my hand jumps like a chump
in a swamp full of piranha
but i still wanna right
yeah day and night
until the light turns dark
or my heartburn...
becomes a lesson learned
or a blessing in disguise
yeah where my eye are wide
with surprise

Circulatory System

all systems go
yeah blood flow
supernatural
in me
yeah just like God wanted you to be
yeah no one is suppose to see
anything less than the best
when put to the test
yeah please make my mind rest
and my worries disappear
yeah please let things come back crystal clear like Christ
and paradise
but on Earth
yeah i still have worth
and a thirst for more
so Father please take away the sore in my core
yeah please don't close the door on my life
yeah don't let me see a knife
or a needle
from doctors or people
yeah physically or emotionally either
yeah because i was born to be a leader
in Jesus name

respiratory system

i have lungs
so why don't i have fun?
i have legs
so why can't i run?
well. only God knows the answer
yeah, of this private dancer
or this private person
but i am hunting
yeah, because i am a human
but i am not ruining
but i would like to know...
more about what God is doing
with my life
with my breath
with my death
yeah what is left
and beyond
yeah i to run
and have fun
yeah before it's all said and done
or written
yeah no kidding
i am nosy
but that's because...
i'm not cozy

GIVING THANKS FOR "THIS TUESDAY"

i woke up kinda worried
but Mr. Holy hurried them away
so yay i'm okay for now
yeah being his child
wow, being his child has many perks
yeah in spite of the hurts
and the works of the world
yeah this girl
is a pearl
in her Heavenly Father's Eyes
yeah, she just needs to realize this
yeah, and not feed on being pissed
because i am love
yeah, that's why i still exist
here
near
God
and man
yeah this land
is for the living
and the giving

THE BEST CON MAN

man, cerebral palsy is like a sin
yeah because i constantly have to pretend
that everything is fine
when it fact inside i'm losing my mind
or walking blind
in a circle
surrounded by hurdles
and then some
yeah i wanna run
but i don't really know how it done
yeah it looks fun
especially in the sun
but in the dark..
it does like hard
yeah especially with no light
yeah i wanna fight
but i don't know where to hit
so Sh**t i lie
and try...
to get by
the best way i can

THE REAL REMEDY?

cerebral palsy is my cross
yeah i'm lost and found at the same time
yeah my frame is ashamed and is playing its best game
at the same time
yeah i'm walking blind
and in plain sight
yeah with all my might
i rise and fall
Christ-like
yeah i die
i live
i hope, cope, and give off
positive and negative energy
But what is the real remedy?

DOUBLE ENTENDRE

cerebral palsy makes me ballsy
and a burden
yeah it leaves me hurting
and strong
yeah for long periods of time
i can see both sunshine
and rain
yeah both joy and pain
and mane that's a shame
to be treated like a game
and a serious job
yeah like eating corn on the cob
yeah i look like a good looking slob
and i feel like one too
but i can't show that in clear view
and that makes me boohoo
in more ways than one