TODAY'S THANKSGIVING

it doesn't much
to touch
a person heart
yeah a note
a card
will suffice
yeah just a slice
will open someone up
yeah make them not want to give up
and how do i know this to be true?
because before i wrote this for you
someone who i love
thought of me
and wrote me a note
that gave me hope
and i know that GOD so loves me
that he sent my earthly bestie
to say something to me today

CLOUDY CREATIVE

i'm feelin' kinda strange
but i'm not in pain
i just lonely
but what's new
'cause it seems like my insides often scream
"i;m blue "
so then what do i do?
i write
until my inner light
turns bright again
or my soul is cold like the wind
or warm like the sun
but either one
is fine with me
'cause the key
is to feel better
in this stranger weather
i call "cloudy creative"

TODAY TASTED SO GOOD

GOD THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER DAY
AND MAKING A WAY FOR ME TO SAY
HOW I FEEL FOR REAL
IN THE STILL
MOMENTS
OF LIFE
YEAH THANK YOU CHRIST
A VOICE
AND A CHOICE
TO EXPRESS
THE LESSONS
I HAVE LEARNED
AS THIS WORLD TURNS
AND BURNS ME
SOMETIMES
BUT THESE RHYMES
IN THIS HEART OF MINE
MAKES ALL THE PITFALLS FINE
SO THANK YOU LORD AGAIN
FOR BEING A FRIEND
AND BEING SO KIND
WITH YOUR GRACE
BECAUSE TODAY TASTED SO GOOD

HOLD ME GOD

hold me tighter
and make me righter
GOD
because life is hard
and my guard seems low
but in the wrong waay though
so hold me
like a child
or mare like a baby
yes before i go crazy
which is not how you made me
to be
in this earthly reality
that i'm in
and oh how i wish...
that i can be pretend
but pretending feel like a sin
to me
so all i should see
is you
whenever i'm feeling blue
so that's why i'm here
with tears
asking you to hold me
GOD
IN JESUS NAME
with no shame

GROWING CLOSER TO GOD

SO GOD IS HERE
AND SO AM I
HE DOES
AND I TRY
HE ALWAYS TELLS THE TRUTH
AND I SOMETIMES LIE
AND CRY
BECAUSE I'M MOSTLY HUMAN
YEAH MEANING SOME PARTS OF ME
ARE RUINED
OR SHOULD I SAY NOT PERFECT
LIKE GOD
BUT I AM HIS PEA POD
WHICH MEANS I AM GROWING
CLOSER
TO GOD

WALK AND NOT RUN

today didn't go the way
i thought it should
but i am good
because GOD loves me
unconditionally
and nobody else does
because nobody else knows me
like he
honestly
yes he knows my heart
in the dark
and in the light
so i am alright
despite how my life looks
or how shook i feel
because i know that GOD is real
so i shall be still
and trust HIS WILL
for all my tomorrows
to come
yes i shall walk
and not run

UMBILICAL CORD

GOD ONLY KNOW MY REAL DREAMS
AND ONLY YOU HEAR MY SCREAM
AND TEARS
BECAUSE YOU BEING WITH ME
FOR YEAR
YEAH EVEN WHEN...
I HAD NO FRIENDS
OR KNOW WHAT SIN WAS
BECAUSE I WAS JUST A THOUGHT
IN YOUR TRINITY PLAN
YEAH RIGHT AFTER YOU MADE MAN
FROM YOUR BREATH AND SAND
AND NOW I KNOW I CAN:
DREAM
SCREAM
AND CRY
BUT NEVER LIE
TO YOU
BECAUSE YOU
KNOW EVERYTHING
ABOUT THIS QUEEN
BECAUSE YOU ARE THE KING
of kings
and LORD
of lords
BECAUSE YOU MADE...
ALL THE CORDS