Is it Sunday already?

it's sunday
on earth
but what about in heaven?
or what time?
yes this questions are on my mind
so God will you be so kind and tell me?
or let me see for second
yes let me come
to visit with you and you son
until dawn
or night
or whenever you like
because, Love
it's up to you
for real
so what is your will?
should i just sit still?
and just let the world spin like wheel
with me on it
while looking for an off switch
or your next pitch
or your next stitch
in my skin my friend
until the end
of time
or sunday

FRIENDSHIPS?

man friendships are hard
because they get you to let your guard
and have you asking like a clown
bur in the end you still love your friend
and will be there for them whenever they ask
or when you see them in need
but is it love or greed?
you're feeding into
who knows?
maybe both i suppose
but i hate having my heart and nose...
so open
because theirs don't seem to be
yeah it's just me in this friendship
but i can't seem to slip out of it....
all nice and quiet
or stop being so excited
about having some one to care about

i burn, i learn

shut up romance
shut slow dance
because you know i don't have a chance
with you
but boy how i wish i did
and having a kid
would be icing on the cake for me
truly
yes
a sweet treat
for me to eat on
for a life long time
or like sipping on some fine wine
but if you would be so kind
to leave me behind
or leave me alone
if you don't have any strong romantic feelings for me
to be return
and so i burn
and so i learn
but oh how i wish...
that wasn't the case

THE WOMAN OF OZ

I HAVE A HEART
AND IT IS BEATING
I HAVE A HEART
AND IT IS GRIEVING
I HAVE A HEART
AND IT IS BELIEVING
LIKE NO ONE ELSE
BECAUSE I AM LIKE NO ONE ELSE
YEAH JUST CHECK MY FINGERPRINTS
AS EVIDENCE
OR AS HEAVEN SENT
I MUST SAY
TODAY
BECAUSE THAT IS THE REASON THAT I HAVE A HEART
OR A START
IN THE FIRST PLACE
YEAH THE REASON
WAY I HAVE MERCY
AND GRACE
AND A SMILE OF MY FACE
RIGHT NOW
WOW
I'M CHILD OF GOD
WITH A HEART OF GOLD
AND A SOUL
SO I CAN BE BOLD
LIKE A MAN
OR COURAGEOUS
LIKE A LION

COUNTING TO 10

i wanna scream
i wanna be mean
but i can't
because it's not godly
and that's what i'm supposed to be
constantly
but this pain
is killing me
or so it seems
yeah that's why i wanna scream
or be mean
so i won't die
because crying is just not enough
to deal with stuff i feel
inside
but i will ride it out
no doubt
and try not to shout
but i do wanna let my frustrations out
but i am god's trout
and he says will-it-in
and don't sin
my friend
so i will just sit still
and let the wind cool me down

A LONELY CATCH

man i can't seem to part
with this love i have in my heart
yes my guard is down
and yes i feel like clown
because everybody is laughing at me
and passing me by
which makes me cry
and breaks my heart
but like i said
i can't seem to part
with this feeling
of no one dealing with me
intimately
i guess it's because i watch to much tv
but honestly
if i had my choice
i wouldn't be bothered with that noise
yeah i would be outside
taking a ride
around the block
until my wheels stop
or God calls me home
but right or wrong
i hate being alone
meaning unattached
but that is where i'm at
a lonely catch

FULL OF EMOTIONS

Lately i been waking up sad
so then i pray to my dad
and the sadness goes away
yeah usually for the rest of the day
so i'm okay
how are you?
and what do you do?
when you are feeling blue
or not yourself
yeah close to death
or so it seems
do you scream?
to make sure that you're not dreaming
and then search for a deeper meaning
while i...
do all of the above
because i love figuring things
yeah even if it makes me scream and shout
on the inside
and out
yeah full of fear
full of doubts
full of pouts
just full of emotions