WANING CRESCENT MOON

 in 1978

my mental state

took a 

cerebral turn

mixed with fixed 

palsy poetic-heartburn 

yeah lesson learned 

with a stern left-hand 

mixed with God's right plan 

for which it stands 

and then some

but Father 

can i walk, talk, and run?

into the sun

yeah both of dawn/ don 

yeah until kingdom come come

yeah wouldn't that be great 

a crown on my next cake 

on my plate 

with a cherry on top 

for me non-stoppin' 

and for me rockin'

and clockin 

with Christ....

so hard 

oh my God!

Questionable TESTABLES

 God, why?
does my 
life 
have to be
under
a microscope  
in some way
every single  day 
yeah, no wordplay 
and why?
must i 
just cope 
or feel like 
i'm just hanging 
by a thread 
or 
a rope
yeah 
because 
of 
fony folfks 
that love to 
poke around 
or 
put me 
down 
are they 
hoping 
that i will 
drown
like a clown 
due to my tears 
and 
my cerebral palsy 
years 
and fears 
yeah father 
your daughter
needs some 
beers 
from Cheers 
or 
a good laugh
from a better half 
to grasp
the past 
6 months 
in bold font 
but father 
tell me 
what you 
want me 
to do
to really 
get through
silly blue 
emotition 
of 
ocean obstacles 
or 
semi-try
stopables 

MAN, I AM FEELING SO FRUSTRATED THAT I WAS CREATED ( LIKE THIS)

MAN
i pray 
for another day 
but not for another day 
of palsy 
Yeah, that causes me 
to sit 
in pit 
and contemplate 
quiting 
on quantum leap 
yeah sometimes 
i have 
even asked 
God 
to take me 
in my sleep 
yeah, nice and 
deep 
but he
keeps 
waking me 
up 
because 
i guess 
out of 
love 
or 
his plan 
is not 
complete 
but Lord 
can i 
at least 
try 
to creep 
in the sand 
yeah,
with my feet 
and not 
my hand 
 

DEAR DADDY

 Sadly,i write to you from an earthly view 
while you are in heaven 24/7 
and  5 years later 
i miss you greater 
Yeah, there's a hole in my heart 
like the equator 
Yeah, like i was bitten 
by a gater
or a bear 
yeah man 
i swear 
i care
that you 
are not 
here
yeah, since 
You've been gone 
i have 
shed tears 
and laughed 
on your behalf 
over some of 
sayings 
yeah while watching 
your grandchildren 
playing and growing 
not knowing you 
Yeah, those would've,
 could've,
 should've
 blue tears 
but daddy 
your kid 
did 
learn
from 
this heartburn 
and your 70 years 

on earth 

and your birth 
LOVE ALWAYS, MONIQUE

FINGERS CROSSED

 God
I just want to 
be 
a better person 
not a 
palsy 
person
yeah 
no hurtin'
no cursin'
yeah Lord Christ
this life
is not
 workin' 
for me 
But ooooh wee
msybe 
it's 
almost 
over 
yeah 
me 
constantly 
lookin' over 
my shoulder 
Jehovah Jesus
yeah 'cause 
 i feel 
wheelie 
lost 
yeah like 
more than 
my body 
has been 
tossed 
But Heavenly Father 
I'm still your daughter 
fingers crossed?

MY CRIPPLE CROSS?

God why
must my 
life 
still reflect
the will
of 
christ 
on the cross
yeah why 
must my
body 
still get 
wheeled
 hurt,
talked to 
like dirt
 and tossed 
 like a salad 
yeah such
a painful 
bad habit 
dagnabbit
but why 
must i 
constenseously 
cryout 
and 
see doubt
right in front of me
but still
expected 
to be 
happy 
and 
to treat people 
According 
To the steeple 
But Father
your daughter's 
neck
is
soaking wet 
and 
so sore
But how much more
Must I take
for goodness
 Sake 

THE CUT

Lord
i don't know why
some people 
try
to make me  
cry
or 
break me
 down 
yeah 
whenever 
They come around
my town 
or 
the ground
u gave me
Lord please
save me 
from 
this crazy 
daily 
degree 
of 
doubt 
or 
just 
tell them 
to cut 
it out  

+ OR - 1

MAN
i hate being single 
with a passion
and the fact that
No one is asking
me
to be
their lady
their baby 
their girl
their diamond
their pearl
their world 
  or 
their foremore 
core 
of 
their love 
from above 
or 
their root 
to the fruit 
that they have 
in pursuit of
yeah 
their wedding dove 
or 
the glove
to 
their hand 
or 
the matching
footprints 
in the shoresand 
But I guess 
that message 
don't fit
God's plan
Sh"t
so heart 
please 
quit 
making me 
sick
or 
making me 
feel like
i'm 
in 
a pit 
of 
hell 
or 
drowning 
in a well 
or 
just 
wasting away 
in a jail cell 
night and day
yeah
no wordplay 
from this 
cerebral clay. 
People 
Where's my steeple?
or my 
stallon 
or my
medallion 
or
my + 1

SO TELL ME, WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS?

WOW
somehow
someway 
a woman 
thinks 
over 6.000
thoughts 
a day 
yay 
so much 
wordplay 
i must say 
but, 
That's okay 
because 
at least 
my cerebral 
can still 
release 
and help 
people 
find peace 
of mind 
within 
theirselves 
and 
with their breath 
some kind of 
way
yeah 
despite 
my plight 
with 
palsy 
 

LOVE ME LIKE YOU LOVE YOU

Hey people
my cerebral 
was  made 
out of 
a rib 
so yeah 
i am 
senseative 
to 
the way 
i live 
everyday 
so yaay
please 
don't take 
my breath 
away 
yeah 
unless 
you 
plan to 
give me 
your best 
before rest 
yeah. meaning 
your death 
or 
planning to 
stay 
okay? 
inspired by GENESIS 2

IN WHEEL LIFE EP:7 THE NAKED TRUTH

 https://youtu.be/IKbJehdStqk?si=iGJ0KVzc4WritRNS

WILL U B MINE? (BOOK PROMO)

47 ORBITS AROUND THE SUN

THE CROPS OF CHRIST

MY JACOB

MY JACOB

Father
why?
Do I? 
have a thorn
in my side
that I can't hide 
Yeah, you just say 
ride away
every single day
and don't forget 
to commit 
to wordplay 
yeah
That's why
I
created 
your clay
so gray 
yeah, 
for my 
glory 
yeah, 
your story 
will still 
produce 
a sproose of
amore
inspired by my life and Genesis 32

A LAUGH AND SMILE

A LAUGH AND SMILE

Holy Spirit
you know
that I so
have 
groanings and longings 
from miles and miles 
and I'm searching 
because 
I'm hurting 
for a laugh and smile
Yeah, like a child 
in the wild
blue yonder
yeah trying 
so hard 
to protect 
my guard 
or to not 
go under 
in my wonder 
Why is?
this happening 
to me 
yeah
Why do?
i wheelie 
be 
here 
yeah
looking like 
a deer 
riding 
a bike 

Inspired by my life and Romans 8

A CHOSEN PEOPLE

A CHOSEN PEOPLE

 i choose 

life

i choose 

Christ

So that means

that this queen

also

choose sacrifice 

over her dream 

yeah 

the cream 

sometimes 

has to wait 

to be 

put on

the cake

of greatness

yeah before

the candles 

and everything 

is handled

yeah 

no more scandal 

and everybody 

sings

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KING!

inspired by my life and 1 Peter 2