2026 DREAMS

DREAMS

why u keep screaming?

at  me

but don't seem to 

wanna be 

in my life 

yeah, so 

help me Christ 

 yeah 

sacrifice after sacrifice 

and i keep praying 

for something 

yeah 

just a slice 

will do

yeah 

come true 

come true 

yeah please 

erase 

the blue 

on my face 

and 

let me 

taste

 some happy 

grace 

with some laughter 

yeah, some 

happy ever after 

yeah like 

from the 

rafters 

ALL ABOARD | A Children’s Christmas Story by Monique Antoinette

THE WHEEL SACRIFICE

 Christ
i know 
what u doing 
in and with 
my life 
but i do 
feel 
the wheel sacrifice
yeah 
the verbal cuts 
of 
the knife
to my butt
and 
my brain 
is almost 
driving me 
insane
but 
still 
u use 
the abused 
and 
my pain 
yeah reign 
and 
spread 
the new good 
of 
my cerebral 
heard 
yeah 
and all 
of 
the parts 
of 
my heart 
that are not dead 
yeah 
u shine the light 
on my darkest 
nighr 
or 
my earthly 
bread 
that u 
have feed 
me 
constantious 
yeah 
even if
i don't 
understand 
the plan
or 
the shift 
yeah
This is me 
clearly 
in myth 

BE IN-LOVE AND BE ALIVE

so here i sit

at age 

47

writing page after page

yeah. 

wheelie settung 

the stage

tryin' nor to quit

and hopin' 

that someone

falls 

in love 

with me 

ooooh weee

before i go to heaven 

for 24/7

365

yeah

i wanna 

be in love 

and 

be alive 

Mrs. Scorpio x2

so i gave him 

my number 

and i wonder 

if  he will 

call 

or

want to do

 anything  

romantically

with me 

at all 

yeah will ever

fell  

in love 

or catch 

a wet 

feelin' 

towards 

me

ooooh weee

i so wanna be 

in his company 

constantly 

Or better yet 

on his familytree 

yeah Mr & Mrs Lock-and Key

.for Arkansas to see

or 

Mr & Mrs. Scorpio

from head to toe 

or 

from the ceiling 

the flo' 

CEREBRAL REGRETS

man
my eyes 
are wet 
because 
no one 
will let 
me 
love them 
romanticly 
but why? 
you reply
does 
this be 
will i think 
and it really 
stinks 
Why don't have 
my missing 
and kissing 
link 
is 
because 
i look 
like 
worn-out book 
or 
a lazy, crazy lady, maybe 

ROLL A MILE IN MY CHAIR (YEAH, THE AG-O-NY OF THIS DIS-ABILITY)

MAN

sometimes

my mind 

wants 

somebody else 

behind

to roll a mile 

in my shoes 

That's right 

It's Saturday 

And I got the blues

But God

how much more 

 will my heart

be sore

And I lose 

my core 

to another

close door

But for real, God

this cerebral palsy life

is 

hard 

and 

Damn

i am 

emotiomally 

scarred 

and yeah 

sometimes

my mind 

is 

not fine 

with me 

constantly 

sitting on my behind 

And I kinda 

want someone 

to see  

and feel 

the ag-o-ny 

of 

this dis-ability 

HEY I DOUBLE DOG DARE YOU TO, DEREK

hey Baby

is the reason 

that i'm not 

your lady 

this season  

is because 

i can't walk 

on my own. 

My Love

if so 

i want you 

to know 

that we  could 

still have a good, 

beautiful life 

with spice 

and Christ 

yeah so come 

over here 

my dear

and roll 

the dice 

yeah make me 

your wife 

and take me to

a view

of 

paradise 

SITTING ON THE BROOK OF MY BAE

so here i am 

sitting at a dam

or 

Here I am 

sitting at a brook 

yeah, just waiting 

for him 

to a swim 

in me 

intentationally 

yeah 

up close 

to post 

or 

wetter is 

better 

together 

yeah 

like leather

to a cow 

wow

we laugh 

we smile 

like a child 

running miles 

on a playground 

in my mind 

yeah, and i'm 

walking 

just fine

WRITING BY FAITH

Man

 Everybody gets to walk by faith 

with mercy and grace

But no, not i 

i try

and cry

and write 

day and night 

but  

it doesn't seem right 

But maybe it does 

in God's eyesight 

Yeah, maybe  he likes

What I type 

or 

 pen

yeah maybe 

It's like 

recieving 

a letter 

from a 

dear  friend 

So let's begin 

Jesus, I'm hurting 

while I'm working 

for you

so whatcha gonna do?

with my pain 

and the rain 

coming from my eyes 

Yeah, due to people 

telling lies 

and with 

no apologize 

surprise, surprise 

BOY, I WISH THAT MAN WAS MINE

BOY
You just don't know 
that
last time
you hugged 
i didn't wanna 
let go 
But if we did 
You should have 
backed away 
real low 
yeah 
so 
i could 
savour 
the moment 
real good 
yeah 
really 
Knock on your 

wood chest

but instead 
we just 
put our paator 
to be 
for his 
final rest 
yeah Rev Boyd
one of the best 
so i didn't 
confess
or contest 
 

BON-SAI LUST

God, i know it's wrong 

for me to carry on 

like this 

but as you see  

ooohwee

lust 

resides 

in me 

apparently 

yeah 

like a bonsai tree

yeah small 

but has 

a mighty power

 for hours and hours 

yeah  Father 

i need a 

shower 

because 

my love 

for him 

is 

so hot 

and i know 

that 

i need 

to stop

thinking about him

and un 

taking a swim 

around the clock 

But I'm ready 

to dock

with a friend of mine 

Yeah, Lord, he's so fine 

and one of a kind 

But his love is blind 

to me 

Yeah his eyes work 

but they are...

buried in dirt 

and he...

just can't see 

what we 

could be  

2 BROOKS IN-LOVE

hey listen 
There is so much 
sexual tension
inside

 of me 
yeah man 
i'm so ready 
to be
    your steady 
Yeah, body to body 
nose to nose 
yeah so 
come on man 
and take my left hand 
and just 
propose 
yeah 
i want 
Your final rose 
i surpose 
    

SO WHEN DOES THE ROMANTIC PART BEGIN?

okay man 
i wanna be 
more then 
just frriends 
So tell me
when 
Does the romantic part
of 
our hearts 
begin 
yeah 
the dating 
and the excitement 
of 
wating
to see each other 
my dark chocolate brutha 
and soon to be 
lover 
yeah
i don't 
want 
another 
no 
all i want 
is...
you
yeah so...
whactha 
gonna 
do
boo
yeah
'cause
i'm 
so tired 
of 
bein' blue
and 
without you 

FROM A BIBLICAL POINT of VIEW (OOOOH I SEE ME & YOU)

man, it really hurts 
That I only see you 
at church 
 yeah, i'm ready 
to put in some work 
yeah get in 
that topsoil 
or
pure olive oil 
dirt 
yeah 
i'm ready 
to grow 
or 
to flow 
with you 
from a 
biblical point
of view 
yeah 
i wanna be 
your boo
and 
You would be 
mine too baby
Yeah, call me
But I do 
wanna be 
forever your lady

SO THIS ME SHOOK AND SITTIN' BY THE BROOK

MAN
When I think of you 
all i do 
is think 
about 
What could  be 
true 
between me & you
one day
yay 
fun day
yay 
okay?
man 
may say 
yay 
that you 
and the things
you do 
got me 
feelin' 
some type 
of 
way 
which i 
like 
and wish 
that we 
 could kiss
and take 
a bite 
out of 
each other 
yeah 
become lovers 
especially at 
night 
yeah 
let's 
make it
wet 
before 
heaven's door 
open 
and one of 

our sun's set