1150 FRIDAYS

MAN

it doesn't feel like  

Friday

on this land 

but it must be

'cause I'm sad 

and lonely 

AND

no one 

is holdin' 

my hand 

or 

making 

romantic plans '

for us 

to stand

at the alter 

and trust 

the real 

Rock of Gibraltar  

THROWING UP THE W

living water

from 

The Father  

='s 

WISDOM

to me 

yeah 

so let it

be 

like a tree 

growing in me 

or wet 

like a sea

or 

like a turnkey 

house

yeah 

WISDOM 

is 

my spouse

or

my twin

from 

within 

my skin 

so yeah 

we closer 

then friends

so yeah 

search me 

until it 

hurts me 

WISDOM

THE EARTH STILL NEEDS...

MAN

God will let you 

hurt

then he will 

put your hurt

to work 

or plant you 

into dirt 

like a seed 

yeah because 

whatever 

is in you 

the earth 

still needs 

what 

you have 

yeah 

so let them 

grab 

form your goodness 

gracious 

or 

your bounty 

or 

spacious 

R-O-A-R= RIGHTEOUS

it's okay 

if  you

end up

crying 

just be bold 

as a lion 

yeah 

defying 

the  devil

on every level 

yeah 

knocking our 

 the shovel 

in his hand 

yeah 

breaking up

all of 

his plans 

on this land 

of 

I CAN

stand 

firm 

in the sand 

inspired by Proverbs 28

BRANCHES AND HANDS

 branches 

and hands

so what

i can't stand

on my own 

but God made me 

so he sees 

these fruitful leaves 

moving in the breeze 

or on these 

 computer keys 

with ease 

and i like to think 

yeah, despite the world 

acting  like 

i stink 

that God 

gives me 

a wink 

to let me know 

that he is 

pleased 

about 

what i have 

squeezed 

out 

inspired by my life and John 15

A REAL-LIFE GARDEN GNOME

     i once

 was a seed 

yeah a new

 breed 

of breath

left 

to be birth 

on Earth 

yeah i had worth 

before 

i could soar 

or 

use my core 

values 

of faith 

grace 

or 

acquired taste 

yeah

i was 

planted 

in this place 

MAN, MY SEA SCROLLS ARE VERY MUCH ALIVE, BUT STILL NO REAL PIE?

i don't 
understand 
the lack of finances, Man
yeah, especially 
when God
put me on this land 
to be one of his 
creative hands 
so
here i go... 
day and night
i write 
yeah 
expressively 
i  take
flight 
to new heights 
but still 
I'm broke
no joke
YIKES
 

"WE WERE FIRST"

we were first
yeah
said 
the word
and  the verse 
we were first  

yeah 

said
 the blessing 
and not
the cure 
yeah
we were first 
said hunger 
and thirst 
before 
the clouds 
burst 
in the air 
yeah 
when 
there was
no sin 
and the world 
was fair 
yeah 
we 
were
first

inspired by John 1:1

CHRIST'S LIVING WORDPLAY DOH FROM HEAD TO TOE

so i made it
through the night
alright
and i am making it 
through the day
i must say 
but
it's only
because 
of 
Christ's love 
and 
that i am 
his clay 

yay

he wakes  me

he shaped me
yeah
he molds me 
and hold me 
on a daily 
like crazy 

WELCOME ONE AND ALL NAW

the only thing 

that should be 

welcomed 

in me 

is 

the almighty 

yeah 

so infection 

flee 

or anything 

that is 

fleshly 

or 

false \

or 

lost

yeah because 

Jesus's love 

paid the cost 

ON TOP OF C.P. ,, REALLY, WHY?

 God 

i sit 

steady 

in a pit 

already 

so why 

do i 

still have 

real pain 

when you 

reign 

and 

i constantly 

say you name 

 out loud 

yeah 

with or without 

a crowd

or first 

in verse 

yeah 

even though 

i so 

feel 

cured o

MAN OH MAN , GOD WHAT IS YOUR PLAN? BECAUSE II LOOK LIKE A FRENCH BULLDOG

 Gid 

why 

is my 

face 

like this 

yeah 

is my 

insides 

really pissed  

yeah if 

i wanted 

to get a kiss 

i couldn't 

yeah because 

no guy 

wouldn't 

to your puddin' 

yeah  I'm already

no footin; 

sort of speak 

now wow 

ugly 

and mugly

somewhere

deep 

and it all 

happened 

Captain

when i went 

to sleep

TRUST IN... THE DENITIST... WITHIN

 Father

heal me 

yes, please 

peel this pain 

away

today

yeah 

don't let 

this discomfort 

stay 

yeah  make 

me feel 

better than 

really okay 

yeah. make me say 

YAY 

YESHUA 

I TOLD U 

ONLY 

A LITTLE DAB

WILL, STILL

DO  YA

IN JESUS NAME 

NO MORE PHYSICAL

PAIN 

IN YOUR 

HUMAN FRAME

AMEN 

DECAY OR DOUBT? (DXD+TP =Y)

tooth pain 
Is there any proof 
in Jesus name 
in you 
or is it 
just hurt 
on the menu 
in  my mouth 
from the south 
ouch 
with shout 
what is this 
all about 
decay or doubt 
yeah father 
please help  
your daughter 
figure this out 
yeah, 
like a friction 
I'm askin'

WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON WRONG WITHIN ME?

 Father

what's it  gonna take 

for me 

to escape 

worry 

and heartbeat 

as my belly aches 

and my soul shakes 

like snakes 

on the plane 

yeah 

i am 

in such much 

emotional pain 

i feel 

like i will 

go insane 

in the frame 

but why 

must i cry 

on the inside 

and then 

lie 

to my 

family 

and friends 

about 

what's really 

going on 

wrong 

within me

SO THIS IS ME TRYING TO STAY SANE IN THIS DISABILED FRAME

my word 

Proverbs 

i long 

to hear you 

loud and clear 

and without frustration 

and fear 

yeah so 

let's go 

come near 

me 

so i can 

taste and see 

the living tree 

yeah Wisdom 

please be 

my company  

MAIL KEY 72120

 sadly 

all you see

humanly 

is 

a mail key

but 

guess what?

you should look 

deeper

than 

my brother's

keeper

or

my disability 

A.K.A.

the grim reaper 

 yeah because 

when you show me,, love,

you are 

really 

yeah 

however 

simple 

or 

silly 

are doing

"This thing"

unto 

THE MAN

with wings 

 inspired by my wheel life and MATTHEW 25 

HOW CAN THIS BE? (SERIOUSLY , WRITTEN IN THE SAND ) (OR A ,PART OF YOUR PLAN)

 Savior 

what's the point 

of  me 

snilin' 

or 

tryin' to stay 

positive every day 

when people 

wildin' 

yeah with 

sayin' things 

they say

yeah 

makin' 

my guts 

feel real 

grey 

yeah Father 

how can 

this be 

okay 

yeah 

when i 

too 

am 

your clay

of 

wordplay 

PLEASE NO MORE LETTER OPENERS

Jesus Christ
was does
  life 
keep cutting me 
like a knife 
yeah 
slice by slice 
Lord, will i ever see
paradise 
or 
will i always 
have to deal  
with these wheels
and how others 
really feels
about me 
and my 
cerebral palsy
from a  to z 
because 
ooooh wee
Father
why as your daughter 
should i even 
still, 
be?

GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE

 great minds 

think alike 

so let's go 

ride 

animal bike 

outside 

or take 

human hike 

break 

yeah 

let's shake 

this earthly 

ground 

and turn 

this world 

upside-down 

yeah learn 

to walk 

profound 

or 

just listen 

to sound 

doctrine 

around thw clock 

yeah because 

God ia love 

and we are 

his flock 

I'M JUST A RIBYE STEAK ...SITTING BY THE GREAT LAKE

God just bless me 

and don't let this world

stress your girl 

out 

and please 

yeah, 

like i'm bragging

on my knees

tell me 

what is 

my life 

all about 

Christ   

yeah 

slice 

by slice 

and bone

for bone 

yeah 

what am i 

doing right 

in your sight 

and

 \what am i

 doing 

wrong 

in the night    

 

NOVA KINE OVER MY WHOLE FRAME ( YES, A PLAY ON WORDS AND NOTHING ELSE BUT THE LORD'S BREATH

it's not GOD'S will
for me
to still be 
in pain 
 yeah because 
he reigns 
in love 
peace 
and 
joy 
and 
to him 
i am not
a toy 
no 
i am 
very real 
yeah 
despite 
how i might 
feel

FLESH WOUNDS AND AUDIBLE TUNES

 shut flesh 
yes
'cause i really wanna 
pass the test 
of God
but 
this life 
is so 
hard 
yeah
i'm so-so
scared 
from letting 
down 
my guard 
but 
still 
wanna do 

his will 
and 
my part

GROANS, MOANS. AND MICROPHONES

46

and '

still no d**k 

and that 

just makes me 

so sad and sick 

to not picked 

or li^^ked 

long-term 

yeah 

how much 

i must 

let burn 

b4 

it's my turn

but i burn instead 

of 

giving or receiving

yeah \burning bush 

burning bed 

and my eyes 

to no surprise 

are crying 

red 

but 

i'm 

not 

dead 

yet 

but 

i 

am

damn 

a little wet  

JESUS'S WINE BARREL ON THE SPARROW

Lord

i just wanna 

bear fruit 

from the root

yeah Yeshua 

be in 

holy cahoots

with your word

yeah 

let me be 

the hum 

to bird 

or 

the drum 

in your band

MAN

YEAH BLUES BRUTHA 

LET ME BE 

YOU LYRICAL 

UNDERCOVER   

LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT AT THE END OF TUNNEL

 my life 

been 

crippling 

and 

cruel

yeah 

making me feel 

like a real 

fool 

yeah 

windy and cool 

but not 

in a good way 

yeah 

blue and gray 

which is 

not okay 

and hopefully 

not here 

to clearly 

just stay? 

i DONT THINL HE'S COMIN'

 i think 

he's comin' 

'cause 

i'm not walkin'

or runnin' 

and sadly 

that is somthin' 

of 

importance 

but  let me check 

the bible 

ot

concordance 

yeah 

just to see 

if i will ever be 

marry 

THE CHRIST SPICE ( OF HUMAN LIFE)

i don't wanna 

wrestle

or cause 

a hassle 

with a 

rascal 

no 

i just wanna 

go

yeah i so

 want wisdom  

yeah

i just wannabe 

with him

or her

yeah 

as it was 

as it were 

yeah 

in the warmth 

or 

in the burr 

yeah Lord

just stir 

the curry 

in me

yeah

The Christ spice of human life 

I WOULDN'T MIND ( WALKIN' RUNNIN' OR JUS' DOIN' SOMTHIN; PHYSICAL)

i wouldn't mind 

if someone 

saw me as,,,

fine 

or  complimenting 

me 

on my...

 behind 

because 

that would 

let me know 

that i was 

fast or slow 

yeah 

ground to toe 

or 

foot to flo' 

by my-

self 

yeah 

before 

my 

death 

yeah 

just walkin'

or 

runnin' 

out of 

breath 

 

GO FIGURE ( THE MATH IS JUST NOT MATH-ING )

FATHER EVERLASTING 

you know been askin' 
fur some things 
 yeah
for some dreams 
that just seems 
to just...
pass me by 
but why oh why?
i sigh 
i cry
yeah
because 
i don't 
fully understand 
your plan
for me 
on this land 
of 
"I CAN" 
or 
"I SHOULD"
or
"IT'S ALL GOOD"
but in my hood 
LORD,
yeah,. 

MY LOVE

I'm not laughin' 

BECAUSE 

the math 
is just not
 math-ing

THE HEAVENLY LIGHT

 God
you are
so i am
and you did 
so your kid 
could swam 
or 
talk 
or walk 
or breathe 
or believe 
in something 
other than 
myself 
yeah 
until
you will  
my death 
to the left 
or to the right 
or to the dsrk 
of night
into the heavenly light 

DAILY BREAD STRAWBERRY 23

i was led
by 
The Head
i was fed 
and my blood 
is still 
real
red  
yeah
I'm not 
dead 
I'm me 
yeah 
daily bread 
strawberry 23
oooowee 
that's the key 
to just 
be 
in the sea 
of 
tranquity
internally 

46

MAN

i feel 

old as dirt 

and boy 

that sh%t

really hurts 

but God's 

word 

is 

as free as a bird 

and that fact 

is 

really 

beserk 

like 

a twerk 

on a booty 

but 

Rudy

 

SO MUCH MORE THAN WATER OR MY FATHER

my word
my hummingbird 
my love
my dove 
my everything 
 with or without 
wings 
yeah my king 
or my queen 
yeah 
my origin story
or 
my crown 
of  glory
yeah 
God is here 
yeah clouds are
 clear 
and nature is 
near 
my dear 
so drink 
from the sink 
of 
wisdom 

MOUNTAIN HIGH, VALLEY LOW

God

it's so hard

to be honest

when i yet

to see

 your prom9ise 

in front of me 

totally 

but i will still 

get it a trill 

or 

swallow 

the pill 

on a hollow 

stomach 

yeah,

before 

i plummet 

into the summit 

A REAL WASH AND SET

 Christ

let's be friends

yeah 

cleanse 

me 

with 

your water 

yeah 

make me your

 wife 

or 

make me your 

daughter 

or 

make me 

your church 

yeah 

just, please 

wash off 

all of 

my hurtful dirt 

yeah 

just let 

your word 

work 

inspired by my life and  Ephesians 5

SO WHERE IS MY RESTUTION OR MY SOLUTION?

MAN

i not doing so well 

yeah, 

i so need to be held 

yeah 

from being trapped 

in this wheelchair crap 

yeah 

who do i need to slap  

or chain 

yeah 

from being in this 

strange 

pain

named

Cerebral Palsy

yeah 

because tonight 

i not feeling 

real ballsy 

and yeah 

that makes me 

sad 

and 

mad 

and 

wishing 

i had 

more 

to look forward to

yeah

instead 

of 

feeling blue

from

the lack of 

romantic love 

or 

a sore core  

I HOPE YOU NEVER COME TO YOUR SENSES

now from what i understand 

my plan 

for myself

on this land 

cannot stand 

next to 

God's breath, boo 

yeah

it'd true 

his scent 

is no

accident 

yeah 

it's smell 

like 

fresh

 well,

 mint julep

or 

some fresh 

cut 

tulips 

in the field 

for real

yeah 

in the still 

waters 

of 

my Heavenly Father

MUSIC TO MY EARS AND CASTING ALL OF MY FEARS

 i acknowledge  you, God 

yeah, even though 

my life is so 

hard 

but still 

i do your will 

and drop 

my guard 

yeah 

my heart 

is in 

your hands 

yeah 

every poetic stand 

MAN

now i feel 

real grand

and 

apart 

THE PLAN 

THE HUMAN POETIC PARADISE?

mouth of the south

why are u

 hurtin' me 

yeah

jus' desert me  

yeah 

leave me alone 

if  u think 

i stink 

or God

made me 

wong 

yeah 

even if 

God made me 

strong

like his 

Clone 

Christ 

yeah 

his 

human poetic 

paradise 

yeah 

slice by slice 

with a butter 

knife 

yeah 

the bread 

and 

the head 

twice 

THE THREE

GOD

i just wanna do right

yeah, in the day 

and in the night 

time 

yeah 

with or without 

rhyme 

yeah 

gimme a lemon 

gimme a lime 

and i will 

squeeze out 

the kind 

yeah 

as though 

i'm walking 

blind 

or 

deaf 

and all 

that is 

left 

is 

your breath 

in me 

yeah 

for others 

to feel 

and see

yeah 

the three 

THE TRUTH VS THE LIES

MAN

look at this picture 

there are so many scriptures 

telling me to walk 

or fly 

like a hawk  

but 

my oh my 

as hard 

as i try 

i cry 

because 

my love 

my legs 

move 

like pegs 

in a hole

but i have 

a laugh 

and 

a beautiful soul 

at 46 years old 

yeah 

for when 

the depression 

from 

this life

 lesson 

tries 

to seek in 

like a 

supportive friend 

or 

like my kin 

but then 

i realize 

the truth vs lies