HUMAN NORMAL THINGS

MAN
i'm still wondering 
why my legs 
don't have
 any wings 
yeah 
to do
 human
  normal 
things 
like 
most women 
can do 
yeah
like just 
go take a walk 
out of blue 
or 
physically
 take care 
of  
myself 
with every

 single breath 

that i am 
given 
yeah 
i want 
to experience 
real living 

LORD, IS THIS... THE GOAL?

 MAN

i bare my soul 

but i still 

have these wheels 

with no one 

to hold 

but Lord

is this the goal?

for me to grow old 

and alone

but still, be 

considered 

strong 

as a clone

of You

yeah 

what am i 

really 

suppose to 

do 

PLEASE GOD, DON'T FORGET THE RING

oh how i wish 

that i was

 kissin'

somebody 

right now 

but i don't know how 

  to get to them 

yeah 

so i sink 

or 

swink 

when I'm suppose 

swim or linkup 

in the ocean blue 

with who

i desire 

yeah 

the one 

who sets 

my heart 

on fire 

and 

doesn't require 

anything but for me 

but to be

and ooowee

to make 

their soul sing 

yeah 

baba boom babbling

but please God

don't forget 

the ring 

STRESSING OVER LIFE'S LESSONS

 God 

i don't understand 

breath

i don't understand 

death

i understand 

you

i understand 

the me

 that is left

alone 

by herself 

to grieve 

and still 

have to wheel 

and believe 

in something 

greater 

but 

can only 

hope 

to see later  

I WISH I COULD CHANGE MY RELATIONSHIP STATUS

MAN

i wish i could 

walk into a room 

and tell you that 

i have had 

a groom 

and he 

has just gifted me 

with some 

happy anniversary 

balloons 

but 

my tune 

is sad 

yeah 

because 

i have never had 

someone who "goes with me" 

"really bad"

but oh how i wish 

that i could 

just walk 

and get a kiss 

and just change 

my relationship status 

I LOVE AND I STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND ( THE WHEEL PLAN)

people die

for reasons 

i don't know why

and 

i cry 

because 

i care 

and 

they are 

no where 

around 

alive 

on the ground 

and so 

my face frowns 

like a sad clown 

yeah 

this is me 

as honest

as i can be 

feeling down  

IS THIS THE HOTLINE### TO HELL?

i believe in God 

but boy 

how my flesh 

loves to cause 

mess 

yes 

when it talks 

yeah 

even though 

i 

physically walk 

slow 

it knows 

wow.

how?

to stalk

me 

constantly 

yeah

like 

it has 

a key 

to my body 

and 

the minute 

it turns 

i burn 

i get naughty 

 

SLUT-SHAMING

my flesh 

is not good 

alone

now 

don't get me wrong

i like

my skin tone 

but

my flesh 

longs to 

express 

a not so 

blessed 

action 

yeah 

to get 

some 

sexual 

satisfaction 

but 

guess what?

i would love

a captain  

MORE THAN 250.000

walk
run
have 
fun 
you are 
done 
from 
taking orders 
from someone who
that doesn't care 
about you 
or 
your family 
apparently 
but 
that's okay
you are free
today
 

I DIGRESS

Heaven 

please 

 open up

for me 

and let me be 

eyes wet happy 

for more than a holiday 

yeah

I'm so tired 

of 

my guts 

being gray 

like clay 

in a museum 

yeah 

where people only 

visit or fidget 

on a whim 

yeah 

while i swim 

in the dim of loneliness  

and digress 

SUNMON YOUR POWER, GOD

NOW

   the only 

riding

 that i wanna  do

is on the clouds 

yeah 

i rather 

walk in the streets 

on my own 

two feet 

and

live out loud 

in a crowd 

of love 

and respect 

yeah

let the ground

be wet 

on this earthly set 

yeah 

but after 

all of 

the joyful laughter is

met

inspired by my life and Psalms 68

WHO'S YOUR DADDY ?

 first came God 

then came Adam

and then came

 some others 

i can't fathom

what happen?

captain Christ

yeah 

what's the meanin''?

 of life

and 

fatherhood 

yeah 

what's the best definition?

of good 

yeah 

wouldn't 

you like to do 

before you go 

to heaven 

for 24/7

D.O.A.

 DEPRESSION 

when will you get the memo?

that you can't mess with me 

anymore 

yeah 

pull me feelings down 

to the floor

yeah 

really hurt me 

to my core 

yeah 

make me sore 

or 

make me doubt 

or 

make me sad 

or 

make me mad 

that i have had 

to really do 

without 

yeah 

please 

no more 

hurtful tease 

that brings 

this sitting soldier 

to her knees 

THE ARTIST KNOWN AS GOD

God is male 

and female 

how can i tell?

well, just look at our birth first 

we were all made 

by a spade

yeah

like a deck of cards 

we have hearts

from the start

and other 

body parts 

that resemble

a mother

and father 

son and daughter 

at the same time 

yeah 

moment and rhyme 

yeah 

the sweet 

and the lime 

of 

feet and hands 

or 

a woman 

and a man 

both drawn 

in the sand 

as God;s plans

CEREBRAL FEVER

Listen

my condition

doesn't need to be 

mentioned 

all the time

but 

it just shows up 

in my rhymes 

yeah 

like I'm writing blind 

or like 

I'm under some kind of 

hypnosis 

yeah while

searching for 

my inner child 

    and 

a reason to smile 

in this...

often pissed 

sitting season 

evening interlude

 i came from 

Heaven

yeah even though 

i can't run 

life Earth's Eve 

i still believe 

as i grieve 

and achieve 

what i need 

to feed on 

yeah, 

as i try 

to remand 

strong 

in this 

physical frame 

of 

palsy pain

yeah 

for the name 

of 

Jesus 

BUT I DO?

God 

why can't i have 

a wedding day

or

 birth a baby 

am i crazy 

for wanting 

this 

to exist 

in my life

yeah pause 

the disability 

and let me see 

paradise 

for once 

yeah, 

in bold font  

WALK-ING WINGS?

MANE

 i feel like 

Sunday came 

and Sunday went 

but time was spent 

with no accidents 

so I'm very thankful 

yeah, even though 

my heart is 

tangled or mangled 

I'm wheely not 

yeah, all i know 

is that 

i feel 

wheel unsure

about a lot of things 

yeah, like will ever?

get my walking wings 

MAK-ING LOVE

MAN

i wanna make 

memories 

with u

yeah 

make my wildest dreams 

come true 

out the blue 

sky

and why?

my guy

because 

i can 

yeah

it is written 

in the sand 

by God's 

hand 

so i will 

stand 

and walk

  

121.9

 MAN

my heart has been

 broken 

yeah 

in the midst of 

me hoping 

and coping 

with my life 

yeah 

even after 

i started believing 

in Christ 

yeah 

i have lost 

family and friends 

when i had 

the Lord's laughter 

in my soul 

but yet 

and still

God's will

made

my eyes 

got wet 

and 

their bodies

go cold

IRRITABLE BOWL SYNDOME (SH*T)

 Father 

don't hide 

my insides 

yeah, let them ride 

on the outside 

yeah 

let others see 

what it's wheely like

 to be

 me 

in reality 

yeah 

palsy style 

yeah 

let their cerebral 

go wild 

for a change 

yeah 

let them 

sink or swim 

or 

feel wheel 

strange 

in Jesus name 

Amen

IS THIS MY SIT?

hey maybe 

i'm lookin' 

at me being 

in a wheelchair  

all wrong 

yeah maybe 

I'm really sittin' 

on a throne 

just like Jesus 

yeah 

talkin' more than walkin' 

watchin' more than stalkin' 

prayin' more than stayin' 

and knowin' more than showin' 

so my face 

should never 

look like it 

has a bad taste 

yeah 

i should smile 

like a child 

with beautiful 

and grace 

NORNAL IRON LEVEL

God

your strips 

i am heald 

yeah for real 

i am spiritually filled 

with 

distilled water 

yeah 

i am pure 

for sure 

as my father 

at the harbor 

of Heaven 

yeah 

24/7

365

I'm alive 

on Earth 

and 

I'm gonna thrive 

CEREBRAL CITY

MAN

this palsy 

is so

not pretty 

but i 

get done 

to the nitty gritty 

of 

my cerebral city 

yeah 

i sit down

in a pit 

of  wit

and wonder 

yeah 

cryin' 

as 

I'm tryin' 

not to go under  

OVER 2 DIGITS

God

i don't wanna die

young

yeah, i wanna live 

 as old as 

gold  

or 

the sun 

unless you 

come back 

and take 

me off

the track 

before then 

or 

suck me 

into the wind 

CON-TRAC-TIONS

 God

my life 

is such

hard labor

yeah Father 

will you do

this daughter 

and make me 

walk 

or fly

like a hawk 

to Heaven 

yeah 24/7

birth me again 

minus the sin 

and 

the disability 

yeah 

let me 

see

what it feels like 

to  be 

completely free

ALMOST BREATHLESS

sadly 

i'm single 

yeah 

i have 

a tingle 

with no one 

laugh or mingle 

with

sh*t

and it's 

all 'cause

i sit? 

i lack love 

and 

affection?

Father God,

what is?

the hard lesson

that's got me 

stressin' 

and 

second-guessin'

in every single breath 

 

GIRL,WHAT MADE YOU "THIS WAY"?

MAN

being handicap 

wheel make you

 humble 

or 

being cripple 

wheel make you

 crumble 

 but 

guess what?

before 

you tumble 

or 

go to war 

just sit 

in the pit 

of your

crooked door 

yeah 

until God 

give you 

more to do 

or 

this world 

gives you more

to screw 

boo

IN ALL FAIRNESS

MAN

if life was fair 

they would be standing 

right there 

and he 

would be 

playing me 

and 

my long hair 

yeah 

with no 

comparison 

in sight 

and yeah 

i would be like 

walking 

on my own 

with nothing 

physically 

with me  

NIGHTMARE ON KIEHL ST.

God, please 

dom't let my mommy 

get hurt 

yeah, please 

don't let my mommy 

see the dirt 

yeah 

before her work 

is 

done 

on this earthly sun 

or 

before 

you come 

back

to this wack 

world 

yeah, please 

don't frighten 

this here girl 

by taking 

her precious 

pearl 

yeah, like 

seemed 

to do in my dreams 

all last night 

yeah

which just

 wasn't

right  

 

A BEAUTIFUL SLAP IN THE FACE

Lord 

i need 

an elixir

or 

some kinda 

fixer 

to help me 

to see

a reality 

of 

love 

&

worthy 

yeah 

because 

right now 

your child 

doesn't wanna

 smile

because 

she's pissed 

yeah 

feelin' like 

she doesn't exist 

yeah 

when obviously

she's sittin' 

right here 

but their vision 

is not 

clear 

JESUS CHIRST

 i believe 

in 

a higher power

yeah 

i believe 

in the one 

who made 

24 hours 

yeah 

the rain 

and 

the sun showers 

yeah

so as the world 

sours 

for answers 

in private dancers 

i try 

to discover 

the very open

 lover 

DAVE EAST

 MAN

i got a crush 

yeah somebody 

really making 

my heart 

rush 

and 

my skin 

really blush 

yeah 

i''m feelin' 

flushed 

but 

there will 

probably 

never be 

a us 

so I'm 

writing this 

poem 

to keep me 

warm 

as he 

performs 

his rhymes 

while lookin' 

so fine

HEY SHEVROLET

 Hey Shevrolet 
i really miss 
talkin' to u 
on Saturdays 
yeah even 
all the arguments 
make sense 
now 
wow 
yeah even 
all the heartbreak 
makes 
my insides 
smile 
for a lil while 
but 
my roots 
have definitely 
been cut
yeah 
i feel 
really stuck 
since 
u went 
over the fence 
and around 
the moon 
yeah
your spirit 

in a rut 

floodin'
on cloud ballon