DREARY WEATHER

i'm not alone 

but 

i live

 a lonely life 

but why 

i don't  know

but man

let's ask Christ 

together 

yeah 

why must sit 

or 

stand 

in such 

dreary weather 

I COULD WHEELY USE A FRIEND

MAN

somehow 

someway 

i was born 

with 

cerebral palsy 

and

words cannot 

express 

what a test 

that has been 

yeah 

i keep 

the weak 

stuff 

in 

but 

i could wheely 

use

 a friend 

 

I WHEELY FEEL THIS WAY

MAN

being myself 

in this breath 

is

so hard

but 

these were the cards 

i was dealt 

and 

these are the feelings 

that are being felt 

in my wheelchair

seatbelt 

yeah 

quiet as it's kept 

i wept 

in-depth 

like Jesus  

did

yeah 

i cry 

like a kid

or 

i die 

like a fig 

but why?

because i

am 

human 

at the end 

of 

the day 

and 

sometimes 

i just 

wheely feel this way  

I DON'T WANNA DIE... ALONE pt 2

 hey Jehovah 

why?

no proposal 

yeah 

no kisses 

or 

no mrs...

yeah 

just hopes 

and wishes 

and 

my dirty dishes 

of 

lack of love 

and 

disappointment 

yeah 

my heart 

really needs 

some ointment 

I DON'T WANNA DIE... ALONE pt 1

 i have been

in love 

twice 

but 

i still 

haven't seen 

the wheels 

on my dreams 

called paradise 

yeah 

where 

this world 

is nice 

to your girl 

yeah 

where 

are 

my diamonds 

and pearls 

or 

my man's hand 

with some 

babies 

yeah 

running around 

like cray 

yeah 

i think about these things 

on a daily 

and 

it's seems 

so wong 

but 

my romantic dreams 

are

so strong 

and i 

oftentimes 

cry 

because 

i 

don't wanna die 

alone

KEEPING GOD FIRST

so this is me

keeping God first 

yeah 

rhyme by rhyme 

and 

verse by verse 

yeah 

even if 

i thirst 

or 

feel 

wheely cursed 

i emerse 

myself 

with every single

 breath 

that is left 

inside

yeah, even 

my hurt

is 

put to 

poetic work 

yeah 

which is 

berserk 

but 

so true 

yeah 

poems 

can be

written warm 

or 

while 

a child 

is 

feeling 

blue 

A VERY PANIC ROMANTIC

MAN

please don't let me go

yeah, love me slow

tell me I'm beautiful 

from head to toe

yeah even if 

it's a lie 

i  jus' don't wanna cry 

anymore

yeah 

jus' shift 

my mood 

without bein' 

rude 

yeah 

because 

my love 

I'm so tired 

of 

bein' 

glued 

to a room 

of 

gloom 

so, please

let's  flex

or spoom

THIS SITTING SADNESS of BLUE

Christ

in my life 

things ain't right 

well, that's how looks 

from my sight 

yeah 

i can't run 

or fly 

a kite 

or 

really take a bite 

out of things

 that 

i really like 

bur wow

somehow 

your child 

can still 

crack 

a smile 

or two 

yeah 

even though 

this sitting sadness of blue 

WHAT Y'ALL THINK?

BOY

if y'all 

could see 

inside 

of me 

would y'all 

be 

impress  

or 

would you say

that girl 

is such a mess 

but 

i confess 

i don't know 

which way 

y'all would 

go

DES-PER-ATE

 i'm dyin

to spend time 

with

a friend 

yeah before 

my spirit 

goes into 

the wind 

yeah never 

to be seen 

human 

again 

yeah 

let's build 

for real 

yeah 

let's express

the best of 

how we really feel 

or 

mend 

some fences 

yeah 

let's 

you & i

be witness 

SEQUEL pt 2

 Hey 

let's be 

each other's 

equal 

again 

yeah 

let's be more 

than 

just a chore 

yeah

let's be 

friends 

until 

my wheels 

of 

steel

peel off 

my body 

or 

heaven's 

makes me 

a hottie

SEQUEL

 Baby 

i crave you 

and

 what we used to do 

on a daily 

yeah

it's crazy 

how those thoughts 

get caught up 

in my brain 

but they have 

made me laugh

and

saved me 

from goin' 

insane 

from bein'

in this disable frame  

yeah 

just knowin' 

gets me through 

and 

hopes me 

to see 

a brighter view 

or 

somethin' new 

but i do

crave 

a round two 

of 

me & you

before i see 

my grave 

3 THE HARD WAY

Dad

you and mom 

made me 

like clay 

then it seems 

in my dreams 

you went away 

to play 

with the world 

yeah you abandon 

this here girl 

with a mobile 

swirl 

then God said 

look here 

"BIG HEAD"

reach out 

to your father

yeah 

be a good daughter 

before he is 

dead 

and 

i did 

and now 

WOW 

I'm missin'

you 

like a kid 

3 years later 

but 

i relationship 

did become greater   

 

OH BOY, WHEN JOY MEETS NOT SO SWEET DEPRESSION

 MANE

this pain 

is

strange 

yeah

the rain 

from my eyes

is 

such a surprise 

but then 

i realize 

i need a friend 

to come in 

like the wind 

or 

the breeze 

felt on my knees 

on yesterday 

yeah Father,

let's run

yeah, Father. 

let's play 

with the grey 

i must say 

I'M STILL WHEEL QUESTIONABLE

Lord 

why am i 

yeah 

no matter 

how hard i try 

to say goodbye 

to the lie 

of 

everything 

that comes 

with 

this lame frame

sh*t 

yeah 

how much longer 

must i 

sit 

and

remain stronger 

in this place

or 

in my faith

before i taste

the footprints 

of 

heaven's traveling grace  

I WHEELY BE SAD

 MAN

i so wish 

i had

a life

outside of Christ

yeah 

i so wish 

that my feet 

could kiss

the pavement 

of paradise 

yeah 

just once 

or twice 

yeah 

that would be

 nice 

instead of 

this situation 

or 

lack of 

romantic love 

or

this enslavement 

in my cerebral head

but Lord

you know 

that sometimes 

i wish i had 

more than rhymes 

to comfort me 

when i wheely be 

sad 

MAN, AM I WAITING OR AM I FADING?

MAN

i can't seem

to shake my dreams

yeah

the thoughts 

get caught 

in my heart 

and my stomach 

yeah 

making me wanna 

vomit

or

plummet 

into

 a cold 

blackhole 

because 

my soulmate 

has not

 shown up

great on my plate 

BAD MORNING BREATH

God woke me up 

but then  

my sin 

yeah. my flesh 

messed me up 

yeah but

it's just my luck 

and i was 

doin' so well 

in this human jail

but now 

wow

i jus' might be 

goin' to 

eternal Hell 

man

jus' tha thought 

of 

that land 

and 

smell 

makes me wanna 

drink 

before i sink 

from 

The Holy Grail  

SO WHICH REPORT... SHALL I BELIEVE?

this world 

sees 

this girl 

as a mistake 

and 

a heartbreaker 

but 

my maker 

sees 

to be 

a breeze 

and 

a, please 

to be around

on this earthly 

ground

yeah 

full of 

the lost 

and 

found 

but 

you see 

God still 

loves me 

and 

wheels me 

not to drown 

before i get

my crown 

I'M NO SAINT BUT I AM A BELIEVER

MAN
i ain't
neva gonna be 
a saint 
yeah 
you can take that
to the heavenly 
or earthly
bank
yeah 
i know 
that i not
top rank 
yeah
so even 
if i 
sank
in this human tank 
and 
my breath left 
my body 
i will 
never 
be so put together 
that my
spiritual weather 
will ever
be 
considered 
perfect, Baby   

YEAH. WHY DID U DIS ME MY GUY?

 God 

how did you 

choose

which child 

would spread 

the good news 

or 

to sing 

the blues 

of 

the bible 

yeah before

your second arrival

here

or

the doors of Heaven

open

for me 

suddenly

yeah Lord

the message 

is still 

not really 

clear 

 through my tears 

and fears 

over the years 

I FEEL LIKE A REAL SITTIN' DUCK

 HUMANS,

what are we doin'?

poisonin' 

our own 

minds 

and darken 

our own 

sunshine 

and 

not bein' 

truthful 

or kind 

to blind 

that was 

left behind

on Earth 

yeah 

with a hunger 

and 

a thirst 

for better 

not worse 

yeah 

why?

do we 

curse 

instead of 

heal 

or 

express 

the best 

of 

how we 

really

feel

 

WHATEVER WE

 whatever we

talk 

it shall be

whatever we 

walk 

yeah 

like water 

and blood 

it should 

move together 

good

like  a flood 

of 

faith. love mercy and grace 

yeah 

in any space 

and 

time

yeah 

just like 

poetry 

and

rhyme 

EARNESTLY SEEKING HIM

Heavenly Father

this is me

you earthly daughter 

who doesn't see 

as brightly

as you as 

but still 

i wheel 

and

blindly

push through

all of the new

doors and floors 

yeah

while 

this child

searches

for more 

but Father

what for? 

inspired by my life and Hebrews 11

A DIFFERENT KINDA ABEL(BREATH, VAPOR)

MAN

i hope 

that my poems 

help you 

cope 

and that 

they 

in some way

make you wanna 

stay 

on Earth

way pass 

your birth 

yeah 

first and foremost 

yeah 

no roast 

just a toast 

to

 The Most High

in the sky

yeah

your life 

is proof 

of 

undying love 

and 

sacrifice 

well i guess 

my body

 having less 

and 

being stress 

is 

the best