Father Time
&
Mother Earth
are
The Reason
for
This Sitting Season
&
My Birth
yeah
my hunger
&
my sense of wonder
where does thunder
really cone from
?
and why
can't i
really walk
or
run
yeah
just like
Their Son
yeah
when
my heart
also
beat sweet
like a drum
or
move
&
groove
like
a tongue
in
the month
yeah
from
North
to
South
to Hell
with your opinion
yeah
because God gave me love
and dominion
over demons
and sermons
of
the world
yeah
I'm more than
just a girl
worth more than
a pearl
with a swirl
surrounding
my foundings
of
the past
of
the hourglass figure
of
the grass
in
The Garden
yeah
before
God closed
The Door
and
hearts harden
Inspired by my life and Micah 4
another day
with some wordplay
yeah
my guts
are still real
(wheel)
blue and gray
and
my butt is
kinda sore
but
i still want
the more
that is
in store
yeah
the open doors
and
the elevated floor
of
the core
of Christ
yeah
the shower
of
power and paradise
Man
you know
i think
that
the question mark
is
just
a bent heart
or
a bent cross
to save the loss
at any cost
yeah
thanks to Brother Boss
who bleed red
and woke the dead
and broke the bread
yeah
no joke
Jesus spoke hope
on a rope
or
on a roof
as proof
that
it's okay
to talk
a certain way
when you don't
understand
The Plan
so my grief
and my lack of
romantic love
and peace
yeah
the things
without wings
that are not
being released
it's for the gospel?
so my Cerebral Palsy too
it is not for me,
it's for You?
and for everyone
yeah
as i sit
alone
by myself
breath to breath
and waiting
on death
to come
to life
yeah
but
guess what?
\all of my
inner cuts
are
for
the brightest star
Inspired by my life and Philippians 1
now everybody is
tryin'
to see
the solar eclipse
but
i would be lyin'
if i said
i don't want
anyone
to have fun
to make me
like
I'm walkin'
or runnin'
in my bed
for real
or
to see
this hips
or to
kiss the lips
of mine
yeah
a one-of-kind
spiritual sunshine
yeah
might make you
go blind
if you
look at
the bright light
to close
but
I'm not
The One
to boast
about
my roast
MAN
i struggle
with lust
i struggle
with trust
i struggle
with people
believing
that i
belong
on a little yellow bus
at the age of 45
But I'm still alive
i just can't drive
a car
but understand
that i can
wheel into
a bar
and
reach
for something
with a peach
that could
make me
feel good
and slur
my speech
but
THE BIBLE
teach
about
such
vices
and
other
citrus
slices
in open wounds
yeah
too much
of them
will open up
tombs
i have stoos
the test of time
rewind
yeah even though
cerebral palsy
has not
been good
nor kind
to this sunshine
left behind
to walk blind
with weak legs
and feet
that move
like pegs
but
my blood
flows
like a flood
and
it is red
like nud
and
I'm growing
like
a rosebud
towards
the all-knowing
inspired by my life and James 1
Lord
i stand
against
the devil's
schemes
of
my dreams
yeah
in my hand
holds your plan
on this land
of
promise
and
humus
for
humans
who are
doing
right
and
wrong
yeah
this is
my fight song
or
my stance
against
war
yeah
from my core
but
O Lord
how i want more
SH*T
my heart
just won't
quit
wanting to
be lit
by
love
but
sadly
no one
sees me
as a dove
yeah
no guy
wants
to even
try
to give
me
his ball
or
his glove
for safekeeping
and so
I'm left
out of breath
and
weeping
by myself
in the stands
with no man
or
no ring
on my hand
and
no one
to sing
The National Anthem
living in the last days
i see lots of blues
lots of grays
and
i don't know
what else
to say
except
i hope
i will be
okay
as i
joyful wept
in-depth
yeah
when that day
comes
yeah
i hope
i can walk
and
run
with
The Son
Inspired by my life AND Matthew 24
MAN
once again
my flesh
is
not my friend
yeah
it got me
to sin
with no pretend
yeah
about last night
about last night
yeah
i did something
God don't like
in his sight
but
i do
yeah
to be honest
to be true
but now
WOW
I'M FEELIN'
HELLA BLUE
inspired by my actions and the satisfaction of Matthew 5
MAN
i wish i could
jump
our of my skin
shout
and just begin
to...
walk
and feel the wind
yeah
like it was a sin
yeah naked
but no pretend
at all
yeah
a total rise
with no fall
or
no winter
yeah
just
stand
and
center
MAN
my insides
are sad
yeah
they need
a friend
or
a gust of wind
really
bad
and that makes me
mad
because i
have had
and now
i long
like a child
for
companionship
so strong
i would take a clone
yeah
even though
it's wrong
bur it's so hard
to carry on
with this heartbreak.
sh*t
MAN
it's crazy to me
that apparently
I've been called
to
Cerebral Palsy
yeah because
I've been here
for so long
sitting strong
feelin' like
i don't belong
Bur God
won't let me
come home
or
walk independently
on Earth
yeah
I've been
this way
since
birth
to
walk on water
and
on land
yeah
instead
of
my hand
just writing
out
God's Plans
i don't wanna walk
by Faith
no
i really wanna
taste
the pace
of
the pavement
yeah
instead
of
enslavement
in
my head
called
Cerebral Palsy
yeah
what a...
ballsy sucker
to be
stuck with
yeah
it's like
being in a pit
that is...
hardly
ever
lit
but
my Father
says
i can't quit
SH*T
so Life
you must don't
like
my tone
yeah because
I'm still
in wheels
and don't have
a family of my own
and yeah
you laugh
it's seems
because
i want my dream
to be
a happy scream
but i mean
i feel
really
left out
of
the love mix
with no fix
of
romantics
MAN
it's too bad
and also
so sad
that i
can't really
cry
or scream
yeah
after i have
a bad
dream
yeah
there's no laughter
or sitting up in bed
yeah
and that
fact
really
plays
with my head
but Silly
at least
you're not dead
yet
I'm just
drenched in sweat
GOD
it seems
like
even in
my dreams
i'm being
tested
yeah
never rested
fully
yeah
i feel
like
a real
pully
yeah bully bully
this life is
But God
i try
so hard
to take care
of
your biz
yeah
even though
i been
so
scarred
God
i know
your word
but
i also
know
my worry
so, please
send
the answer
in the wind
in a hurry
yeah
before
the door
closes
or
my vision
gets
blurry
Lord
i feel like
such a burden
yeah Yeshua
i'm really
hurtin'
behind
this handicap
crap
yeah
i would
just love
to just sit
on someone's
lap
and just cry
until
i die
or
you shift
my core
to soar
to able
feet on the floor
GIRL
friendship
is
a crazy thing
yeah
with or without
yeah
it is
something
that will
bring you
to tears
yeah
happy and sad
good or bad
for years
and years
or
make you
sit still
and search
for
a new view
in the core
of
your hurt
or
your disbelief
of
grief
but also
in the same
handkerchief
holds
a joyous soul
with self-control
and
memories of
a heart of gold
hey aunt jessie mae
i'm feelin' some kinda way
on your birthday
but let me jus' say
i wish we were together
yeah, i wish that you never died
and that i never left your side
yeah. even though i had no choice
or
no grown voice
i should have stay
in arms reach touch
yeah, Auntie, i miss u so much
yeah, especially
in a clutch
or
when
there's a family
gatherin'
and
you're not there
but
i know
exactly
where
you
are
yeah
somewhere
that
cars
or
wheelchairs
can't
go
yeah
neither
fast
or
slow
but
please
still
blow
out
your candles
for me
though
call me
i need u
i'm goin' through
some sticky
glue
mo' betta blu'
yeah
my bay
went away
yeah
he died
today
my heart
is
in parts
and
gray
yeah
thangs
my bf
can
say
i'm cryin'
on the inside
'cause i'm not
on the outside
takin' a ride
in the sun
yeah
i wanna walk
i wanna run
i wanna have fun
before
my Earth-door is
done
or close
yeah
as tears
come down
my nose
yeah
i wanna smell
a rose
or two
or just enjoy
the view
of
something new
or
jus' some better weather
than
what I'm goin' through
DAMN
people really think
i really wanna be
with
cerebral palsy
yeah
just sittin'
everyday
with hardly
any physical play
MAN
NO WAY, NO WAY
I MUST SAY
my heart is
really blue
and gray
BUT HEY
GOD MADE
THIS CLAY
OKAY
so take up
with him
why i
can't really walk
or swim
and
also, ask
before
i pass
why i
does my life
even with Christ
have to be
so doggone me
grim
Father
my heart
burns
to make
a turn
for goodness sake
yeah and then
maybe take a break
at the Great Lakes
yeah Lord
my body
is
so bored
and yearns
to find
my foothold
yeah
before
i walk
The Streets of Gold
yeah
like I've been told
before i was
old
and
poisoned
by
Earthly mold
yeah
like lies
and these
cerebral palsy
cries
