CALLING ALL HUMANS part 2

now don't you dare 
hurt yourself 
yeah, 
don't you dare 
stop your breath 
yeah
because 
you have...
SO MUCH LIVING 
LEFT 
YEAH 
SO DON'T YOU DARE 
GO MESSING IT UP 
WITH 
DEATH

CALLING ALL HUMANS

your heart is beating 
slow and fast 
WHY?
because 
my love 
you were meant to... 
last and last 
YEAH SO
DON'T YOU DARE ...
PASS 
UNDER THE GRASS 
OR 
STOP
 YOUR HOUCRGLASS CLOCK

A FLASH of THE FUTURE part 3

God 

please gimme 

tomorrow 

with no sorrow 

or 

no borrowed 

blessing 

and let me

 learn

 the lesson   

that I've been 

stressing 

about 

out 

yeah 

no doubt 

should 

exist 

if 

I'm 

on

or 

belong 

on 

tomorrow's list 

A FLASH of THE FUTURE part 2

God is that you?

in the rearview 

 and in the front too

so what do you want me to do?

and who do you want me to be?

Lord

i just wanna see

yeah, like I'm watchin' tv 

but very intensely 

yeah because, 

Messiah 

i love you

 immensely 

and 

i desire 

to go higher 

up 

yeah 

to be blessed 

with no stress 

or 

good luck 

yeah so, 

Trinity 

drive this truck 

into 

a new view 

A FLASH of THE FUTURE

God

i just wanna see

like you do 

yeah 

clear 

with no fear 

honest and true 

yeah 

no gray 

no blue

yeah 

just pure  

you

with no crew 

in sight 

yeah 

please 

God

show me '

the bright light 

tonight 

MAN, WHY CAN'T I GET PASSED THISS?

MAN

i've been attracted  

to many 

but still 

no one wants 

to give me any 

romantic love  

but only because 

of 

my wheelchair 

yeah 

which is so 

unfair 

as i dare 

up at the air

and ask God 

why 

must i 

get passed  

by 

BEFORE WE DI

 MAN 

Divorce 

is always 

a choice 

yeah 

it  could be 

the niceness 

to noise 

of

your love ones 

voice

i guess 

but that is the real test 

i say 

and something 

we should never play 

about 

yeah 

we should always try 

to work 

the hurts 

out

before we di

REAL LIFE ( CHILD SUPPORT )

 MAN 
as i sit 
and i wait 
i think about
how great 
God is 
and 
how he is 
never late 
for his child 
OH WOW
how much clas 
how much style
yeah 
how many years 
and walking miles 
and tears 
has he 
steered 
and 
never feared 
for us
yeah 
trust 
with Him 
there is always 
a surplus 

988 part 3 (MESSEGE RECIEVED, I HOPE)

NOW 

I KNOW  

THAT YOU FEEL

REAL BAD

REAL SAD

YEAH

MAYBE 

MISSIN' 

YOUR MOM

YOUR DAD 

BUT 

LET'S 

BE

CLEAR

YOU SHOULD 

STAY HERE 

MY DEAR

FRIEND 

YEAH 

THE WIND

IS 

NOT READY 

FOR YOU

TO WALK 

THROUGH 

THE HEAVENLY GATE 

SO PLEASE WAIT

UNTIL 

GOD'S WILL

LAYS YOU STILL

YEAH

AND NOTHING ELSE 

YEAH

PLEASE DON'T 

TAKE AWAY

YOUR OWN 

BREATH

TODAY

988 part 2

 my sister 

don't you go

 anywhere 

yeah 

i swear

i have been 

there 

yeah 

wanting to go

into thin air 

yeah 

feeling like 

no one 

would care 

BUT 

SIKE 

SATAN'

IS 

NOT

 RIGHT 

YEAH

HE'S HATIN' 

ON YOUR DREAMS 

YEAH 

THINGS 

YOU HAVEN'T SEEN 

AND 

TRUST ME 

THEY WILL 

NEVER BE

IF YOU 

WERE NO LONGER

HERE

SO YEAH 

MY DEAR 

CALL IF YOU

FEAR 

YOI ARE 

GONNA  FALL 

988 part 1

NOW 
WAIT

i know 

that life

doesn't 

 seem 

so great

and 

you do have 

a lot on your plate

BUT 
i hope you never 
have to call 
988
at all 
but 
guess what?
if you are
 feeling low to the ground 
then 
my friend 
pick that phone 
up 
yeah 
because 
guess what?
my love 
you are never  
alone 
and 
needing 
someone 
is 
never 
wrong 
yeah
because 

we all need 
each other 
to be strong 
my brother 

THE CORE of NO MORE pt 2

so 

no

mo' 

life

yeah

no

mo'

breath

yeah

just me 

to the left 

side 

of God's

pride and joy 

yeah

all of his boys

and girls 

just looking down 

at the world 

yeah 

the pearls 

and the coals

yeah 

the young 

and the old 

but who 

is really 

in control   

 

THE CORE of NO MORE

MAN

i really wanna understand

how this death thing 

really works

yeah

so i can 

get rid of 

all of 

this hurt

yeah 

what really happens 

Heavenly Captain

once we go under 

the grass

yeah

this i wonder

at last

yeah Yeshua

what really happens 

after we pass 

yeah

no more sand

in your plan

or 

no more wind

in our soar

yeah 

please Christ

show me the core of life    

yeah 

the ultimate 

sacrifice 

SO AGAIN I WRITE, WITH NOTHING ON MY LEFT-HAND TONIGHT

MAN

in a couple of hours 

i just might cry 

a rainshower

why?

because 

i 

am 

going to bad 

alone 

and that feels 

so wrong 

yeah 

to not 

belong 

or 

to be 

considered hot 

yeah

that's a pretty...

sore spot

yeah

if i do say so 

myself 

with bated breath

before my death

i really hope 

that some guy 

would gimme 

a try

yeah

love me 

no lie

for a lifetime 

 

TO THE 3RD DEGREE

man 

i need to get to the root 

of

this bitter fruit 

yeah 

I'm in 

hot pursuit 

on why 

i really 

inner cry

well

i think i can 

tell 

that my....

inner hell 

smells 

like a jail cell

of 

singleness 

yeah 

no wedded bliss 

exist 

for me 

so i be 

pissed 

to the 3rd degree 

yeah Lord

where's the key?

or 

my company

yeah

can't you see?

that 

I'm so lonely 

A SENSE OF ENTILEMENT pt 2

God
where's?
my house 
my spouse
my kids  
or 
my physically able 
body
like everyone else 
now, please 
don't leave 
my dreams
on the shelf 
for death 
or 
dust 
yeah Lord
I'm trying 
to trust 
but 
it feels 
like a real 
bust 
from 
where 
i sit 
yeah 
in this 
palsy pit 
of 
life 
yeah 
but 
Father 
your daughter 
just wanna slice 
of 
The harbor's paradise 

A SENSE OF ENTITLEMENT pt 1

MAN
it's so hard to wait 
on my fate 
yeah \
when i have 
such a great 
sense 
of 
entitlement 
yeah 
i really feel  
that with all 
i have had 
to deal with
i  have still
spent 
most of like
being sugar 
and spice 
and everything 
nice
so yeah 
i think i deserve 
a bigger slice 
of pie
before i die    

IT'S NOT EVEN HALLOWEEN YET pt. 2

my eyes are bugged
i need a hug
or 
some love 
yeah
because 
i just had 
a nightmare
if you care
yeah
and it came 
out of nowhere 
yeah 
i mean 
i was watching 

something clean  

yeah 
no reason
to scream 
but still 
i had 
a really bad 
dream

IT'S NOT EVEN HALOWEEN YET

NIGHTMARE

    i swear 

you don't 

play fair 

and 

it's  amazing 

to me

when i woke up

and still see

my long hair 

and my wheelchair 

yeah 

after your 

scare 

i just 

stare 

and 

compare

where 

i really am 

DAMN

it's not even Halloween yet

RICH

MAN

i wanna be

healed 

and to be 

doin' well 

yeah 

can't u tell?

that i like 

your smell

of 

R, I.C.H.  

yeah 

your

righteous 

intelligent 

courageous 

heart

so man 

when can 

i be 

apart 

of 

your plan 

for this land 

yeah 

the writing 

in your sand-castle 

yeah

with no hassle

please pass me 

the tassel 

and let me 

graduate 

from your date 

to your mate 

yeah 

that would be 

so great 

and better 

late 

than never 

yeah 

together- together 

I'M TRYIN' TO LIVE... HOLY

Gurl

as i put pen 

to paper 

i realize 

that i still 

hate cha  

for tha thangs

u did 

to me 

freely 

but 

u see

as i cry  

apologize 

for not forgiving 

u

sooner 

for your lies 

because 

I'm tryin' 

to live holy 

and long

and since 

hatin' 

is 

wrong

yeah 

no matter 

how much 

tha hurt 

lingers 

on 

in my fingers 

i must 

pray 

for u every day 

and just hope 

that this pain 

goes away 

in Jesus Name

Inspired by my life and Matthew 5:43-45

TOGETHER WITH SOMEONE pt 2

man 
my inner dreams 
love to scream 
i wanna walk 
i wanna kiss
i wanna be 
missed 
and exist 
in a romantic bliss 
but 
right now
wow 
I'm really pissed 
that  I'm not 
even
 on the list   
of 
someone's lips 
or 
in the arms 
of 
someone's fingertips 

it's hard not to 

feel blue 

or

to slip 

into 

a deep depression

but Father God

what is... 

THE LESSON?

TOGETHER WITH SOMEONE pt 1

 MAN

i have 

walking wishes 

and candy-coded kisses 

on my brain 

yeah, so much 

i feel 

like i have 

a real touch 

of insane 

mixed with pain 

but God 

who is to blame?

for this pit 

i sit in 

yeah Father

when?

will my 

romance dance 

begin 

yeah

when will i?

really get to

try 

out 

my  legs 

yeah that now 

move  

like pegs 

and when? 

will i 

get a unique kin 

that treats me 

like a friend 

to the end  

CRUSHED VELVET pt 3

MAN
gimme 
a rush
yeah
make me 
crush
on you
like lovers do 
when exploring 
something brand 
 new
yeah just hold me 
close to your skin
yeah 
like a friend 
with no end 
in sight 
yeah
love me 
with all of your might

CRUSHED VELVET pt 2

MAN
i just want you to
make me you boo
yeah, please pursue me 
intimately 
yeah. let's be 
the sweet heat 
in the sheets 
or 
on the streets 
of 
Arkansas 
yeah 
let's be

some beautiful

outlaws
or 
outcast
making love 
last 
yeah
like 
in an hourglass 

CRUSHED VELVET

from head to toe

you'll must know  

that i love hurt 

and slow 

yeah, 

not wanting 

to let anyone 

go 

and why?

as i cry 

because

 no  lie 

if i try 

to talk to you

i see something true

yeah, so i do 

pursue 

something  new

yeah  like morning dew 

or 

blue moon glow 

yeah something 

beautiful 

and everlasting 

yeah 

before my passing 

THE TRUTH IS 2023

 MAN

all i have 

is 

these thoughts 

in my hand

yeah

God's writing 

in the sand

yeah so

my purpose

has plan 

of 

i can 

or 

i will

yeah

even 

if 

I'm lonely 

still 

i kneel

in the spirit

and 

wait

for my plate 

to be served 

yeah so

i must trust 

and shake off 

the heartbreak

and

the negative words 

of 

being tossed

to side 

for not being

a girlfriend 

or 

a bride 

HEY, DID YOU KNOW...?

hey
did you know?
that every time i go 
close my eyes 
and wake up
the next day
It's a surprise 
to me 
yeah 
even though 
I'm happy 
to see 
and still have blood flow 
from head to toe 
I'm still really 
surprised
yeah 
no silly lies 
to apologize 
for
but 
I'm just not really sure 
which door 
is 
gonna be 
no more 
yeah
life 
death 
or 
my breath
on the shelf 
of heaven 
24/7
365
yeah
i don't really
know 
where
me and my long-hair
will wake up
alive 

"WHAT THE HELL DID I JUST DREAM?"

now lately

when my body 

gets weak 

yeah 

as my mind 

starts to go into 

sleepytime 

As you know it 

to  be

i start to see 

some crazy 

and scary 

things 

that really make 

  wanna scream 

What the hell did i just dream?

Yeah, oh well, what is Saran's big scheme?

or 

God's great plan for me "this here human"

Yeah, i yearn

to understand 

this heartburn 

yeah

before i turn 

over again 

yeah 

in my bed 

or 

in my head 

or 

a.k.a. 

My next of kin 

today